
While elsewhere Ainun and Abahya plan to house Ahmad Rafiq. Ainun and his brother immediately drove their car to Ahmad Rafiq's house. But suddenly there was a mother who was like a madman walking in the middle of the highway and did not see also care if there were vehicles passing . So that Ainun and his brother almost hit a mother mother.
"O Lord Abah, who is this woman ? why not see the road? like a madman he's Abah. Is he a crazy person? what if we just go down and help the mother, yuk Abah" said Ainun who will get out of his car with his brother.
"Eh, but Abah he's like a madman huh, like crazy what if he's gonna hurt us ? Ainun was afraid of Abah. There are usually crazy people like that. How did our Abah get down or not ?" ask Ainun..
"Hummmm. . Don't be so Ai, we have an obligation still to help him. Whatever the circumstances of the person. We are commanded to help others, right ? why would Ai want to help someone so choose this anyway?" ask Abah.
"Humm is so, Abah, I'm sorry Ainun Abah. Ainun's intention was not so ', Ainun was just afraid that that person would hurt us . Because Ainun often met such a lunatic." Ainun said.
"Calm down son, God willing, no papa . Let's go down and help mom earlier." said his brother.
"Yes Abah, yuk" said Ainun who immediately got out of his car as well as his brother and they immediately helped the mother.
"Mom, you don't papa ?" Ainun who was still keeping a distance with the mother was out of fear.
"Mom, you don't papa, do you? let me help you." said his brother
"Ai, here help Abah to help him" his brother told Ainun and Ainun immediately approached his Abah to help the mother.
"Mother isn't papa, is she? sorry for us." said Ainun.
"Loh my son, my son ...?" said the mother who immediately hugged Ainun and Ainun who was shocked was also frightened by reflexively releasing the embrace of the mother earlier .
"What the hell is ma'am. After I was not a mother's child." Ainun said back when the mother tried to hug Ainun back and Ainun immediately pushed the mother because she was very scared and uncomfortable .
"Ai, what are you? it can't be like that. Ayoo apologized and helped the mother." said his brother.
" But Abah Ai is scared ..The mother." said Ainun .
"Ai, you understand how things are. Maybe he lost his son that's why he thinks you're his son, and maybe because he lost his son like this. So Abah asked for help, please don't be like this Ai. Don't you feel sorry for him?" ask Abah.
"Astaghfirullah O Allah, I'm sorry O Allah. Sorry Ai ya Abah." said Ainun who regretted and unknowingly round a circle of tears wetting his cheeks.
"Yes Abah, Ainun will help this mother. What Abah said was true and probably true was that the mother remembered her son who might have died or how and maybe because of the loss of his child for good, this mother ended up crazy" Ainun said.
"Yes Ai, let's help this mother" said his brother. And Ainun and his brother immediately helped the mother to get up and stand up again.
"Ai, apologize to him" said his brother trying to remind Ainun back.
"Yes Abah" Ainun told his brother.
"Mom, Ainun apologized for encouraging me because Ainun was afraid that she would hurt Ainun. Again Ainun apologized, Ainun was really sorry. And Ainun was sorry." said Ainun to the mother earlier.
"My son, my son." said the frightened mother and tried to get away from Ainun. Which made Ainun cry unconsciously and truly regret for his actions, Like this .
"Ainun is really apologizing, sorry and please don't be afraid of Ainun Bu. Don't be afraid of Ainun like this. Ainun begs and please forgive Ainun." said Ainun who returned to tears because he was really sorry and somehow he felt his heart hurt very much when the mother stayed away from him.
"Jaudah try Papa who approached him. You just wait here. Don't go near her just yet, she's still traumatized by you . You see for yourself what you do. But you are, even though Abah was a little disappointed with you." said his brother who immediately approached and helped the mother.
"Mom, you don't papa, do you? let me help you." said his brother. And the mother was still trying to stay away from her Abah Ainun. But his brother Ainun kept trying to get close and seduced the mother not to be afraid of him.
"Come on, ma'am, let me help you" said his brother.
"Mom take it easy, don't be afraid I'm not a bad person. I just want to help my mother, I don't be afraid." said Abah again until the mother wanted to be approached by Abah Ainun. And Abah Ainun immediately helped and helped the mother to get up and stand up again.
After standing up, Abah Ainun immediately took the mother into his car.
