Please Don't Forget Me

Ainun feeling

The night was getting late, Ainun's mind and heart were still not careless, his mind was staring where, his heart was beating so great.

Every time Aldo went to his house Ainu would always avoid, he just greeted, gave a drink and left without staring or follow the further conversation between Aldo and the Abah.

Ainun is a special woman, she is a beautiful woman, white skin is shining, but not only that, Ainun has a very good Akhlaq and this is adab with men, she always keeps the mess.

Today Abi told Ainun to bring the volume one, he said to study Aldo, in Ainun's heart "what hijaiyah he cannot" Ainun told him to have yai next to him, watching Aldo read, there was a strange vibe in his heart, but since she was a good woman he could keep her messiness and honor.

"I can use yai, if it's just a hijaiyah" I said with a laugh in front of the teacher he respected so much.

"This is the first letter in understanding the Qur'an, you can't underestimate him" he looked serious.

"Well, Mr. Yai, I will read" Aldo spoke with his head lowered.

"This letter is made with a complicated method, people should appreciate it, someone who wants to learn the Quran and understand it, he said, they should appreciate people who play a role in the process so that the Qur'an is easier to read"

Aldo read the volume of one tpq clearly and well, sir yai was a little surprised, he stepped Aldo forget everything, he thought Aldo was too busy with the world, but it seems like the mind of Pak yai was wrong, he said, Aldo was a very good man, he may have forgotten a little how to read the good Qur'an, had not read it for a long time, but he never forgot.

When there was someone else who asked him to ta'aruf Ainun couldn't, he didn't want to lie to his own heart, and hurt others.

"I leave everything to You God, why would this feel if it only hurt me, I feel worried and afraid to feel this"

This feeling Ainun actually Aldo also relaxes, he has long tried to open his heart, he wants to be happy, rearrange his heart, but he can not and there is a fear of hurting Ainu, Ainu, the princess had some resemblance, Aldo was afraid if he opened his heart, and loved Ainu only because Ainun's face was similar to his first love, aldo really doesn't want to hurt the best woman for him.

The heart that we have but we are obliged to take care of it, not to let the heart be tainted with love that is not lawful .love that can be said for sheer lust, keep love well, keep love well, not because of sheer lust.

"I can't help my feelings, God,. I have worked so hard to guard it, forgive the sins of the servant, O Allah, I am only your weak creature, indeed this, is currently tormenting me"

Loving is normal but not for Ainun, he really keeps his love, he just wants to love the lawful for him, but he can't fight it.

----

Don't Forget Like, Comments and Votes Yes 😊