Is it My fault, If I Desire Heaven..??

Ignore the heart, follow God's instructions

"Emmmm, how fragrant is the Rose..??", exclaimed Geyna out of her room smelling the aroma of cooking from the kitchen.

"Here buk, taste" said Rose thrust the newly cooked dishes he cooked.

"Fatimah also wants mother.!!", said Mbak Lastri while holding Fatimah from the back garden.

"Here dear, yukkk mother bribe", cried the Rose took Fatimah from the sling mbak Lastri.

"It's busy to have breakfast first ah, laper" he said as he sat on the dining table chair, picking up rice and side dishes.

"Mami also dong, looks very good.!!, if the mami fried eggs aja gosong" said Geyna sitting next to the Lastri and began to take rice and side dishes like her.

The smiling rose saw that his family was happy and complete now.

"Fatimah breakfast first yuk.!!, we go to the front porch", he said as he walked towards the terrace.

The rose placed Fatimah in her trolley, she fed him while inviting him to chat.

"Akkkk..., ammmm, pinterrr" says Mawar trains Fatimah stimuli to learn to speak.

Burhan came and rebuked the rose.

"Assalammualaikum", cried Burhan who was standing before the Rose.

"Walaikumsalam", said Roses are still awkward with what the three of them argued last week.

"Hallo Fatimah" Burhan said, asking Fatimah to speak.

The rose that saw him smiled slightly and forgot his awkwardness.

"Mas himself..??, the child does not come.??" said Rose trying to be ordinary to Burhan.

"Children are on vacation with their teacher Toriq" Burhan said.

"Ehhhh there's Burhan boy", exclaimed Geyna out of the house.

Compared to Malik's doctor, Geyna was closer to Burhan, because since Geyna first met the Rose, Burhan was the one who helped the Rose when the Rose took care of Geyna.

They chatted together, looking like a very harmonious family.

Without Roses realize that Malik and Miss Maryam doctors are already on the road of the Rose house.

He saw everything, which made him even more angry.

Doctor Malik rushed to get out of his car, immediately his hand was held by Maryam's mother.

"You want what you want.??", exclaimed Maryam's mother preventing her son from doing anything like while being emotional.

"Mi, the first one close to the Rose is Malik, why is he who is new to the Rose one step closer to the Rose than Malik.??" cried doctor Malik did not accept.

"Istigfar son, do not let you lose yourself just because of love for the opposite sex" said Miss Maryam reminded.

"Astagfirullah" said doctor Malik trying to restrain his emotions.

"Then...???, Malik should how mi..??" said Malik.

"If you really want to talk to Roses please, but keep your attitude.!!, okay.!!", said Miss Maryam trying to continue advising Malik.

Doctor Malik just nodded then looked towards Burhan and the talking Rose.

While Geyna seemed to have entered the house leaving the two of them.

Unbeknownst to Doctors Malik and Miss Maryam, Bram and Rachel accidentally follow them as their car drives away from home.

Bram suspects Malik has found the Rose again, and his suspicions are correct.

Bram stops his car away from Malik's car, so Malik doesn't see Bram following him there.

"Om, om sure they are stalking the house of the Roses ..??" said Rahel curious.

"Om sure, so om contact you let you see for yourself and give direct lessons to the woman" said Bram furious.

When Malik and Miss Maryam got out of the car, Bram drove closer.

And true too, he saw the Rose on the porch of the house that was on the way to his son and wife.

"That's the culprit" said Bram looking with a sharp look at the Rose.

Rachel also looked carefully at the woman who was highly adored by her future husband.

He was a little surprised too.

Quite beautiful also she, murmured Rachel inwardly acknowledging the beauty of the Rose.

"We samperin aja yuk om.!!", cried Rachel wanted to get out of the car immediately.

"Wait..!!, let's see the development first" said Bram with a fixed view on the Rose.

As Roses and Burhan are engrossed in conversation, Malik's doctor and Maryam's mother cut off their conversation.

"Assalammualaikum", exclaimed Maryam along with doctor Malik.

The rose and Burhan were shocked by their arrival.

"Walaikumsalam buk, buk Maryam how are you.??" said Rose looks happy to see back Miss Maryam after all this time.

But Rose just threw a smile at the doctor Malik who kept looking at her.

"Let's go in the buk", exclaimed Rose invites Maryam's mother into her house.

"Not for Roses, we chat on the porch chair only yes" said Maryam.

"Let's buk", said Rose agreed to the request of Maryam's mother.

"Bik Mus, please take care of Fatimah for a moment, and make a drink for my guest" said Rawar called a mus bik who was watering plants in the front yard.

"Good buk", exclaimed bik Mus pushed Fatimah trolley into the house.

"Hushy how are you.??", exclaimed Rose still respect Maryam even though her relationship with doctor Malik is not as good as before.

"Alhamdulillah, good mother, and you..???, it seems you succeeded in your business yes Roses", said Miss Maryam was also happy with the success of Roses in her career.

"Alhamdulillah buk, this is also thanks to the mother's prayer" said Mawar ignoring the doctor Malik and Burhan who was a little awkward when close to each other.

"Oh yes, I'm here to straighten out about you and Malik, I still hope your answer at that time is still the same as now the Rose" said Maryam mother holding the hand of the Rose.

The rose instantly fell silent and returned with its dilemma.

"Rose, answer..??" said Malik's doctor pleading.

To be honest Rose was still worried about his decision, who would he choose.

Burhan remained silent and waited for a response from the Rose.