And Ainun approached the mother, thinking she had calmed down. But the mother was getting away from him and scared. Until Ainun also chose to stay away again even though he was disappointed he could not avoid.
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Please Don't Forget Me - Help Mom
"Ai, be patient. For now Abah asks not to get too close to this mother. Waiting for him to calm down first seems like he's still traumatized and scared of you" his brother said.
"Yes Abah, Ai is really sorry. Abah let this mother sit in the back, Ainun who accompanied her. Because who is afraid to sit in front without a seatbelt because he does not wear it or who is afraid this mother will try to hold the steering wheel that Abah drives and break Abah's focus better mother it's just sitting in the back with me Abah" Ainun said.
"Yes too son, who you say is right but if you sit with you who is afraid that mother will stay away because she will still be traumatized by you" said Abahan.
"Yes too. What Abah says is true." said Ainun.
"I'm sorry son, suggested Abah. You went to Ahmad Rafiq's own house. Don't you think Abah interracial ? you can take a taxi, Abah give me the money. And please apologize Abah to him if Abah can not come again to see him. Although Abah wants to. But no papa at least you have represented Abah" said Ainun.
"Hemm okay Abah if that's the best..What Abah said was also true, actually it was also Ai's fear if the mother would stay away from Ai if we sat together. Because it seems like the mother is also still traumatized and frightened by Ai" Ainun said.
"Okay deh Abah, maybe it's better Ai take a taxi and Ai will tell Abah Ahmad Rafiq to apologize Abah . Surely Ai will convey apologies and greetings Abah for Abahah Ahmad Rafiq. Abah just calm down. Yasudah Ai took a taxi first yes, Abah." said Ainun immediately salim back to his brother.
"Yes, heart of heart. Sorry Abah yes. Here'smoney. Once again sorry Abah yes and thank you son, said his brother immediately gave the money to Ainun to take a taxi.
Ainun's brother immediately drove his car, after which Ainun immediately sought a taxi to go to Ahmad Rafiq's house.
"Mom, if you know whose mother's name? mom to my house or my boarding school first yes, mom can Issee there. There is my wife too and many children there, surely the mother will be a little entertained later there" said the father Ainun.
"I'm Ayu, my name is Ayu but I'm not as ayu as I used to be because my sacred master was once snatched by someone and I lost my son hahahaha, hiks huhuhu." the thump of the mother who was messed up, laughing and crying at the same time. Ainun's father hesitated a little to bring the mother back to his house but he also could not bear and could not let her stranded on the highway like this especially that she had accidentally hit the mother that's. Shouldn't he be helping her?? ....
"His name is Ayu se Ayu himself actually.but unfortunately, hemm kasian is also this woman, his fate is very unfortunate.
Who could have made it like this? take away her chastity and make her lose her child?? may he recover soon and be able to reveal this truth, said his father Ainun.
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Please Don't Forget Me - Aldo and Ainun's Meeting
"Alhamdulillah is over. This is very good Cuisine, humm after this maybe you say yes. Take it easy Abah, we will often come here to see Abah" Salsa told Abah Ahmad Rafiq.
"Thank you, son. I often come here so that Abah does not feel lonely. Because the father of Ahmad is often taught in pesantren or children who cannot afford in the park which is usually their place of study. Honestly Abah often feels lonely here alone. Sad actually in the old days Abah had to be alone. But how else, Abah also remembered the obligations and trusts that Abah could not do and handed over to this father's son Ahmad Rafiq. Honestly on the other hand Abah was also happy, Abah Ahmad Rafiq's son could continue Abah's struggle to teach and advance the pesantren's religious education. Yes that's the way, son, there is also sadness and pleasure" said Abahah Ahmad Rafiq.
"Yes Abah, Salsa understands. Salsa promise will often come here kok Abah. Salsa can only pray for the best for Abah as well as Ahmad Rafiq." said Salsa who unknowingly held the hand of Abahah Ahmad Rafiq. And unknowingly Salsa's talk that promised to come here often made Aldo jealous.
"Humm, we said yes.Ayuk Salsa because Farah and Fatah must wait for us, we have promised to take them to the street and to the cinema." said Aldo stopped their conversation.
"Yes.but the road ? the movie? she mean? when?" salsa asked in confusion.
"I'm sorry I forgot to say the same to you" Aldo said.
"Humm, fine." said Salsa who began to understand the meaning of Aldo's eyes.
