
Arriving at Aldo's mind office seemed divided, because his meeting with Ainun this morning, really made his mind messed up.
Aldo really did not expect, Ainun was that determined to go to his house.
Aldo thought, Ainun would not dare to go to his house because of the incident at that time, Aldo thought Ainun would be ashamed to go to his house.
Honestly, Aldo was afraid that Ainun would tell his feelings to Salsa because honestly, he did not want his household ark with Salsa to waver just because of the ridiculous feeling that could not be completely eliminated from Ainun Memory.
Aldo hoped that Ainun would not tell him about his feelings for Salsa even though they were both friends, but shouldn't everything be told?
so many times Aldo had thought about it and in the end he decided not to meet them, even though it was beyond his expectations in the end they met.
Honestly, Aldo really regretted giving his home address to Ainun, if Ainun expressed his feelings before he gave his home address, of course he would not give his home address to Ainun.
Aldo felt that his mind was really messed up and he could not concentrate at all, wanted to go home and question Salsa, Ainun had told him everything.
Aldo immediately worked on the files and focused especially on their meeting today, because after that he wanted to go home and meet Salsa.
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After returning home from Salsa, Ainun and Ahmad Rafiq immediately traveled to the home of Ainun's parents to pick up Abah Ahmad Rafiq, after a short rest there, they also returned to their own homes.
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A few days later, after their return from the house of Salsa, Ainun often daydreamed and cried alone, really make Ahmad Rafiq feel sad and hurt, should he step back from the commitment? to be honest he was tired of fighting alone, and Ahmad Rafiq thought, could it be that the commitment decision he had made would hurt Ainun? maybe he should give Ainun a pause to breathe calm himself and think about the commitment he had made to Ainun, so that Ainun could also choose and think about the commitment.
Ahmad Rafiq also prefers not to ask Ainun about why he is daydreaming or the end of this time in a sign of sadness, because for him he himself already knows about the answer to the question, it was precisely the question he was asking that would hurt Ainun's heart.
Ahmad Rafiq prefers to make warm tea and snacks this afternoon for Ainun, now Ahmad Rafiq realizes he should not be more imposing his will, he said, perhaps he should have preferred to move on and give Ainun a chance to choose.
And maybe love is not just about words, but more than that, maybe his attitude can make Ainun fall in love in the end if he is really sincere and patient.
Shouldn't that be husband and wife?
After being convinced of his decision,
Ahmad Rafiq went to the kitchen to make a warm tea and an afternoon snack for Ainun who was not okay.
Already he should have accompanied Ainun, there for Ainun as a husband, though without asking enough to give Ainun the composure and give Ainun what he needed, for him more than enough.
After finishing making warm tea and snacks that afternoon, Ahmad Rafiq immediately brought to Ainun to enjoy it.
Ainun who was daydreaming by the guest window, slowly approached by him and he put the warm tea and snacks of the afternoon in front of Ainun so that Ainun saw it, and his efforts were not in vain, he said, because Ainun immediately glanced at him even if only briefly.
Because there was no response from Ainun who resumed his daydream, Ahmad Rafiq also ventured to make a sound again.
"Humm, in his tea, the pump is still warm and the afternoon snack, may be able to relax your mind, I make it for you." said Ahmad Rafiq who waited for a response from Ainun.
"Thank you" Ainun said softly, without turning his head or turning his gaze even a little and still with his daydream.
Until Ahmad Rafiq chose to withdraw, and prepare to go to the pesantren.
Although it feels unbearable to leave Ainun but he himself still has a task that he must complete in the boarding school, however this is the mandate of his brother.
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After all, Ainun was not really alone at home because there was his brother.
After finishing preparing Ahmad Rafiq immediately approached his brother to leave before he approached Ainun.
"Change.." said Ahmad Rafiq slowly, by opening the door of the room.
"Son" said his brother who put down his newspaper.
"There, Ahmad said yes to the pesantren" said Ahmad Rafiq.
