Please Don't Forget Me

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After returning home from Salsa, Ahmad Rafiq immediately to the boarding school, after which he returned home.

Arriving at home, Ahmad Rafiq was surprised to see a clean house, although in the morning before he went there he had cleaned, but it felt cleaner this afternoon than before.

Ahmad Rafiq immediately saw his Abah who was resting as well as Ainun because he saw Ainun's room locked.

Ahmad Rafiq believes that if possible Ainun who has cleaned and cleaned, because it is impossible to taste after eating, his brother who cleaned everything while his own brother was not strong to walk.

He involuntarily smiled to himself, because Ainun was listening to his words even as if he did not care.

Ahmad Rafiq went to his room to rest, after he cleaned himself.

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A few weeks later Aldo and Salsa plan to visit Ainun's house.

Aldo felt that there was free time today, and he wanted to immediately speak to Ahmad Rafiq and invite Salsa to visit Ainun.

"Al today so will you go to Ainun's house?" ask Salsa.

"Yes so.. because there are things that I want to talk about immediately with Aldo also meet you with Ainun, Yasudah ayuk.we immediately prepare to continue going there because I happen to work in the afternoon" said Aldo.

"Yes Al. I'm ready first yes," said Salsa who immediately went to her room to prepare.

Aldo was immediately ready.

After they finished preparing, they immediately went to Ainun's house.

"Have finished? let's go soon" said Aldo.

"It's okay, Ayuk.." said Salsa.

Almost 1 hour drive, they arrived at Ainun's house.

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"Assynoltom..." Salsa and Aldo greeted them at Ainun's house.

Ahmad Rafiq who opened their arrival was surprised,

"Yes, please come in" Ahmad Rafiq invited them in.

"Ainun how are you Al?" ask Salsa.

"Alhamdulillaah, you can see for yourself how he is, ayoook...." Ahmad Rafiq invited Salsa and Aldo to meet Ainun.

Arriving in the room, they saw Ainun who was daydreaming facing the window, Salsa or Aldo also felt unbearable when he saw it.

"Al, is Allah the state of Ainun today?" ask Salsa.

"Yes, that's how it is." replied Ahmad Rafiq sadly.

"I went to Ainun first, okay?" ask Salsa back.

"Yes, please" said Ahmad Rafiq, while Aldo just nodded.

Salsa immediately approached Ainun.

"Ai.." call Salsa slowly holding back her cries.

"Ainunes...Ai," said Salsa again, approached Ainun and echoed Ainun's weak and dreamy hands.

"Oh Allah Ai, why are you?" salsa asked weakly.

Salsa immediately hugged Ainun because she could not hold back her tears.

While Aldo asked for time so that he immediately spoke with Ahmad Rafiq.

"That's... Ainun's current state?" aldo asked, because he himself was surprised to see the state of Ainun and he could not bear to see the state of Ainun like this.

"Yes ... such is the situation of Ainun," said Ahmad Rafiq weakly.

"Kasian ya ... I'm concerned," said Aldo weak, because I could not bear.

"Yes like that...ohya how can we talk now?" ask Ahmad Rafiq.

"Hemm, okay, let Salsa accompany Ainun" said Aldo.

"Yes, I'm sorry." said Aldo.

"Yes, let's talk." said Aldo back.

"Okee, just talk outside" said Ahmad Rafiq who immediately invited Aldo to come out, while Aldo nodded his head in agreement.

"Hummm... What do you want to talk about?" ask Aldo.

"On Ainun, but we rilex first, I make you and Salsa drink first yes," said Ahmad Rafiq.

"Hemm fine, but you shouldn't bother" Aldo said.

"No hassle, I make it first yes," said Ahmad Rafiq who soon passed to make a drink for them.

Aldo responded by nodding and he went back inside to want to see Salsa and Ainun.

Honestly, it felt like his heart was so sick and sinful to see Ainun's situation like this, while he had been too selfish.

Aldo himself asked what caused Ainun to be like this, how he felt he could not help but cry when he saw Ainun like this.

Could it still be related to him? if he really did, he would feel very guilty.

Aldo could see clearly how Salsa was trying to get Ainun to speak.

"Al, ..." call Ahmad Rafiq.

"Hemmm, did you make it?" asked Aldo who was a little surprised.

"Yes, didn't their friendship make anyone touched? then why would you want to separate them because of your selfishness?" ask Ahmad Rafiq.

