Please Don't Forget Me

Sleeps

Aldo does not blame Fatah for his attitude, he knows if his son is angry because of his own mistakes, he feels inappropriate as a parent.

When all of us as parents see our children asleep either there is an unexpressible taste, there is a newness, there is gratitude to have been given the trust God has had them, there is a guilt that sometimes with deliberate or not smacking and scolding them, seeing the child sleep is a moment full of blue, which cannot be expressed with words, he said, but it can be flavored.

"You haven't felt a mother's affection since you were a child, you only have a Dad, the only parent you have, but you're careless and neglect your duties and responsibilities, to always be together and accompany your growth, son...." Aldo said in his heart, he could not bear the cries and guilt, the loss due to the fire restourant is meaningless and nothing from what he feels now.

He looked around his son's room, a very luxurious room for a three-year-old, unlike the Children's room in general, there was already a private bathroom, there were many cabinets, there were many, there are special cabinets for expensive clothes, there are cabinets for all accessories such as shoes, hats, watches, there are more cabinets that can accommodate all the toys.

the spacious room was very neatly arranged, there was a study table in the corner of the room, there was a special playground, all the toys were there he remembered the memories of the moments with him first, he said, while playing robots, swords, Spiderman, Iron man, Batman, Power Rangers, , the playground on the left of the bed there are many toys that for Fatah only the Father and himself can play there

"This is the place where Favorite I play with Dad, no one can come here" Aldo recalled Fatah's words as if dancing in his head.

At that time he felt very loved, idolized and very privileged by the Son, because for Fatah only Aldo can be free to play there, but the privilege was slightly tarnished because of his own actions, he again cried holding one of Fatah's favorite Super Hero characters, Iron Man.

"Father was Iron man for Fatah, because Dad had to always take care of Fatah, but now Fatah is big, now Fatah is Iron Man for Dad" fatah's words were recalled in her memory.

There are special areas and places for every child, which for them the place is effective and very special, a place that only people who are considered special can be there, a favorite place, a place, as if there was no longer the best place, that was what Fatah felt.

Boys and Daughters must be different, Sometimes there are daughters closer to the Father or vice versa, there are Boys closer to the Mother or vice versa, but it is better, the boy must be close to his father and on the contrary the daughter must be closer to the mother, it is a very wrong and wrong thinking, big, the true child must be close to both parents, closeness to them must always be in fertilizer, as busy as any parent should not forget the main obligation, the first obligation, they need attention and affection not just material things.

Aldo wants to spend the night with Fatah, actually he really wants to go up to Fatah bed, sleep together, hug his little hero, but he doesn't dare to do it , if that happens he knows the worst is going to happen, Fatah will be more angry with him, and he doesn't want that to happen.

The night was getting late, after taking ablution, Aldo was not able to withstand drowsiness, feelings of guilt, tears and sadness added to the wounds so heavy, so, sleep seems to be a medicine for a moment to forget all the sadness that has happened.

"God I love my family so much, I did all this for them, I worked hard for them, but it's all my fault, please take care of them, Papa, always, Mama and my children, please soon meet us all with Papa, let me know where he is now, we are very worried, please God" Aldo always pray before going to sleep, to pour out all his heart, to utter all his hopes, to hope that Allah will hear and grant all his do'a and hopes.

Indeed, in Islam before going to bed, in the sunnah right to abudhu first, then in further reading, sleeping prayer, sholawat, istighafar, hoping that the day has been passed in the erase all sins, all sins, whether intentionally or unintentionally, begging for a better tomorrow than today.

God is the place to return, only Allah SWT is worthy to be called in every do'a and hope, Allah SWT is able to solve all our problems, we must believe that if all good comes from Allah SWT, and mistakes because of our own actions, make it a habit to always be right, do not always feel right and always blame others, do not ever have pride, do not have pride, all of this belongs to Allah SWT, when at any time Allah takes it man who can do nothing.

Aldo was not aware that if he fell asleep instead of in bed, he instead slept under, on the expensive fine fur carpet that he bought in Europe. Aldo just wants to be close to Fatah even though he knows if this is not the right time, he is willing to sleep downstairs, as long as it can be close to his son.