"Salsa said yes. Abah is healthy here, take care of yourself Abah. Salsa promised to come here often." said Salsa.
"Thank you son." said Abah Ahmad Rafiq .
"Yes Abah, the same. We say yes first. Ahmad Rafiq, we say yes" said Salsa.
"Bro we say yes . Abah healthy always yes, we say yes Abah. Maybe next time or occasionally we'll come see Abah again. Hopefully later when we come here, Abah has improved" said Aldo.
"It's true that, we hope when we get here again . Abah is healthy." said Salsa.
"Be careful, son. Thanks Salsa, Aldo . Abah looks forward to your return." said his brother.
"Yes, thank you. You guys heart hearts yes. I am the same Abah waiting for your return huh. We look forward to your arrival." said Ahmad Rafiq.
"Yes it must be Abah, Ahmad Rafiq" said Salsa and Aldo who immediately kissed Abah Ahmad Rafiq's hand to go home.
They also immediately returned home...
"Ainun.." said Ahmad Rafiq when he saw Ainun approaching them.
"Son Ainun." said his brother.
"Ohya wait you guys don't go home yet huh. Let Abah meet Ainun, Abah's future daughter-in-law" Abah said proudly.
"Yes Abah, Salsa knows because Salsa got the address of this house from Ainun. Ainun the friend of Salsa Abah" said Salsa.
"God is God, son? so Salsa's Ainun's best friend, Abah's future ghost ?" asked Abahah Ahmad Rafiq.
"Ainun??" said Aldo confused at once Kelu and asked if Ainun someone he had ever liked ??
"Salesa ? Aldo ?" said Ainun, who surprised Aldo and became convinced that Ainun was Salsa's best friend who was the same person as someone he once liked.
Salsa was also quite surprised that Ainun recognized Aldo.
"Aldo, how come you're here and do you know each other ?" ainun asked Salsa and Aldo.
"Ohya Aldo, I have something to talk to you about. Can ?" ask Ainun to Aldo .
While Salsa was confused himself if Ainun and Aldo knew each other. Do they really know each other?? what exactly do they have in common? " that question popped up in his mind.
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Please Don't Forget Me - Aldo's Talk to His Papa
5 Hours later...
After his father returned from office, Aldo began to open talks with his father about Ahmad Rafiq who wanted to meet him.
"Pa, humm sorry can we talk for a minute, before Papa gets some rest ?" ask Aldo to his father.
"Can, can be. Because Papa still wants to sit down for the wind first here. What do you want to talk about, Al ? " ask her Papa.
"Yes Pa, thank you for your time. Aldo was the same Salsa met with Ahmad Rafiq Pa, the man who at that time had made Papa wretched" Aldo told his father.
"What ? you guys meet him again ? you guys don't papa, do you ? Salsa how's it going?" asked his father, who stood up quickly, surprised to hear Aldo's words.
"Papa, sit down first. Calm down, God willing we don't papa. Papa don't worry. This isn't what I meant, so Papa calm down. I will continue this conversation. Papa will certainly not expect and be surprised back but surprised with a sense of happiness of course. Please sit down again Pa." said Aldo.
"Humm, all right, son. Astaghfirullah, I'm sorry Papa. But what do you really want to talk about? and he's why? then how can you meet him again?" asked her Papa who immediately sat back down and tried to calm down also held back her emotions.
"So.tadi Al, invited Salsa to the house of Ahmad Rafiq continues.." said Aldo stalled because his Papa cut their conversation.
"What is Al ?" ask Papa.
"Yes so Salsa had met the man and talked to me, until I asked Salsa so that me and Ahmad Rafiq could meet. Salsa agreed and we planned the meeting. At first I didn't want to deal with him.. But Salsa tried to talk to me and make me realize that what I did was wrong so I wanted to meet her. But it was Salsa's turn to not want to deal with him hehehe..Salsa, Salsa is there"." Aldo said, shaking his head.
