Paper Dove

TROUBLING BEHAVIOR

Tomorrow I leave for work early to avoid Nandes. I don't know where to put my face when I meet him. After arriving at the hospital I just regretted, I should have brought all my clothes and returned to the boarding house. 

During my work I was not powered, I wanted to go straight home to the boarding house but my laptop and other items were in his apartment. I remember tonight there was a dinner invitation for Elsa's wedding anniversary, I've asked for a day off from afar. Do I have to remind Nandes of the plans for tonight ? Need to be reminded or not? I'm getting dizzy thinking about that. 

" Heh, bengang bengong. Why are you?", one of my doctor's friends reprimanded. 

I took a deep breath and put my head on the study table belonging to the doctor's ward "I committed a great sin last night, end my history today", I said softly. 

" What? You're malpractice?", asked my friend as he chewed his meteors. 

" that kind of thing. huuu. hiks.".", I got dizzy. Then take a deep breath. My phone vibrated, a message came in.

Elsa: How did it work?

I stared intently at the message and sent an emoticon that answered everything. 

Me: I will cut off ten of your fingers Elizabeth. Just hang. 

I type the hpku keyword toned. Silent. No more replies. I know, Elsa ran away. You evil woman. My HP is shaking again. 

" How dare he still reply to my message", I get angry. When opening the message written Nandes' name there.

Nandes: Tomorrow's event. I don't have any good clothes. 

This kid already knows I'm embarrassed half to death even told to accompany shopping. Or is he unconscious? Maybe he thinks it's my nightgown. I smiled, Nandes did not realize I was trying to seduce him. 

" Horeeee. ", I did an unnecessary celebration. My friend was surprised.

"Why else are you? ", he asked sewot.

I didn't answer and I was busy replying to Nandes' message. 

" Okay", reply. 

Suddenly I was excited because of my own assumptions. After spending 8 hours at work I finally went to accompany Nandes shopping. Nandes stood waiting for me at one of the famous clothing outlets. With a pede I hit his back slowly.

" Hey." I said. 

Nandes looked at me and smiled, "have you just arrived?".

" Yes, I'm hungry. Let's eat yuk first. I want to eat sushi", I put my arms around her without forgetting what happened that night. Because I'm pretty sure Nandes didn't know anything about my purpose at the time.

Nandes looked at me and nodded. We spent time buying this and that. We also bought gifts for Elsa and Adam. 

Nandes and I went to Elsa's house. It was really just a family dinner. Only a few people came. Nandes chatted with Adam and I followed Elsa into the kitchen after dinner. I sip wine from my glass. 

" When is she not tempted?", Elsa was astonished.

I breathed "I almost died of shame. Fortunately, he seemed insensitive to my actions yesterday", I looked towards Nandes who was having a serious chat with Adam. 

" Yes it seems so. Tastes changed. It seems I have to let it go with that monica monica", I drank the wine in my glass with a single gulp.

***

 I stepped into the living room following Nandes behind me. 

" I'm going back to kosan tomorrow. Take care of the night. Thank you for holding me ", I smiled at Nandes and went straight into the room. 

I was sitting in my room changing into the Nandes shirt I used to wear. I love this shirt because of its large and comfortable size. I opened the laptop but my HP shook. Nandes sent a message.

" Why not just knock on the door? ", i opened Nandes' message. 

Nandes: The unfinished film. Let's finish tonight. I bought rainbow cake. 

Tumben he asked me to watch, I went out of the room and found Nandes sitting in front of the TV with a glass of whisky in his hand. 

" do you want to watch it again?", asked me to go up to him. 

" Yes" Nandes said, sipping his drink. He put rainbow cake on the table. And I am glad to sit there. 

Nandes walked back to the kitchen. A long time ago came back with a plate of spaghetti. Whatisthis? Starving nights. 

" we didn't eat much there? Do you drink a lot of alcohol tonight? ", i was astonished.

" I can't eat because of a lot of thought" he replied, putting a mouthful of spaghetti in his mouth. 

I bribed a large piece of rainbow cake into my mouth. While chewing I thought maybe this was the right time to run my mission again. Again, the last one. If this doesn't work, I'll give up.

“ You eat spaghetti?”, I'm a stale base, even though my my myopic grandmother knew it was spaghetti.

“ya, you want?”, he asked while looking at me.

“ No. hm. . . Nandes has a sauce on the corner of your lips”, I told him as I pretended to examine his face. But I swear by nothing there's no sauce stuck in there. Somehow I can be that slick. I really want to make sure again about how she feels about me. This is my last attempt.

“ Where? left or right?”, asked Nandes as he rubbed his cheek.

“ Here “, I said as I advanced my body towards her, my hand reaching one of her cheeks. Our faces were very close, I looked into Nandes's eyes. I can breathe the smell of whiskey out of his mouth. At that time I realized that I was currently with an adult man not the old High School boy. Nandes's face was charming, his high nose made me want to kiss him, his hard jawline and his sharp but gentle gaze fascinated me, the most thrilling thing was her lips that were somehow like a magnet that attracted me to kiss her. I unconsciously traced her lips with my index finger. Why do I realize now that he's this man. 

Nandes caught my hand “ You... is teasing me now?” nandes asked in a whisper. I was shocked and aware of what I was doing. The TV screen displayed a scene of the main character running with all his might because being chased by zombies just like my heart was pounding like running out. 

My face is red, I stammer. I tried to pull my hand and was about to run to the room in embarrassment. But quickly he grabbed me and put me to sleep on the sofa, he was on top of me locking my hands to the left and right of my head, my legs locked with his knees. I got caught, Nandes knows my purpose. I turned my face away not wanting to see it, I was embarrassed. Do I look like a bad woman in her eyes now?

“ Dew... Your behavior during these two days .. is very troubling ", Nandes smiled mischievously at me. 

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