Is it My fault, If I Desire Heaven..??

~Season 2~.

Assalammualaikum.

Bismilbornohmannirrohim today I will continue Novel - Is it wrong I crave heaven, Season 2-.

Hopefully it can present a story as well as life lessons in order to help us become better human beings.🤲.

In Season 2, the main character is Fatimah Azzahra.

A daughter of Rachel who was educated by the Roses.

After the Rose problem was finished, the test of life was still there for him.

This time the one who has to fight is Fatimah.

Fatimah, who loves Islam very much, must try hard to conflict with the world.

Curious...??

Keep looking at it...🤗.

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...Go home to my beloved country...

"Assalammualaikum", cried Rose when opening the door of his new home in Indonesia.

With wet eyes, he observed the house he had just built on the land of Geyna's late mother.

The land is nothing but a dark witness to a devastating fire a few years ago.

5 Years he was in America, his sense of heart and mind remained in that place.

Her birthplace and her mother's place of life were full of the most bitter times she had ever experienced.

The rose felt only the land was her memories with her two mothers created.

He decided to return to his beloved country Indonesia with a lot of careful consideration.

"Here mother, I help" said Fatimah who has grown up in adolescence with her smooth speech, very similar to the Rose as a teenager.

Neither his ethics nor his love for his religion.

"Thank you, the heart of the suitcase is heavy, if you are not strong you can call Asep mang to help.

"No need mother, Mang Asep is busy lowering the rest of our goods in the car" said Fatimah.

While a boy who is none other than Aqly the son of the Rose and the late Burhan walked while continuing to pay attention to the screen of his cellphone.

"Side brother ..!!", cried Aqly when his path was blocked by Fatimah.

"Sorry, can you help my sister.?" said Fatimah trying to grab all the suitcases.

"Capek ah.!, why have a driver if not in benefit", complained Aqly continue his steps towards the sofa and continue his excitement playing online games.

"Masyaallah Aqly.!, what is this that your mother taught you..?", lamented the Rose.

"Who told you to take us here, my friends are all in America, and aunt Susan is there too" Aqly pouted.

At the age of 10 years, his emotions are still fairly unstable.

Moreover, he was used to living in America and spoiled by Susan who loved Aqly like her own child.

"This is our home, the land of our birth, we should have come back here baby, especially mother has long not visited the tomb of your father and two grandmothers" said Rose stroked the head of her son.

"Better, tomorrow we go to the maelstrom of the father of the same grandmother" cried Fatimah to sit next to the mother and her younger brother.

"Good idea, do you want a baby.??", asked Rose persuaded Aqly with her ever-charming maternal smile.

Aqly simply nodded approvingly to the idea of her mother and sister.

"Alhamdulillah", cried the Rose kissed the forehead of his two children.

Not long after, I looked at Azan beginning to sound.

"We pray the same yuk.", invite the Rose to his two children.

"Well..!, pray again, pray again.!", complained Aqly lay down her body on the sofa.

"As a Muslim we are obliged to pray at dik, as our mother always taught" said Fatimah.

"But I don't want to teach this time yes, bosen.!, tired.!", complained Aqly again.

"Darling, get used to yuk, not her every day you have used it to you", invite Rose to try holding Aqly to take ablution.

"Durunin mother.!, Aqly was already big, yes yes yes.!!, I will take ablution", ketus Aqly walked ahead of his sister and mother.

They then pray with their solemnity.

After the prayer is finished, they teach some surah in the Quran like their daily routine after the magrib prayer is over.

Staying at that time, Surah Al insyirah became the surah of choice of Roses.

أَلَمْ نَشْرَحْ لَكَ صَدْرَكَ

A lam nasyra laka

Means: 1. Have We not widened for you your bosom?.

وَوَضَعْنَا عَنكَ وِزْرَكَ

wa Wauda’na ‘angka

Means: We have removed from you your burden.

ٱلَّذِىٓ أَنقَضَ ظَهْرَكَ

allaishi angqaa

Meaning: Which burdens your back?

وَرَفَعْنَا لَكَ ذِكْرَكَ

wa rafa’na laka elikrak

It means: And We have exalted to you your name (name).

فَإِنَّ مَعَ ٱلْعُسْرِ يُسْرًا

fa inna ma’al-‘usri yusra

Meaning: For after hardship there is ease.

إِنَّ مَعَ ٱلْعُسْرِ يُسْرًا

inna ma’al-‘usri

Meaning: After the difficulty there is ease.

فَإِذَا فَرَغْتَ فَٱنصَبْ

fa anne faragta fansab

So when you have finished (of some business), do it earnestly (dealt) others.

وَإِلَىٰ رَبِّكَ فَٱرْغَب

wa ila rabbika fargab

Means: And to your Lord only you should hope.

"Sodaqallah hul adhim", said the Rose ending his tadarus.

"I never get tired of hearing her mother, it so reminds me of the struggle of mother when I was a child, will there always be ease after the difficulties mother.??" asked Fatimah curious.

"According to God's promise" the Rose briefly embraced Fatimah.

"Makanya mother crave heaven.?", cried Fatimah.

"Of course.!!, and the children of the mother must also, right Aqly....??", exclaimed the Rose looking towards Aqly.

The rose immediately sighed to see his son was already sound asleep on the prayer mat.

"Gpp mother, maybe a tired sister" said Fatimah comforted the mother.

"Dear, now you go ahead yeah, get Asep's mang to eat" Pinta Mawar.

"Each mother", he said while kissing the back of the mother's hand and hurrying to do what the mother asked.

Then, Roses stared fixedly at his son.

There was a feeling of worry in his heart.

"Astagfirullah", his exclaims disperse his bad daydream.

"What do I think?.?, my speech and my wishful thinking can be a prayer for my child", cried Rose gently rubbed the child's head and carried it on the bed.

Bismillah mas Burhan, may my fears not be real, I have tried to educate our children to be worship experts like you, but Allah hu a'lam, muttered the Rose in heart while peeping Aqly's forehead.

As he walked out of the room.

He saw Fatimah sitting at the dinner table with Asep.

Crochet and eat happily regardless of their status between the employer's son and a driver.

Then he recalled Aqly's attitude which was very different from Fatimah's.

Even Aqly could only look at Asep as nothing more than a driver and a servant.

Again the Rose let out a long breath of thought.

"Mother, if only mother was still here, there must be a shoulder for the Rose to lean on, there are people who can help the Rose to educate the Rose child better", moody Rose instantly turned her expression into a smile as Fatimah waved her hand towards her.