Is it My fault, If I Desire Heaven..??

I trusted you

Malik's car stopped on the side of the highway.

He looked at the big house across the street.

"Am I really able to.??" said doctor Malik was still worried.

For 2 hours he was silent there.

What if Burhan doesn't allow the Rose to meet me.??, Malik's doctor murmured in his heart.

Suddenly he saw Fatimah coming out of the house.

He played ball alone on the porch.

The ball rolled out of the yard.

Fatimah immediately chased after him, he did not pay attention to the road that when the car could pass suddenly.

"Astagfirullah.!!", exclaimed doctor Malik out of his car approaching Fatimah who was almost hit by a car.

"Yes Allah.!!, Fatimah.!!", exclaimed Burhan out of his house and immediately approached Fatimah who was being carried by the doctor Malik.

"He's fine" said doctor Malik giving Fatimah to Burhan's sling.

"Thank you Malik", said Burhan checking the condition of Fatimah who still looks scared.

"The same" said doctor Malik did not dare to express his intention to come there.

"Let's go in, Roses would love to meet you" Burhan said without the slightest prejudice to the former Rose lover.

"Can.??" said Malik's doctor in disbelief.

"Why are you asking that.?, let's go in....!!", said Burhan trying to be a good host.

Doctor Malik followed Burhan into his house.

He's a little awkward for all of that.

"Sir Malik..??" cried Pastri from the kitchen.

"Assalammualaikum buk, how is mother.??" said doctor Malik kissed the back of the hand mbak Lastri.

"Walaikumsalam, good son, son Malik, is here..???" said Mr. Lastri astonished.

Doctor Malik still did not dare to be frank, sometimes he looked at Burhan.

"Why is Malik.??, is there anything you want to tell me..??" said Burhan felt that Malik's doctor wanted to convey something behind his arrival.

"The fire was paralyzed" said Malik's doctor, leaving Burhan and Pastri shocked.

The rose that was walking towards them stopped its footsteps.

"Astagfirullah.!!", exclaimed the Roses startling all that is.

"Roses..!!", cried Burhan approached the Rose as if in shock and limp when he heard the news about Bram.

Doctor Malik was astonished, why is the Rose so shocked to hear the news...??.

"Then..??, what can we help son..??" said mbak Lastri feeling sorry for the state of Bram.

"I want to convey a desire papi, he was very eager to meet the Rose, even if Burhan allowed it" said doctor Malik tried to be frank.

Burhan and Rose looked at each other.

Without the slightest sense of heaviness, Burhan smiled at the Rose and allowed her to meet Bram.

"If it's for good, I allow it, I trust you.!!", said Burhan who learned that the Rose was very worried about the condition of his biological father at the time.

Burhan's premonition was right, after hearing Burhan allow him to meet Bram, Roses finally smiled and seemed to say thank you to Burhan with tears flowing on his cheeks.

"Thank you Burhan, I don't know what to say anymore.!!", cried doctor Malik happy because he could bring the Rose in front of Bram.

"Wait for Doctor Malik.!!, I will go if my husband comes with me" said Rose holding her husband's hand.

It was as if Doctor Malik's heart was slashed at that moment.

It should be my hand that you hold right now.!!, murmured doctor Malik lamenting his broken love story.

"All right.!!, come.!!, I say goodbye", said doctor Malik kissed the back of Lastri's hand and walked to his car.

"Hud gpp do I live..??" said Rose holding both hands mbak Lastri.

"Go Rose, while there is still a chance for you to devote yourself to your father" said Mbak Lastri hugging Rose.

"Assalammualaikum", said Burhan kissed the back of Mbak Lastri's hand and walked along with Rose into the car of Malik's doctor.

On the way, not many words came out of the mouths of the three of them.

Only occasionally did Malik's doctor steal a glance at the Rose sitting opposite Burhan in the back seat.

"Astagfirullah" said doctor Malik, awakening himself from the sin of looking at the wife of the man without permission.

"Why Malik..??" said Burhan astonished.

"No, I was just a little less focused, maybe a little sleepy" said Malik's doctor looking for the right reason.

"Should we change to drive.??" said Burhan worried that Malik's doctor would no longer focus on driving.

"I'm still strong, gpp" said doctor Malik sipped mineral water to relieve his nervousness.

"The last condition of Mr. Bram how do doc.??" said Roses.

"But lost his speaking and walking function, just this morning he came home from the hospital, but he did not want to eat until he could meet you" said doctor Malik tried not to get carried away.

"Can we go faster, doc.??" exclaimed Rose to meet immediately and ascertain the condition of his biological father.

Not yet had Malik's doctor calmed the restless Rose, Burhan had already calmed the Rose by holding his hand and removing the Rose's tears.

Doctor Malik could only turn his eyes away from everything that could make his heart wound open again.

Once Malik's doctor thought again, there was one question that he still did not find the answer...

Why is Rose very worried about papi.??, as if he was worried about his own parents, muttered doctor Malik inwardly feeling astonished while continuing to drive his car back to his house.