"Yes until we plan to meet with Ahmad Rafiq again. Salsa also met Ahmad Rafiq back, looking to find out about him from Ainun. Ainun Salsa's best friend and future son-in-law Ahmad Rafiq. And when he met with Ahmad Rafiq, Salsa also made an appointment with Ahmad Rafiq to meet with me later and we planned the meeting again. Yes, until this afternoon exactly I met him to his house with Salsa and met his sick brother. We have forgiven each other. And he also apologized to Papa after apologizing to me. Ahmad Rafiq also wanted to meet with Papa also to apologize in person with Papa and see Papa's situation. He also promised to take responsibility for his actions. That's why I agreed and said I'd talk to Papa to plan a meeting with him, how's Pa? sometimes we cannot judge easily. Maybe at that time he was in a state of emotion because it was Ahmad Rafiq like that. Because Salsa saw for himself he also taught children less capable than teaching pesantren, also caring for his sick brother painfully, also cook it. I think Masya Allah really, I am the one who has been misjudging. I am also truly sorry. You want to meet him and forgive him?" ask Aldo to his father.
"God, how is his brother now ? iyap we can not easily judge and Papa actually forgave him and did not hate him at all. Because Papa understands that young people like you are sometimes easily ignited emotions, because Papa used to be worse than you . And for Papa it doesn't matter because the most important thing is that the injured are not the people Papa loves. If Papa himself still doesn't matter, it's a small wound right? it's just that Papa was in shock earlier and was afraid that you why napa or he did something dangerous that harmed you
But Thank God if it is not like that and Thank God also if you realize each other's mistakes and forgive each other. Thank God, thank God." said his father.
"Alhamdulillah the situation has somewhat improved Abah he said. Maybe before it wasn't like that. Thank God he was able to sit down and start standing as long as someone led him or cursed a cane and wheelchair. But according to Aldo the situation like that is quite alarming indeed Pa. We just pray yes Pa hopefully his condition will improve soon ,lekas healthy and well Pa. God willing next time you also want to visit him again, hopefully later when we sip him back, he is healthy and always fine. Aamiin.ucap Aldo's.
"Ohya how would Papa want to meet her? if he will let Aldo arrange a meeting with Papa" said Aldo.
"Well, Okee Papa wants to see him. Just set the time, later if Papa's holiday or Papa's office there is no meeting. Papa can meet him later." said Mr. Herman.
"Okeee Pa, Aldo will arrange Papa's meeting with him. Hopefully it can be moved yes Papa met him." said Aldo .
"Okeee Al set the time. Papa's tired all day of work, want to rest with your mother first huh. Excuse me first yes want to go to the room." said Mr. Herman who then passed to his room.
"Yes Pa, please rest. God willing, I will arrange Papa's meeting with him." said Aldo.
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Ayu's mother has been found..
And Ainun was reunited with Aldo along with Salsa who was present with them.
Will Ainun express his feelings?
What about Salsa and Aldo ??
How does it go? .....
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They also immediately returned home...
"Ainun.." said Ahmad Rafiq when he saw Ainun approaching them.
"Son Ainun." said his brother.
"Ohya wait you guys don't go home yet huh. Let Abah meet Ainun, Abah's future daughter-in-law" Abah said proudly.
"Yes Abah, Salsa knows because Salsa got the address of this house from Ainun. Ainun the friend of Salsa Abah" said Salsa.
"God is God, son? so Salsa's Ainun's best friend, Abah's future ghost ?" asked Abahah Ahmad Rafiq.
"Ainun??" said Aldo confused at once Kelu and asked if Ainun someone he had ever liked ??
"The salsa? Aldo ?" said Ainun, who surprised Aldo and became convinced that Ainun was Salsa's best friend who was the same person as someone he once liked.
Salsa was also quite surprised that Ainun recognized Aldo.
"Aldo, how come you're here and do you know each other ?" ainun asked Salsa and Aldo.
"Ohya Aldo, I have something to talk to you about. Can ?" ask Ainun to Aldo .
While Salsa was confused himself if Ainun and Aldo knew each other. Do they really know each other?? what exactly do they have in common? " that question popped up in his mind.
"Al.." call Ainun.
"Aldo.." call him back.
"Eh yes Ainun ??" aldo said confused and surprised from his daydreams. Salsa was shocked from her daydream when Ainun called out Aldo's name.
"Aldo, sorry can we talk ?" ainun is back.
"Speak ? talk what? yes please." said Aldo.
"Can we talk alone, Al ?" ask Ainun back.
While Aldo was only able to glance at Salsa in silence, as if asking for Salsa's approval, while Salsa was only able to nod in response, because there was nothing he could do but agree to it and leave himself in confusion. Then Aldo passed by with Ainun to talk to each other.
"Son, excuse me to go inside first huh, don't papa are you here alone waiting for them?" asked Abahah Ahmad Rafiq.
