Please Don't Forget Me

Big Secret

　

　

Papa Aldo is always busy working, although not as hard as when he was young, his work makes him go out of town, even abroad, when there was no Farah and Fatah, before, Mom always accompanied Papa.

The presence of Farah and Fatah is indeed happy for them, their health and development is the most important thing so far, so Mama decided to accompany and keep the twins, Farah and Fatah in a sense of need.

"Is it okay to go to Spain and Italy alone?!" Mama hugged Papa from behind, despite being married for a long time, Papa and Mama are still harmonious and always messrah.

"Our grandkids need Mama more, God willing Papa can" Papa turned to hug and kiss a woman who still looks beautiful at her age who is no longer young

"Thank you, Pa.today you could see Aldo taking care of them alone"

"We're old, Ma, hehehe, don't feel like we have grandchildren."

"Yes Pa..."

The marriage of Papa and Mama is indeed a very long time ago, they had a difficult life together, building everything from the bottom, now when all is in their possession they realize that, they are old.

Papa has always been honest, anything is told to Mama without any secrets, but there is one thing that Papa keeps and forever he tries not to know.

The great secret of his life, which could possibly destroy a household, even his business, a secret that he would keep forever.

Mama and Papa are married, two months of introduction, they fit in and get married, their love is so great, complementary, any effort is made to meet daily needs, from zero they start all this, he said, to be able to become rich like now, human effort is sometimes in accordance with his hard work.

Papa used to have a girlfriend, Papa often went to his boarding houses, they were dating, often went out to just eat or go to nightclubs for fun, they like to like.

Until the unwanted relationship occurred, because of falling into free association, his father Aldo impregnated his girlfriend, and, His father Aldo panicked and he ran away without any clarity the woman was left behind and in vain, irresponsible.

His father Aldo ran away from home, with no news and after three and a half years he returned to his parents' house, as if nothing had happened, given his age, his parents decide to get him married, lucky they want to, but big secrets about his father Aldo's past are unknown.

All the family Aldo even the family Princess just understand that his father Aldo is a man who always loved his family, responsible, willing to take care and do anything for the family.

"Yes Pa.. These are our grandchildren from our only Son" Mama smiled at Papa, but why are there words that make Papa feel guilty.

Papa went abroad for a few weeks, since he had a grandson, his father Aldo often went alone and everything was fine, but not this time.

A feeling of guilt somehow now arises, he feels very guilty and he wants to find the woman who was once smeared.

"All of our charities are written by two angels, when good deeds are recorded by the angel Rokib, and his name man sometimes also does wrong, when we humans are wrong, when we humans are wrong, who wrote our guilt charity angel Atid, it may be easy if we sin and do wrong with Allah SWT, because Allah who is Rohma and Rohim, also has the nature of Ghoffar, Allah is forgiving, God is forgiving, consider it good God, ask ma'af sin ilang, hehehe, but it is not that easy, if it is aware of wrong yes many istighfar and repent Nasuha, let it be free of sin, if it is not so easy, but the problem is more than if sin and error are both creatures, same-sam man, if we do wrong to man, then we have to get his ma'af and sometimes man is selfish, it is difficult to forgive, and if we die but there is still business with others, whether hurting others, insulting or whatever it is, and he died has not got ma'af and ridho of the person, then the practice is in vain, so before we have a death to come, do not hurt others, if there is one mishandled ask ma'af.

Mama Aldo's words about his only son and pak ustadz's lecture during Friday prayers were so jutting in Papa's ear, he realized he was old, he was old, in the life of Allah SWT has been so good to him, what so his wishes have been fulfilled one by one, when he had Aldo, he was so happy and grateful, worked harder for the Son and his wife to be happy, he said,  give their best.

All the deeds we do will come back to us, every word is a do'a, say the good, even when we are angry, never say the bad.

On the plane Papa is not calm, his mind penetrates space and time, while his parents are still there, the mistakes he made, the delinquency he really regrets at his age, moreover, he remembered that there was going to be a woman and maybe her flesh and blood now.

He went to Spain and Italy but his heart and mind were in his past.

"O Allah, if you allow it, please forgive me, meet me with him" I cried, remembering the face of the woman of his past, the sweet, innocent woman, he fell into promiscuity because of her, he took the sari patih after being satisfied he threw it away.

As he becomes aware of his past mistakes, his father Aldo is aware of the consequences of his honesty, but he is more aware of his past sins, and the guilt of that woman and the Son who was then in her birth, she did not want to die with such a great burden of sin.