Is it My fault, If I Desire Heaven..??

Asi for Roses.

"Duhhh is sick.!!", said Geyna as she touched her breasts* upon waking up that morning.

Looking towards the mirror.

"What is this.??" said Geyna, touching her shirt.

Wet, and painful around Payuda*ra, that's what Geyna felt at the time.

He then meets Gea.

Gea is seen smoking in the porch behind the big house.

"Gea..!!", cried Geyna towards the direction Gea was sitting.

"What the hell mi...??" said Gea while spraying cigarette smoke in the air.

Geyna showed me her wet clothes.

"Liat...!!, you know why..??" said Geyna.

"Why tuhh mi, how do you think from payuda*ra.??" said Gea while touching Geyna's clothes.

"Mami don't know, if you know won't ask you.!!", said Geyna brushed off Gea's hand from her chest.

Then Gea's gaze was fixed on the Lastri Mbak who was holding a Rose in the yard.

"Mi, try to ask mbak Lastri, maybe he knows, maybe this has something to do with the condition of mother after giving birth" said Gea turned off her cigarette.

Geyna then stood up, walking closer to Pastri.

Gea followed Geyna from behind.

Knowing that Mami Geyna approached him, Pastri lowered his gaze, as if afraid of his master.

"Sir, I want to ask, you see my clothes, why can I get wet, why my payuda*a this.??", asked Geyna after being in front of the lastri.

Pastri's brother looked at Geyna's shirt, and found out the cause.

"That's Asi mi, it's natural for a woman who has just given birth" she explained.

"Asi..???, am I not milking the Rose, how can I still come out..??", asked Geyna astonished.

"It also hurts, but I also don't want to suck on him, later saggy appearance" said Geyna ketus.

"It does not have to be milkin directly noodles, but it can be pumped, the tool is bought at the pharmacy, the acid will not spill again, and the pain is gone" said lastri mbak solution.

Geyna agreed with Lastri, he also did not want to wet his clothes ash, what his customers said later.

"Okay, thank you" said Geyna passed with Gea.

At night, at 10 p.m.

Geyna came to the Pavilion.

Tok.tokkc.

"Mbakk.!!", cried Geyna.

"Yes mi", said mbak Lastri tergopoh goopoh from the inside, immediately opened the door.

"For a long time anyway.!!", ketus Geyna while half drunk.

"Sorry mi" said mbak Lastri feeling scared.

"Nihh.!!!, asi for Roses, the rest you can keep in the refrigerator, until I give you again, okeeee.!!", said Geyna.

"Yes buk, thank you", said mbak Lastri received 3 bags of milk for the Rose.

"Don't think I'm doing this for the sake of Roses.!!, this I'm doing so let my work keep going smoothly and I also don't feel sick tau...!!", geyna shouted pointing to Lastri.

"I.i.iya mi", said mbak Lastri frightened.

Geyna also passed away, from a distance Geyna was seen directly holding a man who will be a customer tonight.

Without caring about Geyna's business, Pastri indifferently saw the sight, he immediately closed the door and locked it.

"Alhamdulillah O Allah, at least the Rose can taste the breast milk from his biological mother" said Mbak Lastri store the breast milk in the refrigerator.

Since then, Geyna has often given her stock to Roses, not because she wants her baby to drink her breast milk, but because she is forced, and does not want to feel pain again if the acid is not removed.