"Yes, Abah is not papa. Please, Abah just rest." Ainun said with a smile.
"Thank you son, Abah go first to the room . Ohya let Abah ask Ahmad Rafiq to accompany you yes here." said Abahnya.
"Ehmmm, no Abah, no papa. No papa Salsa is alone here, Salsa will be waiting for them. Maybe they'll come back" Salsa said.
"Father boy, let's not be alone. Abah call Ahmad Rafiq first. He seems to be teaching in musholla." said his brother.
"No need Abah, especially Ahmad Rafiq is teaching. Salsa did not want to disturb Ahmad Rafiq who was teaching Abah. Trust me Salsa is okay and will be fine alone here, Abah do not worry yes.
And let Aa' Ahmad Rafiq continue to teach him." said Salsa tried to smile reassuring Abah Ahmad Rafiq.
After the departure of Aldo and Ainun, Salsa also spilled the tightness he felt. Salsa let the teary-eyed feathers wet her cheeks.
"Hiks, O Allah, why is this sick ? what exactly do they have in common? hiks .." said Ainun along with his cries that he could not soak back.
"Salsa, you calm down, don't think too much. Maybe they are just friends and are talking about something about their friendship, so you try to calm down" said Ahmad Rafiq, who arrived beside him Salsa.
"Aa' Ahmad Rafiq, how come you're here? since when?" ask Salsa.
"Aa', maybe you don't understand how I feel. I am a woman who sees my candidate with my best friend who is that close and they want to talk about something just by themselves without me being with them. Wh why? if it's not something that's private or confidential why talk alone ? why can't I listen to their conversation and not be included in their conversation? why try ?? My heart ache, brother, pain..
Shouldn't you understand how your heart is right now ? see your candidate with another man ? the guy who just became your friend ?
are you not hurt ? aren't you jealous and hurt by the attitude of those two like that ? Or maybe it is not, because we are different, you are a man who often uses his way of thinking while I am a woman who often uses feelings, is it true ? so you look ordinary and can talk like this. Please answer me." said Salsa.
"Yes I'm sorry about earlier. But I understand how you feel right now, sad and broken of course. Therefore I am here to accompany you and stop reading my Quran. Yes, I overheard you and my brother talking. And actually I am confused should I continue reading my Quran or accompany you here ?? I was really upset earlier. But I don't have the heart of you and there's no way I'm letting you be alone here.
There is no way I would let a woman be alone here especially her heart is in turmoil at this time, really if I let her I would be the worst man and have no heart, said Ahmad Rafiq.
"Salsa, if you ask me if I'm not jealous and hurt to see them both like that, honestly not ...
Because I had never loved and placed my heart on Ainun. But if Ainun is married to me and he still has fun with such a man even though Aldo is his friend or best friend and even though I have no feelings for him yet, still, I would be very angry with her because she did not appreciate me as her husband and dropped me as a husband who she should respect. And I made sure it wouldn't really happen, because I didn't want to marry her and I didn't want this marriage to happen.
Yes, because we are not married and I have no sense of Ainun not loving him until now. Of course I can't be angry with him, because there's no reason I'm angry with him, because I told him I don't care about him and I don't care about him because it's none of my business. I don't want to know and go too far into the problem,
you understand, right ?" ahmad Rafiq. In an instant Salsa was quite surprised to hear the statement made by Ahmad Rafiq.
"Astaghfirullah, If you don't love her, then why are you continuing this marriage ? why didn't you cancel it didn't it end up hurting the feelings of the two of you ? hurt your feelings and Ainun ?? And sorry if you may know, why don't you love her ? is it because there is no love between you yet ? or is there another name in your heart ? who is now enthroned in your heart ? Please answer my question "ask Salsa who faces Ahmad Rafiq.
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Please Don't Forget Me - Ahmad Rafiq and Salsa
"Hummm, haven't I told you before ? and Ainun told you that before, right? If we don't love each other and we're matched in this wedding plan, we do and approve of this marriage because we don't want to disappoint our parents .
Ainun knew from the beginning that if I didn't love him, I knew that Ainun didn't love me even though I thought Ainun had feelings for me at first, I was wrong. Yes thank goodness because if not it will be complicated and make me more dizzy also confused of course. Yes I am so grateful that Ainun has nothing to store with me so I do not need to feel guilty if I accidentally hurt him because he had already known about this from the beginning, about the feeling I wouldn't love her as well as me knowing from the beginning that Ainun didn't love me either. So I don't think anyone will feel hurt, because we just as well don't have feelings for each other. Wouldn't a person be hurt if he had that love ? so he is often hurt or hurt by love and the people he loves.
