Is it My fault, If I Desire Heaven..??

I finally found you..

"Uhhhh, whose child is this..???" said Rose cradling a baby nimang that he found a few months ago.

"Rawar, what did rt say about the baby case??" said Mbak Lastri out of his room.

"Say rt sir can not do what buk, cctv road can not find who the woman who could throw it" said Rose while swinging the baby swing was carried.

"Trus pak rt saranin what.??" said mbak Lastri sitting on the sofa.

"That Roses can give this baby to buk orphanage, rt sir who will take care of everything" said Mawar sitting next to his mother.

"Trus what are you waiting for Rose.??" said Pastri.

The rose looked at the baby she was carrying, she was very cute, and occasionally smiled sweetly at the Rose.

"Oh, may the Rose take care of her.??" cried Rose kissing the baby.

Pastri was very surprised to hear his son's words, what people said later if the Rose arrived to have a baby.

There will be another insult in the life of this Rose, which he has painstakingly built again from zero.

"Rose, you are young, beautiful, unmarried, where maybe you take care of him" said Mbak Lastri trying to advise Mawar.

"Sir.., I remember no, when my mother chose to take care of the Roses like her own biological children, the mother gave up her mother's life for the Roses, even mother willing to live in the middle of a place full of vibes like before", said Rose holding his mother's hand.

"But the Rose, at that time the mother was a widow, and when she met you also the mother was almost 4 heads, so when she met you, when she met you, I know the purpose of the rest of my life is to raise and educate you Roses, while you are very young, you are beautiful, you are a good career, you deserve a better life", lastri stood up from her seat and stood by the window, looking out at the outside world where nothing was good, lastri imagined a hard world and they had passed through.

Rose woke up from her seat and approached her mother who was very worried about her daughter's life.

"Oh, is that the teaching of the mother of the Rose.??" said the Rose.

"This is for your future Rose" said Pastri still looking out the window.

"Oh, soul mate, career, death and the future of the Rose has been arranged buk, Roses just want to model the goodness of mother who is very valuable for the life of the Rose, Roses also want to educate this child with the science of Religion even though without the figure of both parents, Roses only need mother prayer" said Roses embraced his mother.

Pastri also shed tears that he had been holding back, he rubbed the Rose hijab and looked at her face.

"God, may Allah give you happiness yes Roses" said Pastri again made proud of the Rose life decision.

Pastri rubbed his tears and held the baby girl.

"If that's your decision, I'll say", said Mbak lastri.

"Alhamdulillah", said the Rose of relief.

"Then we name him.??", asked Pastri.

The rose kissed and stroked the cheek of the little baby in front of him.

"Fatimah buk, one of the women of heaven" said Roses with a charming smile.

"God is so beautiful his name, Welcome to Fatimah, may your name bring good to your life" said Mbak Lastri happily.

Rose was serious with his wishes, he raised Fatimah as his adopted son, even he recorded it in state documents.

So no one can take Fatimah from him.

Every 3 months Susan would return to Indonesia only to see the development of baby girl Rachel, who finally knew that her adoptive mother named her Fatimah.

"Fatimah..., a beautiful name, sorry aunt can not carry you dear", said Susan then forwarded her car again after being satisfied to see that fatimah is in good condition only.

"Bik, please take care of Fatimah for a while yes, I want to pray dhuhur first", said Mawar while giving Fatimah in a sling of her domestic assistant.

"Well, ma'am" said aunt Mus carrying Fatimah.

After the dhuhur prayer in his room, Pastri met the Rose in his room.

"Rose, can you come in.??" said Pastri in front of the door of the Rose room.

While still wearing the face of the Rose immediately opened the door of the room, it was seen his mother had carried Fatimah in her trunk.

"Hud..!!, why was Fatimah's mother, aunt where.??" said Mawar to ask her mother to sit on a chair in her room.

"Gpp Roses, even mothers have a busy life, so you also want to be a mother when you were a child" said Pastri.

"Why do you find Roses ..?" said Mawar to put Fatimah to bed.

"Mommy wants you to make a health check Fatimah, and love her complete immunization, when we meet she will be about one month old certainly has never been named immunization, try you to the hospital, when we meet her, you are not busy today.??" said Pastri.

"Rose is not busy kok buk, emmm how if we go to a big hospital aja buk, while checking the health of the mother as well, do not refuse ya buk" said Rose begging.

"Yes, yes, your mother" said Pastri.

"But for a moment" said Roses, removing his face and walking toward Aunt Mus, who was sweeping the house.

"Sir, please prepare the equipment and Fatimah, we want to go to a big hospital, so ready for their needs yes, we will go home late at night" said Mawar while preparing.

"Every buk", said Aunt Mus carry out her employer's order.

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"Oh, the car is ready" said Mang Asep, Mawar's personal driver.

"Oh yes Mang, beware yes", said Rose carrying Fatimah who was still asleep.

"The bus is ready for the Roses" said Pastri coming out of his room.

"Yeah yuk buk let not kemalemannya return" said Rose with her mother into the car.

A few hours later, Rose's car stopped in the hospital yard.

"Wait here, if there is a need for me to call" said Rose helped her mother get out of the car and into the hospital.

Unbeknownst to the Roses, the hospital was the general practice of Malik's doctors.

When the Roses entered the hospital entrance, they passed by.

But the same as not realizing it.