"Oooh, okay, son, be careful... Isrti you already know you want to go to the pesantren? you've already gone to your wife? don't forget to also say goodbye to your wife," said Abahnya, who made him speechless, confused what to say.
"Yes, you too..." Ahmad Rafiq nodded and immediately said goodbye to his brother.
"Son, wait are you sure, papa? you and your wife are okay, right? nothing happened between you, right? you guys aren't fighting, are you?" asked his brother, who made him step Ahmad Rafiq stalled, and he was right Kelu had to answer what and how...
Because it seems unlikely he told the truth to his Abah, of course it will affect the health of his Abah, because automatically, his Abah will think about it.
After all Ahmad Rafiq believes, as screwed up as Ainun, his wife could not do something that harmed or harmed people's lives, because his wife was depressed not crazy.
Although he felt hesitant and anxious to leave his Abah alone at home, but it felt like there was no other choice but to leave his Abah at home alone with his wife, because if his brother is too exhausted because he was invited to travel, of course, it will also affect the condition of his brother and will fall ill, really he does not want his brother to be sick.
Ahmad Rafiq felt he was among the hard choices for him to decide,
But Ahmad Rafiq hopes that everything is okay.
After exhaling several times, and feeling quite calm, Ahmad Rafiq began to answer the question that his brother had asked him,
"Hemm ndak Abah, Alhamdulillah Ahmad and Ainun household is fine, we are not fighting, for what? don't suck, hehehe...
Insha Allah we are fine, pray Abah," said Ahmad Rafiq.
"Thank God that nothing happens to you, especially your household. Yes Abah pray you always also your household may always be okay, yes, because there is nothing Abah wants to see the wholeness and happiness of your household" said Abah.
"God willing Aamiin.makasih ya Abah prayer," said Ahmad Rafiq.
"Sayang Abah, healthy Abah always yes," said Ahmad Rafiq back, who immediately embraced Abahan.
"Yes son, you are also yes, healthy always and happy for yourself as well as the household you live in, always." said his brother who embraced Ahmad Rafiq back.
After a few minutes of hugging, they let go of each other.
"Ahmad pamit first yes Abah." said Ahmad Rafiq say goodbye.
"Yes, be careful, later tell Abah yes the condition of the boarding school, do not forget the same report Abah." said Abahan.
"Okeee Abah, ready." said Ahmad Rafiq who smiled at his Abah, to make his Abah smile as well.
"That's why remember your little one first." said his brother.
"Hehehe" Ahmad Rafiq laughed.
"Yasah Abah, yes first." said Ahmad Rafiq who immediately came out of his room.
"Yes, my heart, son" said his brother again.
Ahmad Rafiq immediately approached Ainun and said goodbye to him.
"Ai, why not drink the same kind of tea as a snack? in drinking and eating dong Ai..why? don't you like Ai?" ahmad Rafiq asked, but there was no response from Ainun.
"Hemmm yasudah I say yes Ai, heart yes at home.. fine yes, I tipped Abah, you are good at home," said Ahmad Rafiq who said goodbye.
But because there was no response from Ainun back, Ahmad Rafiq also looked at Ainun so deeply and said the same words he said earlier, with the echo of Ainun's hand also rubbed it gently, with a soft touch, but again and again Ainun only glanced at him after Ainun turned his gaze and with his own daydream, Ahmad Rafiq decided to immediately kiss Ainun's forehead and cheeks after he passed away to the boarding school.
Ahmad Rafiq tried to take care of his business quickly in the pesantren, so that he could go home soon.
Ahmad Rafiq hopes that nothing will happen between Abahya and Ainun
And may they be well until he returns home.
Indeed, if not for the trust of his brother he would not go to the boarding school and rather accompany the condition of Ainun as it is today.
Although maybe when he told his brother would ask him to accompany Ainun rather than take care of the pesantren, but by telling his Abah will be a burden on his mind that will disturb his Abah's health and pesantren will be neglected without anyone to take care, really he does not want to be like that.
Therefore Ahmad Rafiq also decided to make his own choice and try to handle both well, of course with the permission of Allah, he hoped.