And I also do not know why from the beginning until this moment I have not been able to love Ainun, nor Ainun who until this moment has not been able to love me. And I just found out, hearing Ainun's statement back then, when he was with you accidentally I heard Ainun expressing his feelings if he had harbored feelings with a man. And no matter who the man who managed to take Ainun's heart, could he be Ainun's old friend ? because what I know is Ainun is not easy to get close to someone, especially a man. Although at that time did not rule out the possibility if many men who might also approach him. And yes you are right maybe because we are in a match so the feeling of love has not grown between us maybe also because there is already another name that is now in my heart. My love for her will I make sure will never change,
insha Allah. Because I love her so much even though she is unaware of my presence. When I see him hurt and crying, my heart cries and wants to embrace him. But when I see her happy I'm really happy, Salsa. Isn't this what we call love ??" ahmad Rafiq.
"So yes, yes it may be true that you already know each other's feelings if you do not love each other. Maybe Ainun knows if you don't love him as well as he also knows if you don't love him but still for what marriage it happens if without the love itself accompanied ?? then can you build that household ark ? and what about the small family that will be built later? Maybe for a temporary time, yes it is okay not to love each other especially when you are not married. Of course you guys haven't really felt it, what I said and what I mean.
But marriage is not just about you in the ark of the household itself, there will be two of your families and your children who may be disappointed and hurt when they learn this fact. The fact that his son and his parents do not love each other and will not be taken where the marriage itself.
I hope you think back before continuing your marriage. Because marriage is not a game or a momentary sacrifice, but more than that . And you might really understand also mdngerti that I say if you feel it yourself. I hope you rethink this, what I'm saying." said Salsa.
"Ohya one more, so right because in a match you can't love yet ? and maybe there's been another name in your heart ? who is in your heart now ? ... Well, I won't judge because a feeling of love comes naturally without a compulsion.
But may I ask ? Yes, even though I know you're still having this wedding because you don't want to make your parents disappointed. But if there's already another woman's name in your heart, why don't you just state how you feel about her? or does he know how you feel ? that way you don't need to be married to a woman you don't love. You can really give a slow understanding to Abahmu, maybe Abahmu will understand if for what happens a marriage without love. Every parent wants their child to be happy in their marriage.
Maybe now Abahmu betrothed you because Abahmu considers only Ainun the best woman to accompany you but maybe if you keep trying and want to explain to Abahmu of course Abahmu will understand if there are still women it is good to accompany you, yes you just have to try a little more to convince your Abah and I am sure in the end your Abah heart will be broken as well.
And I will also help Ainun find the person he loves. Because either I don't want my best friend to get married without love, I don't want him to get hurt in his marriage or you're going to hurt each other accidentally.
Not if I can help her find someone that Ai loves, then Ai can marry that figure and so can you marry the person you love. Isn't that certainly beautiful and you don't have to be afraid of hurting each other or hurting accidentally ?? Well even though I found the figure of the man I did not know because until now Ainun has not told me the details about the figure.
But I will try to help her as much as I can and I hope you can find the person you love before continuing on to this marriage stage , hopefully you can also convince your parents after the marriage happened so that no one will be hurt later. If you really love her, fight for her. Because a brave man is not only able to express his feelings or love in silence but a man who can justify it after he expresses his feelings. Maybe this is all I can say. If you'll excuse me, I want to go there and know exactly what Ainun and Aldo are talking about. Why so long.. Already yes, we can continue our conversation later or not get here and try to understand well what I say to you. Assalamualaikum.." said Salsa who ended his conversation and immediately approached Ainun as well as Aldo...
"Salsa, wait.. Salsa we wait here aja first." said Ahmad Rafiq who then pursued the figure of Salsa .
"Salsa.." call Ahmad Rafiq back .
Salsa stopped just behind Aldo and Ainun.
Salsa tried to listen to what they said accidentally .