While Aldo was only able to bow and be silent.

"Hemm yasudah we talked outside, all drinking this tea that I have made," Ahmad Rafiq also put the tea that has been made for Ainun and Salsa on the corner table, he also brought tea for himself and Aldo, after which he invited Aldo to speak in front.

Aldo followed Ahmad Rafiq.

"Hummm. please, drink," said Ahmad Rafiq.

"Yes." said Aldo who immediately drank the tea, little by little.

"Al, do you know. Ainun's condition has been like that for quite a long time, honestly sad, it's not easy to accept and face conditions like this, seeing the people I love and love in this situation" said Ahmad Rafiq who paused his speech for a moment.

"And..do you know? Ainun like this because of you, until I had thought to ask you, to be his friend back so that his condition recovered, because all this time what he hoped was you, you, you are the one he still loves and not me. Honestly it feels sad and my heart is so painful..... but I can what?..." said Aldo back.

Aldo was silent after hearing the words of Ahmad Rafiq.

Not lost to Aldo's shock, Ahmad Rafiq also began talking again.

"And .. maybe it's my fault too, because he's been married to someone he doesn't love, a loveless marriage, neither I nor Ainun we were in love with each other .. Moreover I promised him a contract marriage and all this time I have never been kind to him during that marriage, yes, I only just realized and wanted to start again from the beginning to fix it, but it looks like uda is quite late because Ainun's sanity was snatched away, and in his mind too his world is just you and only with you can he start a happy marriage with love, yes, maybe here I am also wrong because I was the one who started to feel unloved and marriage like meaningless, marriage sacred sacred promise that should be the thing that is desired for every couple especially a woman, but unfortunately this marriage is not a dream marriage either for me or Ainun, yes that is our marriage so far... and now honestly I'm confused how to get Ainun back to start over, fix this broken marriage with me and get her sanity back, but it is difficult because his current condition is like this .. and tired of being honestly tired of fighting alone convince him, to make him fall in love with his condition now especially in his mind only you and you ...he also seemed to not remember me anymore" said Ahmad Rafiq weak, which made Aldo speechless and confused what to say...

Because honestly he did not expect if all this time Ainun run a contract marriage without love and not do not rule out the possibility until the end of Ainun's condition like this.

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"Ai, what's wrong with you?" salsa asked back, slowly, because he himself did not want to force Ainun to tell a story that would make him more depressed even though he himself was also curious and tortured to see Ainun's condition like this.

"Salsa, I've been in a loveless marriage, a contract marriage, where there may be happiness in that marriage, she said, many times I tried to live it but still my heart ached until I really could no longer survive further with this marriage, .... it's enough I can't have a marriage with the person I love in the end I have to feel married without love and with a contract, what kind of marriage is expected? should we survive a marriage like this? I've tried to survive because I don't want a divorce and even accept my bad attitude, but somehow the longer I feel tormented and can no longer survive this loveless contract marriage especially with the bad attitude towards me. Although he has now started to be kind to me and cancel the contract, but somehow it feels difficult to accept it, because my heart is too painful and so crowded, he said, I also think that a marriage that brings happiness is a marriage with love not without love especially with a contract. Isn't that Salsa? if you yourself in this position will surrender or survive?" said Ainun weakly, which made Salsa speechless and confused, he was really confused to answer what and how Ainun said.

Indeed, he did not expect that Ainun his own friend, who had never told him so far, now he began to dare to tell stories, probably because affected by his current condition, the inner Salsa.

And maybe the tightness he felt, and the patience was full enough in his heart that he could no longer keep it alone anymore.

Indeed Salsa was concerned, sad and sad to hear the story of love and the household ark that Ainun had to live.

He hoped that the household ark he was traveling with Aldo would not be like that.

Although in her mind for a moment asked, could it be that someone Ainun loved was her husband? if he was sad and felt guilty but really he never asked for a destiny like this because this is the destiny that he or they have to live with their respective portions.

Indeed, he did not have the heart to see his friend sad and the situation like this, if Ainun could more love him and Ahmad Rafiq could love him fully and show that love, starting a marriage with love may not be like this, unfortunately all this has happened.

But for Salsa nothing is too late, it can still be repaired.

He planned before going home to talk with Ahmad Rafiq to discuss this in order to fix it and not give up proving to Ainun to love him so that Ainun would recover his condition because he felt loved in marriage or the household ark that he was on.