
For many years it has been the same feeling, the feeling that never fades, the pain of loving, but the heart is unable to choose, yes it is sincere love.
Never did he feel the sweetness and happiness in love, since the first time he felt in love he just felt, willing to do anything for the sake of the loved ones, his love was so sincere, as if not pathetic.
From the beginning until now in his heart there was only one name, a name that was always in every do'a and his hope, even though he knew this love only hurt him all along.
Salsa loves only Aldo, the woman who faithfully keeps his love, no man can change Aldo's position in his heart, prayers and mind.
Since his release from prison he wants to forget his past, start all with a new sheet, a new story but somehow his heart and mind remain struggling with his past.
"I'm a fool, I'm a fool with myself, I hurt myself" Salsa cried in her prostration, she wanted to forget Aldo, this love really tormented her.
"God you know, why you have to create this love, love is not wrong, but you created love for him but I did not make him love me, I beg you to remove this love, I beg you to remove this love, if this love only hurts and destroys me God" the prayer that salsa always offers, he feels very tired of his heart.
Salsa is a beautiful woman, since getting out of prison Salsa has changed much better, both in speaking words, in thinking, how to dress, she is now wearing a hijab, now she looks more beautiful, now she looks more beautiful, once before Salsa was born beautiful, and now added akhlaq good add more value to it.
Many men who expressed love for her, wanted to be serious and marry her, there was a man her old friend, there was a man who just knew her, and there was a man who just got to know her, but none of the men were able to shake his heart, he had tried to open his heart to other men, but his heart was not able to lie just the name of Aldo who reigned there.
"I'm getting old" Salsa looked in the mirror, there was her face there, there was a slight wrinkled streak there, she was no longer young, and she was still alone, no lover, no lover, what's more a life companion, he feels his age is no longer young, he also wants to have obedience.
Women who are over thirty-five years of age at high risk of pregnancy and childbirth, a good age for women to get pregnant and give birth is the age between twenty-two years to thirty-five years, it is the most appropriate time, it is, if there is a pregnant woman and gave birth over thirty-five years of age, it can be but very high risk of the death of the mother and Salsa Child aware and know very well of it all
This year he is almost three years old one year old, he is very worried about his future, he no longer has people know, should he go through old age alone without any children, he said, husband and family next to him
He felt his life was full of pain.
Every weekend Ulfa and her Son would visit Salsa, the arrival of Ulfa and her Son felt Salsa like a fresh breeze, like a light filled with new hope, Ulfa was still the same never changed, Ulfa, he remains a very good friend and cares deeply about Salsa,
"Bright...His father was not there" the gentle breeze exposed Salsa's hijab, he looked more graceful.
"The prospective father is many, proven to be a very large list, but his mother's candidate who is choosy" Salsa lowered the Son of Ulfa from her sling, the sweet child who just turned two years old was adorable, looked adorable, he ran cheerfully, without any burden.
"I know you've tried to forget him, but God still predestines you to love him" Salsa was only able to bow helplessly to hear his best friend speak.
"Maybe God told you to express your love, God wants you to really try to express what you've been feeling all along"
"It's time for you to talk"
"Do I have the right to speak?!" Salsaa was a little hesitant about the advice Ulfa gave her.
"For all this time you have always been patient in your life trials, People who are patient God willing will be lifted by God, every God gives trials of distress, surely God has prepared happiness, God has prepared happiness, just how strong we face the ordeal" Ulfa always comes to comfort Salsa, she often visits Salsa in her shop.
Ulfa gave Salsa full rights to the Iku store, from the profit of the sale of goods and whatever was given to Salsa, now Salsa already has one permanent employee.
"God will not test His servant above the limits of his abilities, I am sure you are capable, sal" Salsa embraced Ulfa, he felt Ulfa was the only family he had.
"You have to chase your happiness, Sal.he has to be achieved, you deserve happiness" the spirit Ulfa gave a little motivation for Salsa, as if it were a magnet to be happy, he said, because all this time he was always suffering.
In other places Aldo also wants to declare his love with Ainun, a woman who is very similar to Almh.Princess of his wife he is determined to make Ainun a connecting mother for his children, he said, he wanted to see the empty space in his children's lives all this time.
"Is this really the love that you are destined to come back into my life or is this just the expulsion of my lust, God...I've really taken care of the love you've created with all my heart, I don't want to if I love someone else again, just to hurt her, I don't want to, I want to be able to always give happiness to my loved ones, please give me God's guidance" the sincere prayer that Aldo uttered to the owner of the earth and all its contents, he wanted to open his heart, he said, she opens a new chapter of her life story, but she still doubts her own feelings.