Please Don't Forget Me

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After the departure of Aldo and Salsa, Ahmad Rafiq approached Ainun to invite him to rest inside.

"Ai, come in yuk .. rest.." Ahmad Rafiq.

Whereas Ainun only responded by nodding his head in agreement,

"Well, is the guest home?" ask Abah.

"Yes Abah ... Why didn't you come to see Abah's guest?" ask Aldo.

"Hehehe yes, Abah was not feeling well so Abah prefers rest," said Abah.

"Oh my God.iya Abah, no papa. What is Abah's situation now?" ahmad Rafiq asked his brother.

"Alhamdulillah, Abah's condition has improved and comfort.Do not worry, and worry yes.. Abah is not papa, Abah is healthy, fine," said Abah, trying to calm the heart of his son who was anxious about his condition.

"Thank God Abah was kind and healthy, for we would be very sad if Abah was sick.

Because there is nothing we want except to see Abah healthy and well" said Ahmad Rafiq.

"Once Abah, there is nothing Abah expects, except to see that you are healthy and well, and your marriage is happy, and able to live the integrity of this household ark," said Abahnya, it seemed to pinch his heart unconsciously.

"Hehehe insha Allah Abah, just pray... Allah knows what is best for us" said Ahmad Rafiq.

"Yes of course, by day night..Abah always pray for the wholeness of your household, so that it is always good and happy always," said Abahan.

"Yes Abah .." said Ahmad Rafiq.

"Yaudah Abah, I want Ainun anter to rest first, Abah, Abah also yes rest.keep the health condition and condition of Abah, do not be too much thought," said Ahmad Rafiq, trying to remember Abah.

"Yes...you and Ainun this wife of yours too, ohya you want to rest? what if Abah is hungry? there is no food on the dining table Abah saw earlier," said his brother.

"Hehehe yes Abah, yaudah let Ahmad Rafiq buy ya.. bentar Ahmad anter Ai, into the first yes Abah to rest.." said Ahmad Rafiq.

"Okeeeelah, Abah also wants to go into isrtihat," said Abah who immediately went inside.

Ahmad Rafiq immediately drove Ainun inside to rest, after which he went out to find lunch and dinner for them.

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Ainun's mind floated, remembering his conversation with Salsa earlier.

For some reason, on the other hand he felt Salsa cared about him so much but on the other hand Salsa did not want her divorce from Ahmad Rafiq even though she herself was tormented by this marriage, could Salsa have been afraid that she would approach Aldo again and become the third person on the ark of their household?

For Ainun, even if he had to separate from Ahmad Rafiq, he would not be able to get close to Aldo and seize Aldo to destroy his friend's household, because for him he will be very guilty and guilty if he really does that.

For some reason, even though Ahmad Rafiq has apologized to him and wants to fix it, it seems he is still difficult to accept it and forgive just like that.

Even if he had forgiven Ahmad Rafiq, he still could not have returned and had to feel the same injury, it was not really what he wanted at all and he would never repeat it again if he had fallen in that state.

Seeing Aldo as if he cared when going home earlier, either Ainun felt Aldo showed such an attitude was not really really caring for him, but not more just a stale base.

And Aldo's attitude was right to make him feel his heart so painful, if from the beginning he warned himself and did not expect Aldo back maybe his heart would not be as injured and as beautiful as it is today.

Somehow when this marriage went on for quite a long time, he actually wanted a separation and could no longer feel like it lasted any further.

All this time, he had survived far enough.

Why did Ahmad Rafiq realize when he did not believe in love anymore and did not believe in it, even when he wanted to give up on the household ark they were living, in the marriage.

But Ahmad Rafiq came and asked him to allow him to take it back and give him another chance, really for him it was a difficult choice for him to decide.

I don't know why his heart rejected that decision.

Again and again Ainun exhaled several times, to calm himself.

Ainun also preferred to put himself to sleep by waiting for the arrival of Ahmad Rafiq back.

But even though his eyes had tried to close, but his heart was really erratic at this time until unconsciously the circle of tears escaped just like that, wetting his cheeks.

Ainun just let the tear-spread wet his cheek, until a few minutes later he heard the sound of Ahmad Rafiq's motorbike indicating that he had returned home, Ainun immediately removed the tear.

Because Ainun did not want Ahmad Rafiq to know if he was crying, and looked weak like this.

Ainun immediately went to the bathroom to wash his face so that no one knew when he had finished crying, after which Ainun tried to smile thinly to cover his sadness.

Actually Ainun himself still clearly remember his conversation with Salsa, if Ahmad Rafiq tried to show his love, but somehow Ainun could not believe, if it was true, if it was true, he is not necessarily able to repay Ahmad Rafiq's feelings for him.