Is it My fault, If I Desire Heaven..??

Inner burden

Early in the morning, Maryam was busy in her kitchen.

He cleaned the house and prepared breakfast for the whole family.

He seems very busy lately.

Someone who sees it will not know if in fact he is trying to hide the turmoil of his heart.

It was all he could do to slightly forget his wounded heart and the inner burden he was enduring.

Sometimes he was silent for a moment.

There were no thoughts or shadows in her youth if one day her marriage would become like this.

The good purpose of giving a father and status to his son instead became a hell of the world for him.

He was caught in a marriage with a man who could never appreciate it.

Bad habits, likes to play women, drunken drunk.

"Astagfirullah", said Maryam's mother while stroking her chest and rubbing her wet forehead because it does not stop activities busy her with homework.

He also did not expect, if her husband had a biological child.

He was worried that the presence of Bram's son would further destroy Malik's life.

Why not...??.

Bram will get rid of Malik, maybe even Malik will not be seen and not recognized by the child by Bram.

Bram will also divorce Maryam's mother because he no longer needs her.

When it comes to divorce, Miss Maryam is happy to be separated from the shackles of a husband like Bram.

But he thought about Malik's fate later.

How can it all destroy Malik's life later...??.

Miss Maryam took a deep breath.

"Prophe Maryam, for Malik's sake", said Maryam's mother tried to survive and hide the news that her papa actually had a biological child.

He is determined that everything will look good in front of Malik.

Let me endure this pain myself, my son no, murmured Maryam in my heart while rearranging breakfast at the dinner table.

"For the mi" said the doctor Malik walked over to Maryam's mother and kissed her cheek.

"Dear, breakfast" said Miss Maryam trying to look good.

"Mi, I'll be home tonight yeah, oh yeah say Rachel put on my work coat iron for tomorrow, mami rest just don't get too tired" said doctor Malik while enjoying breakfast at the dinner table.

Maryam's eyes were on her husband, who was preparing to come out of his room.

"Pi...!!, breakfast first..??", exclaimed Maryam.

Doctor Malik fell silent and a moment later returned to eating his breakfast.

Miss Maryam immediately prepared a chair and prepared breakfast for her husband.

Bram was just stunned and started devouring his breakfast.

"Teh pi.??" said Miss Maryam.

"No need" said Bram still staring in wonder at his wife who was being nice to him.

In his mind, he was very astonished by the attitude of Miss Maryam, especially after the incident that made Maryam mother know that Bram had a biological child.

Then Bram's eyes were on Malik.

He then realized that Maryam was trying to hide it from Malik.

"Malik, where's Rachel.??" said Bram trying a stale base.

"Rahel is still in the room pi.", said doctor Malik tried to forget his bad papi attitude late this to him.

"How was your wedding.??" said Bram.

Doctor Malik was silent for a moment, he squeezed his spoon and a moment later regained his composure.

"Well pi.., I have accepted Rahel as my wife, like papi's orders" said Doctor Malik would not provoke another debate in his house.

Doctor Malik does not want his mother to be depressed because of all the problems that continue to arise in their family.

"Good then" said Bram, throwing a smile at Malik.

"Mi, I left first yes, assalammualaikum", said doctor Malik kissed the back of his mami's hand and papi.

Malik got into his car and went to the hospital where he worked.

Miss Maryam then tidied up the dirty dishes at the dinner table.

He was silent to see Bram keep looking at him without even turning away.

"I know, you hid everything from Malik, right.??" said Bram.

"It is better for Malik not to know about the fact" said Miss Maryam turned away from Bram.

" Pinter is also you, but if I've managed to find my biological child, ready you to tell Malik okay.!!, and ready for you to widow", bram said to close his lips to the ear of Miss Maryam.

Making Maryam's tears can no longer be dammed.

Bram walked away from Maryam's mother who sobbed sobbing sobs.

"I used to work for my beloved wife", exclaimed Bram while laughing toying with the feelings of Miss Maryam who had been destroyed for a long time.

"Astagfirullah" said Miss Maryam running towards her room.

Rachel who had been hiding behind the stairs then came out and watched Maryam's mother enter the room crying.

"Ware nih.!!, now I am still safe, but if the birth child om Bram meet, can be scratched me from the Jayawijaya family" said Rahel rushed out of the house and into his car.

I have to find the prostitute, only she is now my hope, Rahel murmured inwardly and hurried to drive her car out of the yard.