Is it My fault, If I Desire Heaven..??

10 Years later.

Fatimah seemed to rush into the house after coming home from school that day.

That day, the announcement of Fatimah school graduation at the SMK level was announced.

With a trophy, Fatimah smiled happily while calling her mother.

"Mother!, mother!, assalammualaikum!", exclaimed Fatimah running into the gate, because that afternoon, the security guard was not in his place to open the gate so that their car could not enter.

While Aqly with ogah ogah han down from the car as if he did not like the achievement of the brother.

"Sok smart!, surely later the mother will be proud to be proud of her exhaustion", ketus Aqly.

When Aqly and Fatimah almost reached the porch of the house.

They saw the grandfather's car in the yard.

Fatimah then walked slowly, she wanted to give a happy surprise that also to the grandfather and om Malik.

When Fatimah goes into the house.

His steps stopped when he heard the grandfather speak in a serious tone to the mother.

"Why stop anyway?" said Aqly astonished.

"Stt, like they're talking seriously again" said Fatimah to stop Aqly's footsteps.

"Father is old, I'm lucky you can still see you today, so please follow Dad's request", said Mr. Bram beside the Rose and Malik doctor who seemed confused to just answer the father.

"But, father!, I was determined not to marry again, and just wanted to raise my two children" said Rose holding the hand of the father hoping the father understood.

"True pi, we just appreciate the establishment of the Rose" said Dr. Malik.

"And papi must have the heart to see you remain single until now!", exclaimed Mr. Bram insisted.

"I'm going to marry pi, but not now" Dr. Malik says.

"Oh yes!, papi is not stupid!, the woman you love is only a Rose", exclaimed Mr. Bram making Roses bow and feel guilty.

"Pi, please pi!, we forget this talk yes" said doctor Malik in a pleading tone.

"Cih!, he wants to replace Burhan's father, better mother herself until old" said Aqly.

"It's not good Aqly, mother has given all for us, we must appreciate the choice of life" said Fatimah.

"Mother stay silent, brother, means he does not want to", complained Aqly.

While inside the house, Mr. Bram still insists on making the Rose and the Malik doctor unite.

"Listen, my son, I am old, I have made mistakes with you both, if I leave, let me be calm by seeing my two children happy", said Mr. Bram made Rose and doctor Malik look at each other.

"Don't say so well" cried the Rose wiping away her tears.

"There has been a lot of good that you did during the Rose's life, even you want to receive a fatimah that is not your biological child, who was born without marriage and his mother has also been evil to you", exclaiming Mr. Bram made Aqly stunned, even more so Fatimah.

"Don't talk so well, Fatimah my son and will be as long as it is" cried Rose did not want her father to bring up the past.

"Then do one good thing for your father too, marry me dear" the father asked.

So he's not my brother!, cih!, all this time I'm just compared to an illegitimate child who happens to be lucky to be picked up by my mother, aqly muttered inwardly trying to keep her distance from Fatimah.

"Well dad, if that's my father's request, I'm willing to get married" said Mawar, making Malik's doctor even look unhappy.

What are you doing Roses?, it will only make the distance between us even more awkward, murmured doctor Malik inwardly.

Mr. Bram was immediately happy right then and there, he hugged his two children who in the past he wasted.

While Fatimah felt a tightness that was very deep in her chest.

He pounced tightly on his pride's trophy.

And slowly, he started wiping his tears and took a deep breath.

"I have to be fine for the sake of mother" said Fatimah trying to carve a smile on her lips and rushed into the house.

"Assalammualaikum" said Fatimah hugging her mother.

Making the Rose and the others shocked to see his arrival.

"Fatimah and Aqly have gone home?, did you hear our conversation?", asked Rose worriedly.

When Aqly wanted to answer him, Fatimah preceded him.

"No mother, we just arrived" said Fatimah made Aqly turn away his annoyed face.

The answer immediately made Mr. Bram, Malik and Rose doctors feel relieved.

"Well, my grandson got another trophy, great dong", exclaimed Mr. Bram.

"Thank you grandfather, this is also thanks to you" said Fatimah trying to hold back her cries.

"Barokallah darling, may your knowledge be useful" said Rose to kiss Fatimah's forehead.

Thank you for everything mother, despite the fact that it was so painful to hear, Fatimah cried in her heart.

"What about you dear?", asked the Rose to her son.

"As you may have guessed, my achievement must be nothing more than that of Fatimah's sister", Aqly complained, walking into her room.

"Astagfirullah Aqly", cried the Rose but there was no response from his son.

"Here is the Rose, he is still a child, oh yes Fatimah, there is good news for you, your Mother will marry om Malik", said Mr. Bram happily.

"Congratulations mother", said Fatimah to hug her beloved mother who was still stunned by her own decision at that time to marry again.

I'm sorry Burhan, it's for my father's sake, murmured the Rose inwardly.

While inside the room, Aqly who heard her felt increasingly upset.

"Even what the bastard told me first!, outrageous!, well then, from now on I will also live according to my rules and my wishes", ketus Aqly threw his bag against the wall.

"Then, Fatimah went to the room first, mother" he said while kissing the back of everyone's hands.

So different is the character of my two grandchildren, hopefully there is nothing to worry about in the future, muttered Mr. Bram in his heart while staring at the door of Aqly's room.

After arriving in the room.

Fatimah's cry broke out.

He did not expect that life would destroy his happiness in an instant.

Fatimah cried while covering her mouth with a pillow, she did not want anyone to hear her cry.

"Who am I really?, and why should I be born from a mistake?", cried Fatimah as he pleased.

Then he looked in the mirror and looked at himself.

"I have to find out about my biological mother" Fatimah said, confirming her intention.

Fatimah grabbed her photo with her mother and hugged her.

"But my mother is still my mother, this fact even makes me more dear to mother, I love mother, I will make mother happy and proud of me", fatimah said while crying in the corner of the room.