Doctor Malik walked over with a focus on reading the medical documents in his hand.

Roses and their mothers were focused on Fatimah.

A moment Rose sensed the presence of Doctor Malik.

He then stopped his footsteps, as he tried to turn his back, Malik's doctor was no more.

"Maybe it's just my feeling" said Rose, following her mother.

"Why Roses.??" asked Pastri to notice the change in the look of the Rose's face.

"No kok buk, yuk we immediately go to the doctor's room" said Rawar continues to walk by holding his mother's hand.

Rose and her mother waited for the doctor in the waiting chair, waiting for their turn to arrive.

"Yes doc" said Pastri got up from his seat and walked to the doctor's room.

Rose wanted to follow her mother during the examination process, but was stopped by her mother.

"You should check Fatimah, so we can finish the same and quickly go home, gpp kok mother, there are doctors and nurses who take care of mother" said Ms Pastri.

"Good buk" said the Rose.

The rose went as his mother requested.

He went to the pediatrician to check on Fatimah's health.

When Pastri was already in the doctor's room.

Instantly, Pastri stood while looking at the doctor in front of him.

"Sore buk, can be explained what the complaint is..??" said the doctor, still busy reading his patient's medical history.

Pastri was still silent unmoved, immediately there was a dam in both of his eyes.

The doctor was surprised there was no answer to his question, he looked at his patient.

He was shocked and stood up from his seat.

"Masyaallah buk Lastri.!!", said the doctor who turned out to be Dr. Malik.

"Sir Malik...??" said Mbak Lastri trying to get out of the room, but prevented by doctor Malik.

"Wait buk, wait ..!!, I will try professional, let me check, mother is my patient now", said Dr. Malik put aside his personal affairs, but deep down, he said, he was eager to hear from the girl he loved.

Pastri also complied and returned to the check room.

Doctor Malik examined Lastri without any conversation between the two until the examination was completed.

"This vitamin is buk, do not forget to rest and multiply drinking water and eating healthy food" said Dr. Malik gave the drug to mbak Lastri.

"Thank you doc, I'm sorry" said Mr Lastri immediately rushed out of the room.

"Wait for the buk.!!", said Doctor Malik chasing Mbak Lastri.

Pastri's brother who knew that Malik's doctor would want to ask the news of the Roses kept rushing regardless of the call of Malik's doctor.

But with a swift path in the face by the doctor Malik.

"Oh, I have kept the promise of checking mother professionally, now I ask as a commoner, where is the Rose buk.???, is she fine...??", malik said the doctor begged Lastri.

"Have a son, forget the Roses, your family will not bless you" said Mbak Lastri trying hard to remember the humiliation the Roses received when visiting their residence.

"Oh, I sincerely love Roses, I am willing to leave everything for the sake of Roses buk" said doctor Malik trying to convince Mbak Lastri.

Lastri did not answer doctor Malik's question.

The rose came to them.

"Husband.., has finished his examination.??", exclaimed Rose walking up to her mother.

Doctor Malik who was very familiar with the voice immediately turned around and looked at him.

The rose immediately stopped his footsteps, he was stunned to see a man who was familiar to him.

His smile was gone at that moment.

He was eager to embrace her as a teacher to the priest.

Telling all his life journey up to this point.

Wiped out all his yearning.

Because he was the man who was always in every prayer, the only one in his heart, and now he was in front of him.

But how else, the soul mate is not on their side.

Roses can not even just to rebuke.

He remembered Mr. Bram's rejection of him at that time.

Doctor Malik approached the Rose, who was then motionless from where he was standing.

He approached the Rose very closely, looking at the girl he had been looking for all this time.

"I finally found you a Rose" said Malik's doctor holding the hand of the Rose who was still lowered when he met her.

Rose tried to hold back her tears, she could not face Doctor Malik.

"Mawar ..??" said Malik's doctor, persuading his girl to talk to him as a relief for their separation.

When Rose wanted to talk, a nurse called her.

Sontak Mawar released the hand of Dr. Malik and faced towards the arrival of the nurse.

Doctor Malik looked towards the nurse who came near the Rose with a baby in her arms.

Could it.....??, murmured doctor Malik tried to dismiss the allegations that are now in his brain.

"Buk Roses, this is her child, and this is the result of the examination and immunization schedule of the next Fatimah baby" said the Sister handed Fatimah to the Rose.

"Still sus", said Rose took Fatimah from the sibling and immediately approached her mother.

"Let's go home" said Rose holding his mother's hand and rushed away from the front of the doctor Malik who still looks shocked.

Doctor Malik saw every step of the departure of the Rose left the hospital until it was not seen again.

At once the body of Doctor Malik was not strong enough to support his own body.

He leaned against the wall and sat on the hospital floor.

Her tears are dripping.

As a man, it was rare that he would cry if it was not a very sensitive thing for him.

Doctor Malik laments his fate now.

He assumed that Fatimah, the baby carried by the Rose was the child of the Rose.

He lost his love that day too.

"Destroyed already" said Malik's doctor trying to stand up and walk towards his room with a blank look.

The memory of his memories with the Rose had been repeated in his mind.

Now that he belongs to someone else, I have no right to approach him, papi's wish is really realized, finally after a long time I managed to meet you, but as someone else's wife and having a happy little family, the murmured doctor Malik entered his room and leaned back in his chair with all the turmoil and pain he felt at the time.