Is it My fault, If I Desire Heaven..??

The Ummar halfway house

"Thank you" said Tia staring at the twinkle towards Fatimah.

He was so grateful that night Fatimah was willing to help him.

"Not to think about it, now rest," said Fatimah after finishing helping Tia change clothes that are more appropriate to wear by a Muslimah.

"My name is Tia," cried Tia as Fatimah wanted to leave from her side.

"My name is Fatimah, now sleep," said Fatimah back to go from there.

But now, her footsteps were stopped by the touch of Tia's hand.

"If you may know, where am I now?" asked Tia to confirm, because she was already so traumatized by the deception Rea had committed on her, though in his heart he felt he was already in a safe place.

"It's my husband's house, we named it Ummar's halfway house, the home of all those who need help, so consider it your home, too," said Fatimah this time really went to leave Tia alone in her room.

"Now explain to me Fatimah!, who is she?" said Mira immediately confronted Fatimah who had just come out of the guest room, He had been waiting for Fatimah since then at the door so impatiently.

"His name is Tia, she..," said Fatimah immediately on the sidelines by Aqly.

"She's the woman of the night who with her smart ass she picked up from the streets," between Aqly was still so upset by Fatimah's decision at the time.

"So, my sister is so upset arguing with you, as well as you take care of the schedule of the children tomorrow," said Fatimah increasingly firmly facing Aqly.

"But this time Aqly there is also Fatimah, we have just started a new life in this house, all the bad things in the past are still trying to leave us, we just got up!, he said!, the Ummar halfway house had just formed, what if that woman ruined all of it?, we'll never know when the next morning he wakes up and re-wears his sexy clothes and influences the thinking of our students, what if that happens?," exclaimed Mira who was so afraid that her former life would be repeated again.

"Can you change your mind about your silly idea of a halfway house and what is it?. If he is, good!, I'm sick of your new rules in this house," Aqly walked away from them.

"Never change," complained Fatimah so out of ways to make Aqly aware of her attitude.

"I hope all will be well Fatimah" said Mira trying to believe Fatimah's actions.

"God willing, Ummar's halfway house will be fine" said Fatimah trying to dispel Mira's concerns.

"Whether I follow Aqly, she will probably act foolishly if I don't give her instructions for tomorrow's event" Mira walked away from Fatimah.

For a moment Fatimah kept staring at Mira until she completely disappeared from her sight.

As their relationship grew closer, although still like a cat and a mouse if together, but who knows?, Wallah hu'aqlam, the inner Fatimah walked towards her room.

While in the guest room, Tia was not able to close her eyes that night, even in her condition that was still so weak.

He recalled the incident when he tried to escape from the car of a striped man that night.

His memory is still so clear of his resistance in the car that was driving at that time.

"Based on the woman who doesn't know herself!, I've paid a lot to serve me!," the man jolted as he landed a few slaps toward Tia.

"At death I don't want you to touch!, find another woman!, and let us go!," Tia cried increasingly hysterical and rebellious.

While Rose was only speechless to see Tia rebelling in the car despite being hit and slapped by the striped man.

While Sesa could only cry and was so frightened just to help his best friend.

"Are you already deterred!, huh!," the man shouted as he saw Tia so limp in all the blows he had dealt to her.

"I'm not a weak woman, you son of a bitch!" exclaimed Tia as she pushed the car door and jumped out of the car without hesitation when she opened it.

Making all of it, especially Sesa was so wide-eyed when she saw all of it.

But when Sesa wants to follow Tia's way, immediately there is Rose's hand that blocks her.

"He may be dead, Sesa" Rose said, looking fearfully at their customers that night.

"Astagfirullah!," cried Tia with a breath that returned irregularly after she remembered the bad events before she was helped by Fatimah.

"I'd better get some fresh air" said Tia trying to strengthen herself to just go around the big house.

When he just came out of the room.

Faintly he began to hear a voice from a distance.

The closer he approached, the clearer the sound became.

His steps instantly came to a halt as his ears had managed to recognize what sound he had heard since coming out from inside the room.

"Is there anyone who teaches?," said Tia smiling happily as she continued her steps closer to the origin of the sound.

His steps came back to a halt when he saw a room that was so crowded with children who were teaching at the time.

He continued to stand happily in the corner of the door while staring at the child who was so smart and sholeh in front of him was trying to memorize the 30th juice Quran.

So this is Ummar's halfway house. God, I can't believe I got to this place after what I've been through, Tia's mind with eyes that start to get wet.

In the last part, the children were so in unison chanting Surah An Nas.

قُلْ اَعُوْذُ بِرَبِّ النَّاسِۙ - ١

Latin reading: qul a'kinawa birabbin-nas

It means: Say, "I seek refuge in the Lord of men,"

مَلِكِ النَّاسِۙ - ٢

Latin reading: malikin-nas

Meaning: King of men,

اِلٰهِ النَّاسِۙ - ٣

Latin reading: ilahin-nas

Meaning: human worship, human,

مِنْ شَرِّ الْوَسْوَاسِ ەۙ الْخَنَّاسِۖ - ٤

Latin reading: min syarril-waswasil-khannas

Meaning: from the evil (whispers) demons are hiding, the,

الَّذِيْ يُوَسْوِسُ فِيْ صُدُوْرِ النَّاسِۙ - ٥

Latin reading: allaishi yuwaswisu fi nas

That is, who whispers (evil) into the bosom of man,

مِنَ الْجِنَّةِ وَالنَّاسِ ࣖ - ٦

Latin reading: minal-jinnati wan-nas

Meaning: from (groups) jinn and humans.

"Shodaqallah, hul' azhim," cried all the children in unison.