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Please Don't Forget Me - Salsa's Heart is Broken
"Al, I'm sorry but you're the only man I've ever wanted to be a fulfillment of my religion. You're the only man I wish I could be my priest. And it's only you that I still love until the second and feel that it hasn't changed a bit. Day and night I always pray that we can be reunited and united in this marriage, even though at that time I did not know if it would really happen or not. But I always hoped that I would find out that I would soon be betrothed by my Abah. I really can't get married and continue this marriage, a marriage without love. Where will the ark of the household be brought to Al ?? please answer me." said Ainun.
"I don't love the man I'm marrying because I love you. Not that guy. I hope that you will be someone who can accompany me in joy or sorrow, someone who is able to hit me and calm me when the anger overwhelms me. Someone who always made me believe, will always love me like I never stopped loving her. As much as I love him, I hope that he loves me. As much as I love you, I hope you love me with the same feeling. I used to see your gaze at me it was the look of love, yes it was then.and now I don't know but I hope that gaze is still the same, the look of love that I always miss. If now the gaze begins to erode because we have never met or been together, it is natural for me. But I hope that feeling can grow back and if there's another name in your heart, I hope you'll leave it for me.
I beg Al, I'm sick Al, I'm actually sick and I need you by my side to keep me company, build a household with me until my end. I love you so much Al and I really hope that we can build the household ark together" said Ainun again, who was unknowingly heard by Salsa and Ahmad Rafiq.
Their conversation left Salsa's heart shattered instantly..
Salsa soon left the place, indeed he could no longer hear their talk any further. It hurts too much to know his best friend and the man he loves if they loved each other before he was present and now his best friend is asking for that love back for him. Can Salsa survive all this ? will Salsa continue this marriage or cancel it and try to convert the man she loves to her best friend ?? what about their parents if they find out ??
And whether Ahmad Rafiq continued his marriage to Ainun or annulled it by talking to his Abah with all the measures he would receive.
"Salsa, wait. I know your current feelings are broken for sure, but I hope you can be calm and not as upset as this. I don't want to see you cry like this, I'm so sad.
If that's the best thing, remind them not to hurt your feelings any further. I beg Salsa, what we hate is the best for us. And it could be that something we like is actually not good for us.
I hope you can understand from this verse that I mean, the destiny of Allah is always beautiful, Allah is Most just and never wrong to place the destiny for every servant, believe me." said Ahmad Rafiq, try to advise and calm Salsa.
"Al, stop. Please get out of here. I want to calm my feelings myself. I don't want anyone else beside me right now and I don't want to talk to anyone just yet. I hope you understand." said Salsa.
"Humm, sorry please calm yourself. I understand you need time to accept the reality and digest what you just heard. Yasudah excuse me to go inside first yes, do not be much dreamy later entered, and do not mostly cry later lost beauty, hehehe" said Ahmad Rafiq who then soon will leave the place.
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Please Don't Forget Me - A Very Complicated Love
"Wait.wait. For a moment I want to talk to you." said Salsa.
"Well, what do you want to say ?" said Ahmad Rafiq who then turned around with himself who was still confused about the intention of Salsa calling him.
"Al, it may be easy for you to speak like that, Yes what you say is true indeed. But unfortunately to accept what you throw is not that easy because my heart is already hurt very deeply. Sometimes the heart and mind are often clashing and not in line, is it not ? and right now my mind is trying to accept what you are saying, the truth that you are telling. But no matter why it feels like my heart is hard to accept it, maybe because my heart has been hurt and disappointed very deeply in them.
Maybe it's true, it's easy to talk like that, because you don't really feel it.You never love someone that deep or maybe see the person you love also once loved another and your own friend tried to take that person away from you. How's Al feeling? this is my feeling ? I was devastated and disappointed with them, I could have tried to take them off but I couldn't lie to my feelings completely. I don't know if I can continue my marriage with them but if not of course I will make my Abah disappointed in me and maybe many hearts will be hurt later. Not only Abahku, but his father Aldo, Farah, Fatah, Abahmu and Abah Ainun also if this marriage happens because are not both their parents or we never planned a wedding like this ? Yes though I know it is possible for Farah and Fatah to be young for him to love Ainun because Ainun is very similar to their mother's daughter. Honestly, I was confused as to what and how..
I was confused as to who to choose and did I have to sacrifice my feelings ?
give up someone I love with someone else ? or stay with the man who also keeps the name of another woman in his heart besides me ? although it may be true that the man's feelings with the woman have faded but could it grow back ? moreover, they had once loved each other and Ainun's face was very similar to that of the Princess, wouldn't that make things easier ?
makes it easier for them to love each other ?? isn't that so ?? " salsa said back.
