
Salsa was only able to respond with a silent outpouring of Ainun's heart, and he was right Kelu had to answer what and how...
Salsa preferred to hug Ainun to win it before saying anything to Ainun, because he himself may be in that position will not be able to and he himself is confused to answer what and say what things to strengthen Ainun.
"Ai, I'm sorry, I really don't know, you ended up having a marriage like this and maybe I can only strengthen you, I know, but really if I am in this position will not be able to survive...
Honestly, I would not be able to imagine in such a position, well, losing love and having to marry without love especially with a contract.
To me you are a strong woman" Salsa told Ainun, looking deeply at Ainun and holding Ainun's hand to strengthen her.
"I'm sorry if I didn't exist and could accompany you when you were in that position, I should have been able to accompany you as your best friend, better to know your condition.
I feel not a good friend to you Ai, I'm sorry if at that time I did not exist and can accompany you...
And honestly I'm surprised, sad, concerned to see you like this...I beg Ai, be strong, endure if you are unable to ask for release, be a strong woman and like the Ainun I know, not like this... I am sad to see you like this, my heart cries and screams, the Ainun I know is not like this, the Ainun I know a strong woman endures, is patient and always bandages her wounds with a sense of sincerity.
Yes I know that someone's patience and strength will have limits maybe like you, maybe this is your limit so that you can no longer survive and slowly feel it eroded....I beg you to return to the Ainun I know, please be strong, endure and perhaps everything can still be fixed even if it is not easy and difficult.but I am sure, you can, you can, yeah, unless you can't stand it anymore, you can ask to split up, but really goodbye is not the best way if it is still fixed and give your husband a chance to prove it if he really wants to prove it and fix it, yes even if it is not easy.
If you want to give him a reply to his attitude so far, you can ask for a break for a moment, go home to the parents to calm yourself for you to make a decision, you can take a break, and it does not have to be right to separate because sometimes the heart and feelings are difficult to control well, if we always follow the heart and feelings maybe we will find it difficult to make decisions because the condition of our hearts and feelings always change even in every minute and second especially in every decision we will make take and need long consideration, I beg you to think again about your decision and do not rush to decide when your mind is chaotic and your heart condition is uncertain as it is today because it will reap regret in the end, because it will reap regret in the end, so think again.and do not rush," said Salsa trying to give understanding and advice to Ainun.
On the other hand Salsa could not bear to see Ainun's condition in this marriage but on the other hand he did not want Ainun to part with Ahmad Rafiq because he did not want Ainun to approach Aldo again, and take Aldo's heart or disturb his household really he does not want his household faltered especially by his own friend because he will not be able and allow Aldo to share his heart and love.
"Maybe what you say is true, but living it is not as easy as you say Salsa.." said Ainun weakly.
"Yes I know it's hard, it's hard, but what's wrong with trying first? calm yourself first, go home to your parents to calm yourself before you make a decision, do not rush if you do not want regrets to come to you," said Salsa who tried to advise Ainun back.
"Really Ai, Ahmad Rafiq he is sad to see you like this, and he wants to improve it.Please give him a chance, he is your husband, your family is also certainly sad to see your condition like this... I'm also sad and it feels like my heart aches and screams to see your condition like this Ai" Salsa said.
Their talks stalled when Ahmad Rafiq and Aldo returned.
"Humm talked about it?" ask Salsa.
"Here we come home.The next time we can come here, now we pick up Farah and Fatah yes at school, they are waiting for you.." said Aldo who invited Salsa to go home.
"Okay, I went home first, Ai, remember my message. You are always healthy and strong yes" Salsa said before returning home.
"thank you.." said Ainun weakly.
"Yasudah Assalamualaikum.." said Salsa.
"We went home first Ahmad, Ainun ..lekas healthy, strong and do not think too much yes, he said,... Assalamualaikum," said Aldo who said goodbye.
"Waalaikumussalam, thank you for taking the time to come here, sorry troublesome," said Ahmad Rafiq.
Salsa and Aldo went home soon after they said goodbye.
"Al, I have no heart and pity to see the condition of Ainun, I really did not expect Ainun will be in this condition in the end and have been married without love and with a contract... I really can't imagine being her, who can't marry the person she loves but whose marriage is covered with no love and agreements on paper or contracts alone, she said, maybe I won't be able to survive.deservedly if Ainun in the end like this condition, maybe he was no longer able to survive in the marriage and his patience was exhausted, it's over, moreover, he said at the beginning of the beginning Ahmad Rafiq treated him badly, so it is appropriate if in the end it is like this, Ainun was tormented and inward in the marriage he was in although now Ahmad Rafiq has realized his attitude, still for Ainun it is difficult to forget and forgive him just like that because his heart has been too far scratched so deep it is also too painful, he said." Salsa told Ahmad Rafiq, when they were in the car.
"Yes you're right, I also did not expect that this would be the marriage that would be lived by him and end up like this....honestly I was also concerned about him but I myself could not do anything to change him or help him in the least... And yes it is only natural that if Ainun needs time to receive it back, because the already wounded and scratched heart takes time to recover it, I can only help the best prayer for him, and their marriage....may Allah make easy and give the whole of their marriage, yes it may take some time to start from the beginning, but I believe Salsa, nothing is impossible.if Allah has willed and allowed it," Aldo.
"Yes what you say is true.we can only help pray for the best for her and their marriage, and actually I told Ainun not to rush to make a decision because it was not regret that he got in the end... I've asked Ainun to calm himself down at his parents' house before he makes this big decision and calm the mind does not mean to have to separate when the heart and mind are tired, can break for a while, isn't it Al?"salsa.
"Huummmm yes you really do not have to part if it is still fixed and the heart can receive back, you can accept, although it takes time of course and during that time can break a moment of calm down in the home of each parent by asking for their opinions of the older and experienced of us of course, who just started to undergo a marriage and the ark of the household, I had also said this to Ahmad Rafiq to advise him," said Aldo.
"Yes you're right Al, yups I agree. You say it's true, you've focused gih nyetirnya.danger if not focus this highway hehehe," said Salsa.
"Yes..okeee I focus, ohya want to stop by the restaurant for a while? what do you want to eat?" ask Aldo.
"Hummm I can, I want crabs, shrimp and mushrooms" said Salsa.
"Okeeee we're going to the restaurant now" said Aldo, who began to focus on driving back.
"Al, I want to rest if you wake up" said Salsa.
"Okeeee" said Aldo.
And Salsa immediately rested herself by turning her head to the car seat, and closed her eyes.
Aldo began to focus on driving.
But neither Salsa nor Aldo, they were as busy as their respective Maasing minds, and recalled their conversation while at Ainun's house.
Salsa recalled his conversation with Ainun, and Aldo recalled his conversation with Ahmad Rafiq.