Is it My fault, If I Desire Heaven..??

The body is no longer helpless...

Cring...The..!!(hospital phone rings).

"Assalammualaikum.., with doctor Malik here.!!", said doctor Malik was resting in his study.

Hearing the voice of a nun from the phone she immediately ran towards the igd room.

"I'll be there soon!!" exclaimed doctor Malik running up to almost hit several passing sisters.

"I'm sorry.!!, I accidentally" exclaimed the doctor Malik continuously running towards the igd room.

There were already many people crowded, but Malik's doctor did not see Bram.

"Sus..!, where is my father.!!", exclaimed agitated doctor Malik.

"He is still being treated by the doctor in the pack" exclaimed a nurse entering the igd room.

4 Hours passed, the people in the crowd had already disappeared one by one.

Only doctor Malik who is still restless paced back and forth in front of the igd room.

Seeing doctor Pras out of the igd room, immediately doctor Malik approached him with an unstoppable worry.

"Where is my papi condition doc..??", cried Dr. Malik.

"The doctor should come with me" said Dr. Pras back into the igd room.

Without asking much, Malik's doctor immediately entered the room where Bram was being treated by a number of nurses and doctors.

Doctor Malik could not hold back his tears.

The man who had never been gentle in his life now lay weakly helpless on the operating bed.

His head was bald, his scalp was sewn.

His eyes blushed.

Feet and hands wrapped in casts.

Doctor Malik slightly turned his face without the heart to see all that.

"What happened to my papi, doc.??" said Malik's curious doctor.

"He hit the concrete too fast, according to witnesses, he was very rushed at that time, making him not see aba aba if the road in front of him was a tree cutting project", pras said doctors told him the chronology of the incident he heard from witnesses who took him to the hospital.

"Then..??, what injuries he experienced.??" exclaimed Doctor Malik wanted to know Bram's condition thoroughly.

"We've done everything we could to see Dr. Malik, there are injuries and bleeding in the brain, broken hands and feet squeezed by the body of the car, and the fatal thing is the tail bone that clamp the nerves" said Dr. Pras.

"So my papi.!!", exclaimed doctor Malik could already predict what would happen to Bram even though he had recovered from his critical period.

"Yes.!!, Malik's doctor already knows for himself no, chances are he will be paralyzed, then I'm sorry", said doctor Pras out of the room with the sisters left doctor Malik who was very hit by the news.

He reached into his cell phone and called Maryam's mom.

He tried not to sound sad and agitated.

"Mi, you can go to the hospital for a while.!!, said Dr. Malik.

"Why..??, tumben son..??", exclaimed Maryam from a mobile phone.

"I just miss mami's cooking, can come here soon, I wait, assalammualaikum", exclaimed doctor Malik deliberately not frankly to Miss Maryam.

Doctor Malik was instantly unable to hold back his cries anymore.

He was crying beside Bram.

He looked at the medical device embedded in his body now.

Doctor Malik remembers when he was a child and Bram took care of him, becoming a father figure to him.

Bram is hard, but he takes care of Malik's doctor so well that he can fight for the title of doctor for Malik.

It's just that his attitude changed when Malik's doctor was able to determine his own life decisions, especially when he chose the Rose as his life companion first.

That made Bram's attitude turn increasingly cold and harsh on Doctor Malik.

"I'm sorry pi.!!", exclaimed Doctor Malik sobbing.

Arriving, Bram was a little aware.

He shed tears hearing the cries of Dr. Malik.

Doctor Malik is shocked when Bram tries to tell him something.

"Allahhu akbar pi, masyallah.!!", exclaimed Doctor Malik examining Bram's state of consciousness.

But immediately his hand was grabbed by Bram.

"The fire will be fine, okay.!!", exclaimed Doctor Malik clasping tightly onto Bram's hand.

"Ma...m..ma.war..!!", exclaimed Bram trying to convey something to his Son.

Bram's body shook violently, and he lost consciousness again.

"Pi..!!!, doctor..!!!", cried Doctor Malik make doctor Pras rush into the room igd.

"Why doc .??" exclaimed doctor Pras to see the doctor Malik who was busy examining Bram.

"Please help me!!", exclaimed Doctor Malik trying to get Bram's condition back to normal.

Dr. Pras then injected some drugs and used a heart shock device on Bram.

Not long after, their efforts bore fruit.

Bram's condition is stable again despite still critical condition.

"Alhamdulillah", cried doctor Pras relieved.

"Alhamdulillah", cried doctor Malik limp and sat on the floor.

"Doctor is okay.??", cried doctor Pras worried.

"Gpp doc, thank you" exclaimed Malik doctor trying to get up and walk limped to work.

"How will my mother react when she sees the papi in such a helpless condition..??", cried doctor Malik continued to feel worried.

An hour later, Maryam arrived at the hospital.

He walked straight to his son's room.

He was amazed by the looks of the sisters in the hospital.

It was as if he was looking at Miss Maryam with an unusual gaze.

But he thinks it's just his feelings.

"Assalammualaikum.!!", exclaimed Maryam into the room of Dr. Malik.

Malik immediately wiped his remaining tears.

Making Maryam's mom feel that something is being hidden by her son.

"Malik....!!, what are you hiding from your mother.??", exclaimed Maryam curious.

Doctor Malik was silent, he did not know where to start to tell Bram's condition to Maryam.

"I beg you to calm down, promise.!!", said Doctor Malik holding both hands Maryam.

"What is this..??, quickly tell mami...!!", exclaimed Miss Maryam impatiently.

"Bapi mi..!!", said Doctor Malik was afraid that Maryam was shocked to hear the news.

"What's wrong with Papi Malik.!!", exclaimed Miss Maryam beginning to look agitated.

"Critical fire mi, now he was unconscious in the igd room" said doctor Malik while hugging Maryam.

Mom was hysterical and spilled the food she brought for her son.

Immediately she ran to the igd room looking for Bram's whereabouts.

"Wait for mi.!!", exclaimed doctor Malik chasing after Maryam's mother.

Maryam's footsteps stopped right at the igd door where Bram was being treated.

He tried to strengthen himself and entered the room.

With tears in her eyes she came in and hugged her husband, who was lying helplessly in a hospital bed.

Doctor Malik who saw it immediately entered the igd room, he tried to calm Miss Maryam so that her blood pressure did not go up.

"Mi...!!, istigfar mi..!!", exclaimed Malik's doctor trying to calm his mother.

"What happened to him Malik.!!", exclaimed Maryam, unable to see the state of Bram.

""The fire had a single accident mi, his car hit the concrete barrier of the road" Malik said.

Then Maryam looked inside her husband.

She kissed her husband's forehead.

"Your father is a hard husband and father, but he is still your papa malik, and also a husband for mami, promise you will try to save him" said Miss Maryam pleaded with her son.

"Of course mi, papi strong people, we just pray for the best for papi" said Malik holding Bram's hand.

In his sleep, it was as if Bram heard everything.

His tears were as if he regretted everything he had done to his son and wife.

Because when he is healthy and fit, he has hurt his children and his wife a lot.

Maybe it's world karma for people like Bram.