Is it My fault, If I Desire Heaven..??

When a child grows up.

"Fatimah!," cried the Rose immediately awoke from her slumber.

Making Doctor Malik who was standing guard beside her also surprised.

"Repeat the Rose!, calm yourself!," exclaimed Malik, trying to calm the restless Rose.

"I can't mas!, I keep dreaming bad things about Fatimah!, has there been any news from the police?," exclaimed Rose, looking so worried, in contrast to his old attitude, which was not the same, always calm and patient in the face of a problem.

The news of Fatimah's disappearance like her made a huge shock in her.

Even the calmness of the Rose attitude during this time can falter because of it.

With great regret, and feeling helpless.

Doctor Malik could only shake his head to answer the Rose question which kept repeating asking Fatimah.

At once the rose again cried, making Malik doctor again worried about the health condition of the Rose.

"Roses, try to calm your mind and heart, I'm sure Fatimah will be fine wherever she is. As you said before, you will always believe in your daughter even if she is not with you" exclaimed the doctor Malik trying to hug her endless crying Rose.

"Remember how many infusion intervals I put on your hands later this, don't make me do it again," malik said as if he felt pain when the Rose was also lying helplessly ill.

Simultaneously, Aqly appeared to be indifferent as she returned home and passed in front of the mother's room.

"Aqly?" said the Rose when he saw the son coming home.

With ogah ogahan, Aqly stopped his footsteps while his hands continued to play the car keys.

"Whose car are you in?" asked Malik, astonished.

"This is the car who's the cake!, it's none of your business!" Aqly said, never being polite when talking to his father.

"Sorry son, but we need to know" exclaimed doctor Malik trying not to be ignited emotions when dealing with Aqly.

"Can you appreciate your parents when you talk to Aqly?" exclaimed the Rose making Aqly exasperated.

Without answering, he immediately rushed into his room.

"Astagfirullah!, forgive my son's attitude mas," said Rose was embarrassed by his son's attitude before the doctor Malik.

"He's my son too, believe me, I'm fine" Dr Malik said.

"Aqly!, where are you going?, come here for a moment, you need you" exclaimed the Rose as she watched Aqly pass in front of her room again defying a backpack.

"Aqly is busy!, not her mother who wants to see Aqly succeed with her own hands, and that's what Aqly is doing right now," said Aqly without turning to her mother.

"Have you heard about your sister's disappearance?, it's been 2 days that she's still in the police search," exclaimed doctor Malik made Aqly's face immediately nervous.

Police?, critical!, inner Aqly felt threatened.

"Whether you are at home with your mother, soon there will also be a police officer who will ask for information from us as your sister's family," mengar Mawar hoped that this time the son would still listen to his small request.

"I told you!, I was busy!, I went home just to get my stuff in the room," when Aqly rushed out of the house again.

Staring at Aqly who was back walking out of the house.

"Prophey of the Roses, all this must be fleeting, I am here with you" said Malik's doctor grasping tightly the hands of the Roses.

"You know, I've been preparing a long way since they were kids.

I prepare that if they grow up, they will no longer always be with me, they will be busy achieving their dreams in education, he said, I've also been prepared if later they find their respective life partners, I've been ready to let them stay with their partner later, I've been prepared, pray for them to live happily in the protection of Allah even without me by their side. I've also prepared, where the moment I will smile happily staring at my grandchildren come occasionally visit me in this house, I have prepared.....," said the rose with sobs that he could not weep anymore.

Hearing that doctor Malik can only be silent, he tried to toughen up and try to be a crutch for the Rose who was fragile at that time.

She tried to rub the Rose hijab and tried to say that she was not alone in this world.

"I'd rather see them as children, cry on my lap when I'm hurt, hold me when I'm sad and scared, and ask for rice from my hands when they're hungry, I miss that time mas!," said the rose increasingly became so in his tears.

That instant too.

Doctor Malik immediately hugged the Rose and cried with her in one hug.

There is a sense of tightness when the Rose tells her grievances on her.

I'm the same Rose, if I can choose, I'd rather see you cheerful as before, if my role model can be fragile like this, what about me Rose?, rise up!, you know!, God must have his own plan for you, me, and the child, the inner doctor Malik hopes there is happiness after the problems that befall them.

While along the road, Aqly continued to be frightened, until several times his driving focus was disrupted and almost hit the highway barrier.

"I don't want to go to jail" complained Aqly felt trembling all over her body as she recalled the prison.

"Why should they report to the police!, there is no sign that Fatimah was kidnapped!, should they think that she left the house of her own accord," aqly exclaimed many times hitting the steering wheel of her car.

I have to hurry to inform the big Boss, surely he has a solution for all of this, Inner Aqly while increasing the speed of his car.

 

When the Aqly car has entered the courtyard of the mansion.

He immediately ran the ridge into the big house.

The body guards who saw Aqly's behavior immediately panicked and ran after Aqly.

"Where is the big boss?," exclaimed Aqly continuously rushing in search of the big Boss.

"There's in the dining room" said the body guard without asking what's going on.

"Boss!," cried Aqly stopped right in front of the big boss who was busy eating his dinner.

With nothing to lose, Aqly tried to tell the news he brought to the boss.

The big boss seemed to frown while staring at the body guards.

"We also do not know what the boss is," said a body guard also felt confused by Aqly's behavior.

"Boss!, my parents have reported Fatimah's disappearance to the police!," exclaimed Aqly with a face so tense.

Making the big Boss and the body guards instantly silently stare at Aqly.