All of them were immediately surprised by the arrival of Rachel and Bram.

Make them all stand up from their seats.

"Why are you here.???, and papi.??" said Malik's doctor in surprise.

"I'm your future wife, dear doctor Malik, our engagement is only 1 week away, but you're still playing behind me" said Rachel looking at the Rose cynically.

"Pi, you better take Rachel away from here" said Miss Maryam afraid Rachel would make trouble there.

"Why aunt.???, I am a future aunt lhoo, cook me in bandingin same woman child prostitution*r this is .!!", exclaimed Rahel looking into the eyes of doctor Malik.

Roses only paused holding back her tears and letting Rachel speak as she pleased.

Burhan tried to calm the rose by holding her shoulder.

"Shut up..!!, watch your words yes.!!, you are indeed a holy woman.!!", exclaimed Doctor Malik could not control his emotions anymore.

"What...!!, what..!!, you can what.!!, you can't what.!!", cried Rachel provoking the anger of Doctor Malik.

Ms. Maryam tried to hold Malik's shoulder so that she could not get out of control, but Malik's doctor was already provoked by her anger.

"You..!!, I never agreed to be engaged to you.!!, exclaimed the doctor Malik pushed Rachel down.

The rose looked at him with surprise, his tears dripping, he had not expected to see the other side of the man he had once loved.

Fatimah cried from inside the house.

Make the Rose come in and calm her in his arms.

"Cup cup dear" said the Rose calms Fatimah.

"What's the rose outside.??, how come someone shouted.??" said Pastri running out of the room along with Geyna.

"What's buk, this is the Rose business, preferably mother and mother inside only", exclaimed Rose back to the front porch.

"Roses ..!!, I swear I don't love him Roses, he's no good to me" exclaimed Malik's doctor trying to approach the Roses.

Fatimah cried again as Doctor Malik approached the Rose.

As if Malik's doctor ignored Fatimah's cries, he continued to persuade Roses to accept him, without seeing the Roses still trying to make Fatimah calm again.

Unlike Burhan, he looks calm with drama from the Bram family and doctor Malik.

He took Fatimah and calmed her away from everything.

Maryam still looked carefully at her son, she was surprised by what she saw, then her gaze was diverted to Burhan who tried to calm Fatimah, even though the story he heard from Malik, was, Burhan is his current rival.

"You gpp.??" said Bram trying to help Rachel stand up.

"It hurts" said Rachel cleaning her scuffed elbow.

Bram approached Malik and slapped him.

"You are too much Malik.!!, Rachel is only fighting for her future husband", said Bram.

"Malik is also trying to maintain the love of Malik pi.!!", cried doctor Malik did not want to lose.

Bram raised his hand again, but was held back by Maryam's mother.

"Enough pi.!!", exclaimed Maryam.

Bram brushed off Maryam's hand and left with Rachel.

From inside the house, Geyna peeked at their quarrel from the window.

He was very surprised and almost fell on the floor, his body was no longer strong standing, he was very shocked.

He held back his tears by covering his mouth.

"Mi...!!, mami why..??", cried mbak Lastri frightened.

Geyna just fell silent and continued to cry.

"Bramm..!!", said Geyna.

"What mi..??" said Pastri not really heard what Geyna said.

Aunt Mus and Pastri try to bring Geyna back to her room.

While the Rose fell silent and tried to interpret everything.

Suddenly a butterfly passed beside him.

Making Roses remember the moths he saw.

He understood that God had answered his prayer, but the Rose did not understand it until today.

Roses also tried to dare to look into the eyes of the man in front of him.

"Mas..., I used to love you, but do you know why I love you.?.??, that's because I saw your kindness and faith, your sincerity at that time, your sincerity at that time, and, but do you know what I have seen today.??, I have seen the other side of you, you did your future wife improperly today, she said, even though I know you're defending me, and I'm asking questions, too,

If later I make a mistake or I make your heart not like what I do, will you behave the same way to me mas...??,

And today you ignored the cry of a baby just to convince me of the greatness of your love..???", said the Rose vented everything he wanted to do.

"But Roses ..!!" said Malik's doctor, realizing that he had lost control of his emotions, he looked at his mother, who seemed disappointed with his behavior.

"Mas.., now that I know what God is trying to show me, my heart does choose you, but sometimes the word heart doesn't always lead us to good things, sometimes the heart also justifies something that is wrong when we really want it, like a moth that likes the light of a lamp that turns out to be harmful to himself if he obeys his heart to get close to the light of his favorite lamp", said the Rose with tears that kept flowing down her cheeks.

"So you mean you chose the man.??" said Malik's doctor pointing at Burhan with his glassy eyes.

The rose strengthened its body to stay in place.

He wiped his tears.

"Yeah, I don't love Burhan, but he's the perfect man God sent me.

Many people say that love can grow after marriage is not..??" said Rose confident in his decision.

Doctor Malik held onto both of the Rose's shoulders and looked at her, then released her slowly and walked away from the Rose's house in despair.

Maryam did not say anything, she wiped her tears and went with her son.

Burhan then approached the Rose who immediately sat limp on the chair while crying as it became.

Burhan did not say anything and tried to stroke Rose's veil to calm her down.

He let the rose calm down and blew it all away.

This is what God wants for me, murmured the Rose in my heart.

The rose treats his love according to the guidance of God.

Malik's doctor treated his love as an ambition that made him disappear from himself.

God has his own way of making a person understand the heart and true love.