Please Don't Forget Me

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Ainun still imagined the conversation with Umminya last afternoon, making him really upset.

His mind was too boisterous to think about everything, so it felt like his heart was tired too.

An afternoon breeze seemed to bring coolness and make his mind slightly refreshed.

Unknowingly, her tears began to wet her cheeks.

Ainun immediately wiped away the tear on his cheek and exhaled quite a long breath.

For him, marriage is not an easy thing, because so many things need to be considered including mental readiness and soul.

Ah, if he could continue to hold this marriage, while his heart was uncertain like a chaotic.

For a moment, within seconds to minutes, Ainun exhaled short breaths repeatedly to calm his mind and heart.

Why could he be this confused, with the decision he has taken.

Last afternoon, when Umminya asked about the marriage so that the fast, there was no word that Ainun could give to Umminya except the word "iya" so that Umminya would not be disappointed in him.

"Where? how not to answer? Eh even daydream .. You agree if it is accelerated? after all you love each other right?, it is not good if you are close to him while you are not officially a halal partner, whose mother fear will end in adultery and sin later. Not only you, Ummi and Abah will also be sinned, therefore Ummi reminds you.

Especially if Abahmu knows, duh Ummi can not imagine, can berabe. besides being angry Abahmu will also be disappointed in you and feel failed to be a parent, a father who has failed to educate his daughter until it ends dating like that." stressed Umminya Back when there was no answer from Ainun.

"Ummi, Ai with Aa' Ahmad Rafiq there is no relationship, except the arranged marriage that has been planned.

Even if we meet no more about the matchmaking, the important thing must be discussed.

, after the important chat is finished we will also go home kok ummi, and will not be the chat lead to where, because we also know ummi how the limit.

We never had a relationship through chat ummi, I also do not know the number Aa' Ahmad Rafiq, as well as he Ummi... therefore if there is something really important we will meet to talk about it" said Ainun who tried to explain to Umminya.

"Hemm so yes, okay ummi believe.. But if ummi may know what the hell you are talking about or obrolin? until you have to meet?" ask her who still wants to know about her daughter.

"Humm, there is deh ummi ..intinya still related to our marriage kok ummi. So ummi don't worry, because we won't talk about anything strange" Ainun said.

"Hemm, okay ummi believe. But.." pauses Umminya stopped his speech.

"What ummi?" ask the confused Ainun.

"Ummi still wants your marriage to accelerate, Abahmu also would agree.

Especially if Abahmu knows you have a relationship with Aa' Ahmad Rafiq before halal, surely your father will be very angry with you and very disappointed also of course." explained Umminya to Ainun, which made Ainun go silent for a moment.

"Hows it? after all, it seems you are also close to Ahmad Rafiq and may have grown love between you, ummi rasa.." said Umminya.

"Humm, near how ummi? and especially growing love? Ah, ummi ngaco." Ainun said in a small laugh.

"Yes, the proof is that you meet often, is close, right? and yes automatically if you meet often will grow seeds of love as time goes by.

Maybe now there could be, right, the seed of love?

If not now, maybe later.

"Hemmm, it's up to the ummi only" said Ainun weakly.

"Kok is up to ummi anyway Ai? it's you who live the relationship." said Umminya back.

"Yes but it is ummi who means Ai continues to accelerate the marriage" Ainun said weakly.

"Yes ummi for your good Ai so as not to continue in sin and can fall in adultery, right? this is also for your good Ai, ummi asked to accelerate your marriage, so that things that you do not want do not happen." said Umminya back.

"It is Ummi, Ai said ummi and Abah which is the best.

Because as a child, Ai must obey and there is no right to argue or call for opinions?" lirih Ainun who seemed to forget what he had said.

"Oh Allah what do you mean Ai? so you married this for force?" ask Umminya.

Ainun lowered his head for a moment and shifted his gaze so that Umminya did not know about his feelings and what he felt.

Ainun exhaled a few times to calm himself down before raising his face again.

After that, Ainun began to speak.

"Astaghfirullah, sorry Ainun ya Ummi.. Yes ummi, Ainun agreed because Ainun knew the best choice of ummi and Abah for Ainun. Don't parents always want the best for their children? And that's what Ainun believes, Abah and Ummi definitely want the best for Ainun" Ainun said trying to smile.

"Once again Ainun apologized to Ummi for Ainun's statement earlier.sorry.." Ainun continued regretfully.

"Yes, I'm sorry.. But ummi hope if indeed you do not approve of this marriage just say it, because ummi does not want the ummi child to marry forcefully. But if indeed Ainun really has started to feel with Aa' Ahmad Rafiq, already feel comfortable with him even though there is no love between you, it is better to speed up because of the fear of the devil entering your relationship and over time will unconsciously make you fall into sin and adultery." explained Umminya, who paused his speech before continuing his speech.

"So.. Now, ummi leave it to Ai just how good, want to be accelerated or not?, want to continue or not?... Ummi does not want to make another meaning because ummi does not want your marriage later why napa, because you later anyway who runs the marriage? but Ummi just wanted to say, a marriage without love does not always end unhappily the marriage or impossible, does not grow love." said Umminya trying to advise Ainun.

"Yes Ummi, .. but Ai was ngikut and believed in the choice of Ummi as well as Abah who insya Allah is best for Ai." said Ainun again trying to smile.

"Yes, we did choose but the decision was entirely with you Ai." continued Umminya.

"Yes Ummi, Ai understands." Ainun said with a smile.

"So how?" ask her back.

"You think about it, Ummi give it time.. Later try Ummi also talk to Abahmu or after getting an answer from you, will ummi talk to Abahmu and we discuss about this, how? agreed right? so here there is no force yes, you have the right to express your opinion as well, do not just depend on us parents." said Umminya back.

"Yes ummi, Ainun might think and ponder first. Give Ai time to think and istikharah ya Ummi, before talking to Abah first if you can Ummi." said Ainun.

"Okay, calm down, God willing Ummi will not. talk to Abahmu.ummi agree with this decision of yours." said Umminya.

"If there is a decision, immediately tell Ummi yes." continued Umminya still smiling.

"Yes ummi." said Ainun who momentarily lowered his head and smiled back to Umminya.

"Assynolajet.. Ummi, Ai," said his brother who just returned to check his boarding school.

"It turns out you are here anyway, Abah started looking for" continued Abah.

The arrival of his brother made them a little surprised, and Ainun was worried and asked fearfully that his brother had listened to him, as well as Umminya also felt anxious and asked.