Please Don't Forget Me

The Heart of Salsa

The love..

One word to me, this love is so complicated.

They say, Love is beautiful but why not for me?

For me this love is so torturous, it torments my inner self.

Since school, I have loved someone.

Loving her so sincerely, that I was willing to be whatever she wanted to be but I was never seen by her, especially when I just feel happy to see him but the woman present in his life shifts my position, until my love is blind I justify all means to get my love, I know, I really am stupid and sorry..

Yes after yesterday's incident in the hospital, slowly growing up between my race and Aldo.

Honestly, I'm happy that Aldo can finally love me. But on the other hand I was afraid and doubtful of this feeling.

I really love Aldo.

Already from school I loved Aldo until now, because my love for him was so sincere.

But after Aldo's rejection of me for so many times, it made me not expect with this feeling. Even though my love for her never faded. Yes, my love for her was so sincere up to this point.

But I'm afraid, I'm afraid Aldo only made me his impeachment after Ainun's rejection some time ago.

And I was afraid that Aldo would marry me out of pity, pity for me whose love he had always refused.

I was also afraid that Aldo would marry me because he wanted to make me a mother to his children.

It's not that I don't like and don't feel good about his proposal to me.

I really love them and I am happy that I finally became a mother. Although I had no hope of becoming a mother anymore they continued or called by the name of "mother" because I realize the affection and comfort that we provide also create for children is not only limited to "status" or

"a calling", because in fact it can be created with the closeness that we are constantly creating for them.

But why is it that when I don't expect any more 'Aldo expects me to come back and marry him and be a mother to his two children?

I'm afraid that if Aldo marries me, I just want to make me a connecting mother for his two children, because now Aldo's two children are very loving and expect me to be a connecting mother for them. Didn't you rule out the possibility of Aldo marrying me for that? Although on the other hand I am very happy, but on the other hand I am afraid, however, I want to be loved and loved as a wife, not just to be their mother's surrogate or a connecting mother for them. Even though I'm happy to be a mother for the two Aldo children I consider my own. But princesses are still their irreplaceable mothers after all.

Enough, I used to hurt the princess so much. now I want to penetrate it not want to add to my wounds and guilt that has made the heart of the princess in the hearts of her two children replaced by me .

Oooh God, why is love this complicated?

I love Aldo and I am so happy that my love is finally avenged but on the other hand I fear that Aldo's love for me is temporary and reasonable.

God, I'm confused..

I should how?

Why is this love so torturing me and so complicated ?

Why is this love so painful?

Lord...

Now I leave my love story to you

Because I believe the plot of my love story will be beautiful if You manage it.