Is it My fault, If I Desire Heaven..??

Do you want me..??

"Thank you, I helped my mother during her illness until she finally recovered as she is today" said Mawar, driving Burhan to the front door.

"What a Rose, I sincerely help, yes I say yes, assalammualaikum", said Burhan stepped out of the Rose house.

"Wait for Mas.!!", exclaimed the Rose stopping Burhan's steps.

The rose approached Burhan.

"On my confession in front of doctor Malik and in front of Mami about me receiving mas, I apologize if I was presumptuous", said Rose felt bad.

"Gpp really, relax" said Burhan who immediately felt that the recognition of the Rose who had received it was only a temple in front of Malik and his family.

"But mas..??" said the shy Rose.

"Why.??" said Burhan.

"Mas is really serious about Roses.??" said the Rose.

"God willing the rose, why do you ask so.??" said Burhan astonished.

"Mas already know the origin of the Rose, right.?.??, who is the mother and father of the Rose and how the dark period of the mami, does the mas still want me..?", said Rose wanted an answer before he really chose the man in front of him.

"You know Rose, I've been an orphan for a long time, just a child of my family's halfway house, we've always been looked at by certain people, but life goes on, we cannot live by looking only at the past, most importantly how we manage life and a much better future, I choose you because of God the Rose, and I will leave you because God also took my life later" Burhan said holding the rose's shoulders.

The rose bowed and did not feel her tears dripping.

Is this my future priest.???, murmured the Rose in my heart.

"Yes, you have rested" said Burhan, who again did not force the Rose to decide everything instantly.

"Mas..!!", said the Rose wiping away her tears.

"I have to go home, not feel good with the neighbors" Burhan said stroking the Rose hijab.

The rose closed her eyes

and ventured to express what he wanted to say since then.

"I accept you mas, please make me your makmum" said Mawar looking at Burhan with his charming smile.

Burhan was shocked and immediately smiled.

He did not expect Rose to marry him.

"Alhamdulillah...!!, the real Rose ..???", exclaimed Burhan made Lastri come out of the house.

Burhan hugged the Rose in his arms.

"Oh.!!, Roses want to marry Burhan", Burhan exclaimed, turning to Mbak Lastri who was standing at the front door.

Pastri was not able to stem his happiness to see the heartwarming moment in front of him.

He came to the rose and hugged it.

"Congratulations, son, I am sure in every sadness there must be happiness for you" said Mbak Lastri embracing them both.

"I'm busy to tell this news to mami first yes", exclaimed Mbak Lastri rushed into the house.

"God willing I will learn to love you" said the Rose.

"I'll wait for that time to come" Burhan said holding the hand of the Rose.

"Mas, he said he wanted to go home.??" cried the Rose who saw Burhan continue to hold his hand.

"Astagfirullah, I forgot, I went home first yes, assalammualaikum", said Burhan got into his car and passed away.

"Walaikumsalam", said Rose waving his hand.

The rose entered the house and welcomed her mother.

"Roses...!!!, congratulations dear", exclaimed Geyna hugging Roses as if the weakness in her body was gone and the problem about Bram she forgot.

"Mommy...!!, why don't you rest..??" said the Rose.

"Mommy is healthy baby, right horrified the news of your marriage with Burhan" said Geyna excited.

"Alhamdulillah mi, pray for Roses yes" said the happy Rose.

"Definitely dear, you deserve to be happy" Geyna said, peeping at the Rose's forehead.

"Fatimah also seneng mother, soon will have a father" cried mbak Lastri carrying Fatimah.

"Uhhhh mother's son, seneng yes son.??, hopefully he can be a good father yes for Fatimah", said Mawar fondling nimang Fatimah.

They hugged as if they had forgotten their past sorrow and tried to make a fresh start again.

Thank God, you still give happiness to a sinful woman like me, Geyna murmured inwardly, and dissolved in the arms of Roses and Pastri.