
After almost a 2-hour journey, Ainun and Ahmad Rafiq have arrived at Salsa's house, for a while they calm their respective heart turmoil, and exhaled a few times to calm himself down before they went down.
"Come down" asked Ahmad Rafiq.
Ainun was still calming himself and his daydream was a little surprised when he heard the voice of Ahmad Rafiq to invite him down.
"Hemm, yes, come on." said Ainun, who got out of his car immediately.
While Ahmad Rafiq drove his car, after which he also went down.
His heart was really getting more uncertain and his heartbeat was racing, as well as Ahmad Rafiq whose heart was erratic and anxiety was also afraid it began to ambush him again.
They got out of the car and knocked on Salsa's door several times.
No matter how, there was a voice telling to wait for him, and a few minutes later the door was opened by the owner of the house.
"Ainuna? Ahmad Rafiq?" salsa asked who was surprised by Ainun's presence.
"Salsa, I miss you." - Ainun.
"You guys... How did it get here? do you know where you're at home?" salsa asked who was still confused by the arrival of Ainun and Ahmad Rafiq.
"Hemm we know your home address from.." said Ainun stopped, when from the inside heard Aldo's voice.
"Who's Salsa?" aldo asked from within.
"Ainuna? Ahmad Rafiq? .... Are you here?" aldo asked who was surprised by their arrival.
Ainun felt his heart stop beating, he just fell silent and was dumb to say something.
His gaze did not stop staring at Aldo.
Likewise with Aldo who looked at Ainun and Ahmad Rafiq for a moment, after which he shifted his gaze and wanted to leave from before them immediately.
Aldo was confused and confused to say what else, because he really did not expect the arrival of Ainun and her husband.
Even he himself had not told Salsa about his meeting with Ainun, therefore he had not invited Salsa to Ainun's house, so he was surprised by their arrival.
"Hemm sorry I went in first, wanted to be ready," said Aldo, who immediately passed into the first.
Ainun was speechless to see Aldo's departure go inside, his heart getting more uncertain after Aldo's departure inside.
"Hemm yasudah let's go in first, talk inside," said Salsa who invited them to enter.
Ainun awakens from his daydream, as Salsa invites them to enter.
"Yes, thank you." said those who immediately entered following Salsa's steps inside.
"Let's sit down, what do you want to drink?" ask Salsa.
"Hemmm don't have to be Salsa, we came here because I miss you, so I asked Ahmad Rafiq for anther" Ainun said.
"Yes... What do you want to drink? later while chatting," said Salsa.
"Hemm yaudah deh, it's up to you to provide what to drink," said Ainun.
"Yes there is aja." said Ahmad Rafiq.
"OK I make it first yes," said Salsa who soon passed to the kitchen.
"Hemmm hufft." for a moment Ainun exhaled a few times.
"Why you?" ahmad Rafiq was confused by Ainun's attitude.
"Humm no. No papa," replied Ainun.
"It looks like you are tense, hiding something," said Ahmad Rafiq, who made Ainun look at him in silence for a while.
"No.." said Ainun who immediately shook his head.
"Long.." said Ahmad Rafiq.
Ainun looked back at Ahmad Rafiq, before speaking again.
"I'm not lying" said Ainun who then turned his gaze in another direction.
Their debate stalled, with the arrival of Salsa.
"Well, let's have a drink" said Salsa, who placed the drink on the guest table.
"Thank you, Salsa." said Ainun and Ahmad Rafiq.
"Ohya if you know, you are here, know the address of this house from where and from whom? how can it be here? I'm curious." said Salsa.
"Hemmm..," said Ainun confused and he was increasingly convinced that the possibility of Aldo did not tell their meeting, so Salsa did not know about it.
"I told you your home address, when I accidentally met him and he said Ainun misses you, so I gave you the address of this house so you can meet, shouldn't you? I'm sorry I haven't told you yet, because too much work is forgotten" said Aldo, calmly, who was out of his room when he was ready.
Ainun stared at Aldo unblinkingly for a moment, as did Ahmad Rafiq who stared between Aldo and Ainun alternately.
"Hemm going to the office?" salsa asked as she looked at Aldo who had finished preparing.
"Yes, I want to go now" said Aldo.
Ainun continued to stare at Aldo in silence, to be honest his heart was jealous if he was in the position of Salsa, it was fortunate to be Salsa, you can marry the person you love and they love each other.
"Oooh so, yes sorry I don't know, because Aldo has no story to me, but I really miss you Ai, Ai, and many times I asked and asked Aldo also to find out where you are and your news, Alhamdulillah met also... Thank you Al, uda give us our address so that Ainun can come here," said Salsa.
"It's the same" Aldo said briefly.
"Ahmad What's up?" ask Aldo.
"Thank God I am good, you?" ask Ahmad Rafiq.
"Alhamdulillah." said Aldo.
"Yes thank goodness we can meet at last" replied Salsa.
"Yes, thank God" Ainun said with a glance at Aldo.
Aldo who did not want to linger here was immediately ready to go to Salsa.
"Yank, I want to go to the office" Aldo told Salsa, and she called Salsa affectionately so that Ainun would know where she was and if Salsa had been her legal wife.
Ainun felt a difficult feeling when he heard Aldo calling Salsa affectionately.
Ainun was only able to stare at Aldo in silence and occasionally looked down to hold back his escaped tears from just flowing down his cheeks, I don't know why his heart hurts so much that he knows this feeling he shouldn't even be feeling, it shouldn't even be.
But Ainun himself, did not understand why he could not stem his jealousy when he saw the closeness of Aldo with Salsa that should be like that.