"Salsa, not I've never felt what you feel. It's even more painful than you feel.
Your feelings are still reciprocated and I'm sure that Aldo didn't really love Ainun, maybe they used to have feelings but then and maybe now those feelings have faded like what you heard earlier. You just need to trust him and try to give him a chance to return that you are the only woman he loves and who reigns in his heart" said Ahmad Rafiq, trying to comfort Salsa with the words he said even though his own heart held the pain.
"Salsa, I once loved someone very deeply even then we almost got married but Qadurullah, he said, God says another one whom I love and who will soon be with you at the semblance of having returned to God has left me in the most beautiful way but has left me with such deep wounds.
Yes he left by leaving that love and making me always imagine the shadow of his figure until now, and make it difficult to forget it. Until after his departure I closed the door of my heart to love any woman because I did not want to be hurt again with the same wound.
Until time goes on, days go on, weeks change, months change and even years change I still can not forget the figure and often cry when remembering about it. And I still closed myself to receive love from others at that time because the assessment of love for me at that time was not as beautiful as imagined or said. In fact, often the love ends in injury, " said Ahmad Rafiq stopped for a moment to breathe air, because he felt the air around him felt tight.
"Until Abah said that he wanted to match me because Abah did not want to see me who could not move on. Seeing me constantly crying and being locked up in the current dimensional time of the moment, about past memories.
At first I also did not approve of this matchmaking, especially I did not know the figure. But Abah kept asking and begging but I was still very selfish at the time, thinking only of my happiness and still rejecting it. Until my Abah was sick and had to stay in the hospital, the doctor spoke to me when Abah's blood pressure was so high that Abah should not be stressed and for Abah's healing I should obey Abah's words and focus on Abah's health until I agreed to Abah's request because of me don't want to make him sick and see his condition drop.
I don't want to see your Abah like that. Yes, until I agreed to my Abah's request to marry Ainun, the woman I could never love until now, even though I tried to love her. But honestly it's been hard up until now, and then what can I do? especially after I met a woman who why always make the corner of my heart vibrate and erratic. Maybe for the first time I feel love again after all this time. But unfortunately there's nothing I can do except to continue this fight and try to take away the woman I love who might be with another man and it's not with me . Because I also do not want to take the risk if Abahku know of course will be very disappointed and sad, maybe after his condition dropped because of his shock. But I am also still not really willing to mengikhlaskan and see someone I love with another man.
Honestly, I don't know where this love will take me.
But to be honest, at least we can't be together. I want to express my true feelings for Salsa, that I love her so much" said Ahmad Rafiq, who unknowingly made Ainun feel a different vibe in his heart, which he himself does not understand why it could be like this ?? .
"Salsa, don't you want to know who someone I loved up to this point and to me seeing him happy is more than enough. And if he is sad, I am sad" said Ahmad Rafiq.
"Yes, who is that person ? do I know him?" ask Salsa.
"Yes, someone I love very much but he loves another man and soon he will be with another man. And that guy..You're Salsa, you're someone I love" said Ahmad Rafiq, to Salsa's surprise at the end.
"Hahahaha don't joke.. You're funny, but your dress really isn't funny.
Hahahaha how could you love me anyway while we just know, right ? Hahahaha you could have '" said Salsa, trying to laugh at her shock and the awkwardness between them.
"Hemmm, I've guessed where you might believe" said Ahmad Rafiq with a smile, who unknowingly his smile really made Salsa fall in love.
"I really love you Salsa, I'm not lying or just joking.
After all, I was just expressing my feelings, nothing more. I don't expect you to return my feelings or cancel your match. For what ? . because for me to see my loved ones grieve, I also grieve and see my loved ones happy ?, I am also happy so there is no way I take away her happiness and love. Maybe you need time to digest what I said, please if you want to forget it and assume Like nothing between us, before revealing what was talked to you" said Ahmad Rafiq.
"Salsa ?" said Aldo.
"Ahmad Rafiq ?" Ainun..
"You love Salsa Aa' ?" ask Ainun Back. Salsa just left the place and left them.
Because right now his heart is in chaos .
"Why does love have to be this complicated for me ?" lirih Salsa with a cry that he could not bear anymore, because his heart was so tight. Especially seeing the arrival of Aldo with Salsa and Ahmad Rafiq's love statement that increasingly makes everything complicated and complicated.