Is it My fault, If I Desire Heaven..??

Behind an ambition.

"Fatimah!, when you're done cooking, you clean up my room yes, don't forget!," exclaimed Lely through Fatimah just like that.

"My room is also yes, love my favorite therapeutic scent, you know?" exclaimed Rea as she busily confirmed her super mini outfit.

"Lavender right," said Fatimah with her hands still busy preparing breakfast.

"Yep, don't forget the tree" exclaimed Rea preparing at the dinner table.

"Come on!, we can be late for breakfast first," exclaimed Lely pulling Rea back up from his chair.

"Breast breakfast what is it?," lamented Rea gulped when he saw Fatimah's cooking that always seemed tempting.

"Morning is noisier!, noisier!," the big boss complained making Rea and Lely instantly speechless.

"Sorry boss," said Rea immediately standing down beside Lely.

"You!, are you done cooking?," asked the big boss surprisingly Fatimah who was still busy arranging breakfast.

"Here it is" said Fatimah briefly.

"Then you come with me" exclaimed the big boss making Rea, Lely even Fatimah herself was surprised to hear him.

"Boss?, boss take him out?" exclaimed Rea in surprise.

"Why?" said the big boss.

"But our room is still a mess of bosses," exclaimed Lely spontaneously to make Rea quickly step on Lely's feet to make him back silent.

"That's your business, Fatimah today will go out with me, do you mind?" exclaimed the big boss as he lit a cigarette in his hand.

"No boss, please, go home malem also gpp," said Rea.

"I wait in the car" exclaimed the big boss walking towards the terrace.

While Fatimah immediately rushed tailing behind her so as not to make the big Boss back upset.

"Heh!, remember yes, you still have a duty from us," whispered Lely as Fatimah passed through her.

Lely whispered only in response to a nod from Fatimah who continued to walk in the footsteps of her husband who was so fast for her.

"I was astonished by the boss, ever since Fatimah entered this house her behavior was like a stranger to me," complained Rea grunting softly.

"Yes, especially after the faceless woman married the boss, the boss rarely hangs out with us anymore" Lely lamented.

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Along the way, only silence.

But the eyes of Fatimah continued to look out the window of the car that he did not dare to open.

He did not want to miss the opportunity to see the outside world that he had not seen for 2 months.

Suddenly arrived the hand movements of the big Boss startled him.

"Look down, I'll just open the window, " said the big boss as if he knew the simple wishes of the woman beside him.

The wind suddenly burst into Fatimah's veil, making her veil slightly unfolded several times.

Making the big boss' eyes reflexively try to peek at the wife's face.

But Fatimah was not aware of the curious behavior of her husband.

He still enjoyed the breath of fresh wind that hit him at that time.

"Thank you Boss," said Fatimah to make the big boss again focus his gaze towards the front.

"Its okay," said the big boss trying to keep looking haughty.

"If I may know, where are we going?" asked Fatimah curiously.

"I want to take you to Mr. Darji," said the big boss immediately made Fatimah frightened and intended to jump from the car.

"I told you from the beginning, I would rather die than bow at the feet of a man who is not my husband" said Fatimah trying to repeat her reckless actions, but the big boss has already locked the car door automatically.

"Sorry, I was just kidding," exclaimed the big boss again making Fatimah a little calm but still in an alert attitude.

There was something different from this woman, the inner Great Boss occasionally stared at Fatimah from her steering glass.

Accidentally, their journey passed through a lecture hall that attracted the attention of Fatimah.

There was sadness in the eyes of Fatimah at that time, to make the big Boss guess the meaning of the gaze.

Maybe he misses his college days. Ah!, but why should I think of it, it is of no importance to me, the inner Great Boss again feels confused about himself.

"Why else?" asked the big boss as he lit his cigarette for the umpteenth time.

"I just feel guilty for not being able to realize my mother's dream to see me become a scholar" Fatimah said wiping her tears.

"Ck!, great men do not need that title," said the big boss, poking his cigarette smoke towards Fatimah to make Fatimah cough.

"You are right" said Fatimah briefly.

"Surely I am always right!," exclaimed the big boss smiling happily, because at the end Fatimah understood the way of mind of a man like him.

"You're right, successful people sometimes just need to rely on their muscles and connections, but for people to succeed, relying on their entire body and life is sometimes not enough," fatimah exclaimed, making the big boss spontaneously stop his car suddenly.

"You're hurting me?" exclaimed the big boss staring intently at Fatimah.

"I only expressed my opinion," said Fatimah increasingly makes the big Boss feel in disdain.

The words of Fatimah suddenly made the big boss again spur his car.

But this time the car was fast 3 times the initial speed.

Fatimah closed her eyes and held on to the steering wheel.

Not long ago.

The car stopped somewhere.

The final resting place for humans on this earth.

But Fatimah asked, The big boss immediately got down from his car and immediately pulled Fatimah to get out.

"Let me go!" cried Fatimah but still could not stop the pull of the hand of the big boss.

Until they arrive at a vortex where a woman has been buried.

There were so many questions in Fatimah's mind, yet one sentence from the big Boss' mouth answered most of the questions in her mind.

"She is my mother" said the big boss with a beautiful face that Fatimah had never seen before.

"He wanted me so much to be successful, he was everything to me, but had not seen me mature, your God dared to take it from me" said the big boss without tears.

Hearing all that, Fatimah's mouth seemed to be unable to say a word.

"We used to be a happy family, my father was the owner of a famous brothel, but he was loyal to only one woman, my mother, the wife he loved the most, my mother was also a wonderful woman, she never made trouble with other humans, but your God!," exclaimed the great boss, vanishing all the anger that remained in her heart.

"That is destiny, we cannot change destiny" Fatimah said, increasingly making the face of the big boss reddish.

"Destiny says you!, a man like you would not know my heartache!, until I became so eager to destroy the faith of hypocrites like you!," the jolt of the big boss almost went out of control.

"What does the boss think, a mother would love to see her child like this?, it hurts more than death itself!," cried Fatimah dissolved in tears as she uttered her words.

Instantly the big Boss fell silent in his place.

It was as if he was slapped with the words of Fatimah at that time.

But the anxiety in his heart was still so strong on both sides.

Until the big boss chose to leave the burial area without taking Fatimah with him.