Somehow she was jealous of Salsa's position as Aldo's wife.
"Hemm yasudah heart yes" said Salsa who immediately stood up from his seat, and Salim to Aldo.
Aldo, who kissed Salsa on the forehead, immediately left for his office.
Ainun again and again felt a difficult feeling he could translate when he saw Salsa salim to Aldo and Aldo kissing Salsa's forehead.
"Ai, .." call Salsa who breaks Ainun's daydream.
"Eh yes." replied Ainun.
They continued to talk until it was over, they immediately decided to go home.
"We say we go home first, Salsa, sorry to inconvenience our arrival, and thank you for welcoming and accompanying us," said Ahmad Rafiq, who made Ainun glance at him.
Ainun was more convinced that Ahmad Rafiq's feelings for Salsa were still there, only that Ahmad Rafiq had been trying to lie to his own heart.
"Yes, thanks also for coming here.and thank you for bringing Ainun here, so my passion with Ainun is treated," said Salsa.
"Hemm is the same." said Ahmad Rafiq.
"We want to go home first, Salsa," said Ainun who soon passed.
"Yes, thank you for coming. Be careful.." said Salsa.
"Yes, Assalamualaikum.." pamit Ahmad Rafiq and Ainun.
"Waalaikumussalam" replied Salsa.
They immediately boarded the car, heading home.
"I hope you can be consistent with our commitment, yes even though I know you still have feelings for Aldo.. and you should submit your views also do not need to feel jealous however Aldo is Salsa's husband and you are married," said Ahmad Rafiq who tried to remember Ainun, who was married to him, because he himself was jealous of Ainun's gaze and feelings towards Aldo.
Ainun saw Ahmad Rafiq, then he lowered his head to catch his breath, exhaled several times to calm himself down and before speaking again.
"Hemmm...are you alone with Salsa?" said Ainun ketus.
"Hemmm I told you, I'm with Salsa no longer have any connection whatsoever to the song or keep deep feelings for Salsa, yes although it may still be a little because I can not eliminate it completely.
But at least I'm not like you're still expecting people's husbands, I'm well aware that Salsa is married and someone's wife, and I'm not trying to make those feelings grow, either, because in addition to realizing Salsa is married, we are equally married.I also do not want to hurt my own feelings," said Ahmad Rafiq, who was also married, which made Ainun speechless and repeatedly asked himself, Is it Salah who still harbors feelings with Aldo?
still jealous of Salsa and Aldo?
and that feeling is growing...
This was not what he wanted, he himself was tormented by this feeling.
If I could ask really he never wanted this kind of feeling and married contractually without love in the end.
"Ehmmm why not answer? confusedly? or do you realize it's wrong?" ahmad Rafiq asked again, which upset Ainun.
After calming the turmoil of his heart he began to speak again, answering the question that Ahmad Rafiq asked him.
"No one feels wrong, no one knows and can control.
If I may choose I also do not want to, I am also tormented especially undergoing a contract marriage without love" said Ainun who made Ahmad Rafiq speechless, as if there was a wound in his heart that Ainun said.
"You sure..no feelings with Salsa? I think I saw in our conversation that you looked at Salsa so deeply, cared about Salsa and even when saying goodbye you were very friendly and cared about Salsa... sure there's no feeling? never mind, don't lie to your own heart.
Maybe you can lie to everyone including me, yes even if I know you are lying, but you will not be able to lie to your own heart even though you can lie to everyone...and it is better not to bother taking care of my feelings with Aldo you better focus and question your feelings with Salsa," Ainun said again, which made Ahmad Rafiq Kelu and speechless.
Ahmad Rafiq was rightly confused with his heart at this time after hearing Ainun's words and repeatedly he convinced his heart that what Ainun said was not true and he had no such feeling to Salsa, even if there was a bit of that feeling, and he tried to convince his heart that he did not care about Salsa because he was married and not his business.
While Ainun prefers to close his eyes during the journey home, in contrast to Ahmad Rafiq who is still confused with his mind.
"Be careful driving it do not daydream and think about your feelings with Salsa at this time, later only. at home, remember you are now driving no harm. I don't want anything to happen to me because you're busy with how you feel about Salsa" Ainun said.
"Yes, this is also your fault" Ahmad Rafiq said briefly.
"My fault? it's delicious." said Ainun.
"Yes because of your words." said Ahmad Rafiq slowly.
"Hahahaha so you think about my words? it means right, right? if not really do not need to be thought of, unless the reality is really like that. But yes still, he thought later not now, the danger again nyetir loh.. after all I think there is nothing wrong with my words, right? I just want to wake up your feelings with Salsa so as not to get busy with the feelings of others, fun. You finally thought about it, right? good.." said Ainun.
"Udah ah, I want to rest, later when you get home say yes, wake me up. ohya remember do not be busy engrossed with feelings aja. focus again nyetir.later just focus on thinking about his feelings," said Ainun back before closing his eyes and leaning himself in the car.
While Ahmad Rafiq chose silence not to answer Salsa's question and more focused driving also thought of his feelings because Ainun's speech made him again and again silent also mute, whether to answer what and how...
Ahmad Rafiq felt Ainun was smart enough to make him silent and confused himself because he was too busy with the feelings of Ainun and Aldo.
Now he is completely confused by his own feelings with Salsa.
But he must remain focused on driving and not be overwhelmed with his feelings for now so that he can arrive safely at home, because it is too dangerous if he is driving but busy with his feelings and thoughts.
Ahmad Rafiq also refocused driving and put his feelings aside first, but Ahmad Rafiq felt he had to try to remember Ainun's message to him so they survived to get home.