Is it My fault, If I Desire Heaven..??

Excuse me.

With his lethargy Aqly tried to stretch his body muscles that so seemed to crumble this final end.

"Boss has been so troublesome to me ever since he got sick, I work like a horse for him, shit!," Aqly complained as he massaged his own neck.

But his movements began to stop when he saw Mira passing not far from where he was.

"I still owe her an apology" said Aqly, trying to brave up to meet Mira.

But suddenly his steps stopped, there was a feeling of fear to approach Mira at that time.

"Ah, no!, what if he instead slaps me or insults me, it can die my pride," Aqly timpanied her intention.

But again, the guilt came back.

Somehow he felt he had gone too far to someone who clearly had helped him from death.

"Why am I so weak?, who is he!, who is he!," cried Aqly convinced himself that he did not deserve to say sorry to anyone.

Along with that, Mira just realized there was Aqly who was paying attention to her.

"Why did the arrogant man see me?, not satisfied he insulted me at that time?," lamented Mira was still busy picking some flowers in the garden.

But before Mira turned her gaze away from Aqly, she seemed so surprised and immediately ran towards Aqly like that time.

"Awas!," cried Mira again to make Aqly surprised at his making.

Aqly's gaze at that moment was so fixated with Mira that it quickly pulled her body again like that time without her understanding what this time had happened that it made Mira react again like that.

She was beautiful too, Aqly's inner momentarily fell asleep staring at Mira.

"Why are you quiet!, quickly find wood!, or stone, or whatever!," Mira jolted Aqly's daydream that was still busy staring at Mira's pretty face.

"Wood?," asked Aqly astonished by Mira's command which felt strange in her ears.

"Basic slow!," ketus Mira immediately picked up a wooden vase in a corner of the garden and immediately struck something blindly in the bush area.

"What are you doing?" asked Aqly.

He was still confused by the behavior of the woman in front of him.

"Being busy helping the arrogant" said Mira as she lifted the body of the snake she had killed and threw it in front of Aqly.

Seeing that, instead of his indistinct anger like that time, Aqly instead felt increasingly guilty towards Mira.

Why is there no meaning from his mouth?, the inner Mira was astonished.

"Wait!" cried Aqly stopping Mira's footsteps.

Lazily, Mira looked back at Aqly who had put on her guilty face back then.

"What else?, do you want to insult me for daring to pull your precious hands and body?" exclaimed Mira but again there was no harsh answer from Aqly's mouth.

"Sorry," said Aqly, making Mira speechless in disbelief staring at him.

He could not believe that a man of bad faith like Aqly could say sorry.

"Didn't I hear wrong?" exclaimed Mira still not believe what she heard.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry again" Aqly said, walking away from Mira.

You should give that word to your brother and family Aqly, they need it more than me, batin Mira again plucked the flower order Fatimah without taking seriously the apology from the mouth of Aqly.

Maybe it was just a momentary reflex from her, and she will return ill-natured as usual tomorrow, the inner Mira.

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With her bewildered, Aqly walked quickly towards her room.

Until Rea and Lely's call on him he didn't hear at all.

"Aqly!," cried Rea upset because his call was ignored by Aqly.

"Sane!," ketus Lely continued to struggle with his fingernails.

Since the big boss came home.

None of the women were taking care of even just to ask the big boss's health news.

Only Fatimah and Mira were willing to care for and meet every need of the Great Boss.

And inevitably, Aqly is the one who has to be in charge of changing clothes and other needs Big Boss that can not be done by Fatimah and Mira.

"Stupid you're Aqly!" cried Aqly as she slammed the door of her room.

He felt so stupid after saying sorry to Mira.

It felt like he was trying to destroy his own self-esteem that day.

"Then, how now?, how do I deal with her?, ah shit!," Aqly complained continuously angry at herself.