Please Don't Forget Me

Contrition

Man is a creature that can not think, can determine what he wants, can do according to his heart.

When love has spoken, when reason can no longer digest, when all butah for one thing...Love

Love is not a mistake, he comes without anyone knowing, he just comes, he comes without permission, to whom will fall even though no human knows, love is unique.

Salsa is not wrong, his love for Aldo came just like that, Love is present without him wanting, his love is sincere only for Aldo one until now, in an age that is not easy anymore, he said, only Aldo was in his heart.

Time will never return, but there are many ways to correct all the mistakes in the past, mistakes can be erased with the sincere intention of wanting to change and wanting to improve.

"Tomorrow you're out of the looters, huh?" Ask the tattooed woman who became Salsa's friend in prison.

"Yes Nit, I don't know, I'm gonna start my life from where, I've got no parents, when I'm out tomorrow, where am I going to live? Whose cooperation??" there were water droplets, which fell accidentally from both corners of Salsa's eyes.

"It's got God, don't be afraid of anything, remember God who rules our lives" Nita, a beautiful woman of Salsa's age, her hands full of tattoos, but she's changed, and she's converted.

"alright...Bismillah, when are you?" Salsa asks Nita, her only friend in the cibinong women's prison

"Maybe for another month, I'm really sorry, after coming out I'll ask my parents for ma'af, an interest in everyone I accidentally hurt" they hugged, regretting their actions, they are in prison for misinterpreting, acting that does not fit the line, they only forgive but they are truly sorry, he said, it's just juvenile delinquency but it can make them a lot better going forward.

Nita often went out at night, followed her friends hanging out, tattooed her hands just because she wanted to follow the style, did not want to be called a hick and village, Father and Mother did not agree, they were angry and drove Nita, they did not want to be called a hick, from there, the contact becomes more and more.

Nita is forced to live on the streets, forcing her to eat anything, sometimes even leftover rice thrown in the trash, her stomach wants her right , she is hungry, because living in a hard jalana, Nita is forced to steal.

But despite his tattooed intentions and thieves but he never drank hard drinks, drugs or even did things that ruined his honor, he was still holy, she said, he just followed his friend to see the slang is not outdated, that's all.

Nita stole once, twice, all for the sake of her unfulfilled stomach, when she wanted to apply for work all seemed to be afraid of her, all just looking from the outside but never wanted to know the inside.

At that time Nita was hungry and very hungry, had two days he did not eat, forced he intended to steal again, this time he wanted to smash the bag of socialite mothers who were careless.

Shit can not be elak, fortunately can not be rai, the day was fateful for Nita, he snatched and found out, he was mass hit, he battered and put in prison.

If people know the intention of lebig rispeck, find out the cause and musabab His son tattooed his hand? Until it does not necessarily expel him.or if someone invites Nita to work, maybe Nita will not intend to steal or snatch.

Sometimes because the stomach of people can do anything, anything as if halal, for them as if "the halal is hard, the haram is ordinary" as if it were commonplace, just because of the stomach of all seems normal, as if, that's a very wrong understanding and thinking.

The regret of Salsa and Nita is not without reason, they have regretted that even though they are not completely wrong, they deserve a happy part in their lives.

Now they regret and want to live a normal life, really deserve a chance, do not stop them from changing better, look at the world with a lot of new hope, with a new spirit.

"God loves us very much, Nit.we are told to be wrong first, continue to be told to repent, God who growls our hearts to repent"

"Yes, Nit baii, although I am a little upset about Aky's departure from the looter tomorrow, but God willing all will be fine"

"Aamiin.mari pray, we worshipers" they stand, take ablution and pray ashar bersama'ah.

They always pray together, ask forgiveness for all sins and mistakes, they are very grateful for all the mistakes they made, now they can become better human beings.

Hijab has closed their bodies, five prayers when they do with congregation, even dzuha prayers and tahajjud prayers they do, really they feel the pleasure of the priest, they already know nasukha.

In life there is nothing we can count on, do not be lulled by our worship, remember in ancient times there was a kyai who so favored his worship, he always prayed the congregation on time, the sunnah prayer was done all, he always prayed, fasting is not only the month of Romadho, he is also accustomed to fasting sunnah, studying, zakat and shodaqoh, any charity he has done, as if the heaven ticket he has got, he said, he was arrogant to feel that no one else was better than him.

Elsewhere there was a gambler, a drunk, who lived a life full of recklessness, as if a hell ticket he had ordered, but what happened?? Who entered heaven in fact were many sins, who committed many acts, but before death, he regretted and asked God for forgiveness, no prideful nature mastered it.

The devil is the more noble of the angels, his duty is to worship, to recite the message to God, but when God created man, who was created only from a piece of land, there is pride in the devil that requires him to feel better and not to bow down with Adam, he created Allah out of fire and he felt better than the Prophet Adam who created the land.

Wh why? For what can happen, the answer is only one"the help and mercy of God".

He who is afraid of Allah, does whatever he intends because of Allah, sincerely worships because of Allah, does good not because he wants heaven and is afraid of hell, but he does worship because of the Fear of Allah, and gratitude for the blessings that Allah gives, always pray'a" ask for the blessings of faith, Islam, ikhsan, ask to live in a state of faith, and die in a state of faith, doing all because of Allah SWT, who is the one who is the one who is the one who is the one who is the one who is the one who is the one who is the one who is the one who is the one who is the one who is the God of God, sincerely expected only Ridho Allah SWT.