Is it My fault, If I Desire Heaven..??

Routine report.

That morning, a man in his 40s was sitting at the porch of the house while enjoying a cup of coffee.

He sometimes looks out at the street.

It was as if someone was waiting for him.

"Sorry boss!", a shrill voice suddenly sounded from the direction of the street.

The man immediately got up from his seat with a fluffy smile.

From the direction of the fence of the house, a boy rushed to brake his bike and ran a ridge into the courtyard of the house and stopped right in front of the man.

"You're late!", said the man, shaking his waist and trying to hide his smile.

"Well!, forfeited my bonus ", lamented the boy still trying to regulate his breath that is still ngosan.

"Who told !, when reading my newspaper was cut off, 1 hour I had to go to work, how was this?", exclaimed the man trying to act making an angry expression in front of the boy.

"Doctor Malik is handsome!, it's still at 6am", his ketus is still ngososan.

"That's noon for me" said the man who turned out to be Dr. Malik.

The man who was once in the Rose's heart.

The man who now increasingly looks authoritative, handsome, at the age of four who stepped on the head.

"Yes already!, I replace your bonus with this sandwich, do not disturb my leisure time", doctor Malik yelled a loaf of bread into the boy's hand and immediately grabbed a piece of newspaper from the boy's hand.

"Boss, boss", he complained as he walked a little lethargic towards his bike.

Feeling hungry, he bit the bread while pedaling the pedal.

"Alot!, the rich man's sandwich is allot yes", exclaimed the boy braked back his bike and checked his sandwich.

His smile was glistened when he saw a piece of money numbered fifty thousand rupiah tucked as one of the stuffing of the sandwich.

"Thank you boss!, the doctor is indeed the best!", his exclaims excitedly made doctor Malik laugh at his making.

"Smiling them is indeed the best vitamin in the morning" she began reading her morning newspaper.

Not long after, a black car entered the yard of his house.

Doctor Malik who knew very well who his guests were immediately closed back his newspaper and rushed to greet him.

"Assalammualaikum doctor!", exclaimed a man out of the car.

"Walaikumsalam, since yesterday I was waiting for you Thoriq", said doctor Malik invited him to sit on the terrace chair and offered him a cup of warm coffee.

"Well!, this is!, I always like to see the doctor's expression when I come, either because it's nice to meet me or happy with the report I brought!", cried Thoriq laughing loosely.

"You can, yes, both" said doctor Malik hit the arm of his sidekick.

"I assure you!, the doctor will be pleased with the news I brought this time", exclaimed Thoriq sipping a cup of coffee in front of him.

"Indeed what news of them?, is his son the champion of the class again?, or one of his children has succeeded in becoming hafizah?", asked doctor Malik impatiently to hear the news.

"Eits!, patient dong doctor, hunt very much", said Thoriq meledek.

"Your flower has returned to Indonesia with his two children" Thoriq said, leaving Malik's doctor shocked to say what.

"Even they now occupy the land of his late mami, surely you know better where it is?", his exclaims made the smile of doctor Malik expand.

"Rose is back!", exclaimed doctor Malik patting both cheeks.

"Have I ever told you a lie?", cried Thoriq again.

Rebut doctor Malik hugged his friend while shedding tears.

"I don't think I'll ever see her again" she exclaimed in a trembling tone.

Thoriq smiled and became happy with the happiness of his best friend.

It has been years that Malik's doctor had to suffer in his life, especially after the death of Maryam, the biological mother of Malik's doctor.

"You are like a teenager only Malik!", muttered Thoriq patting doctor Malik's back quite tight.

"Thank you, today is truly the happiest day for me" exclaimed Malik's doctor, letting go of his embrace.

"So what's your plan this time?", asked Thoriq to make Doctor Malik's smile dim.

Seeing the expression of doctor Malik, Thoriq immediately clucked in annoyance.

"I've guessed, you've always loved playing behind the scenes" lamented Thoriq leaning on the porch chair as he lit his cigarette.

"Then, what should I do?, I can only monitor it from afar" said doctor Malik reminiscing about the face of a woman he always could not forget.

"Why don't you meet him and try to be in a relationship with him again?, you're still on your own as well as him" Thoriq suggested.

"Speaking is easy, but I know very well how the Rose, she must still be loyal to her late husband Burhan, it's lucky Burhan, even until he's dead too, there's still someone who loves her", said doctor Malik staring at the streets that began to crowded.

"At least you greet him, let your heart also be relieved, he came back here it means his heart is also calm and mengikhlaskan the past", said Thoriq advised.

"But, what if he feels uncomfortable with my presence?", said doctor Malik expressed his fear.

"You said it yourself, The rose is the most perfect girl you know, both morals and nature, so is that still not enough evidence that he will welcome you well as his old friends when you meet again?", exclaimed Thoriq to make the mind of Doctor Malik open.

"Do you think so?", asked the doctor Malik began to believe in the words of Thoriq.

"In all religions, the cord of friendship is important, especially for a very religious Rose" Thoriq said, making the smile of Malik's doctor reappear.

"Thanks, you are indeed the best" exclaimed doctor Malik rushing into the house.

"Eh!, where are you going?, don't tell me you want to be absent today?, I'm ready to go to the hospital" exclaimed Thoriq stopping doctor Malik's footsteps.

"I want to see Rose, you go, oh yeah, let me, say I have business out of town, and handle all my patients", doctor Malik exclaimed again rushed to the room and dressed as neatly as possible.

"Again me, what can you be without me Malik!", complained Thoriq while smiling at the behavior of his best friend.

Thoriq also drove his car to the hospital where he worked according to his agenda that day.

"In the end I can meet you Roses, for a long time I can only monitor your situation from afar, if only mami were still there, surely she would be happier than me at this time", said doctor Malik took the car keys and rushed forward his car to the address that Thoriq meant.