Is it My fault, If I Desire Heaven..??

I'm still waiting for you..!!

Doctor Malik was pensive in his study, he occasionally played pen in his hand.

His hands seem to play, but his mind cannot escape the shadow of the Rose.

I must see with my own eyes if the Rose has indeed had a husband.!!, muttered Doctor Malik.

He got out of his seat, got out of his room and rushed to the child's poly room.

"No one" he said, walking into the child's poly room.

He was looking for a file on the baby that the Rose was carrying at the time.

He was trying to remember the name of the baby.

"Fatimah.!!, yes, fatimah", he said rushing to find medical documents belonging to Fatimah.

Doctor Malik kept looking in every drawer he had, opening every single sheet of documents he had in his hand.

"Meet..!!", cried doctor Malik immediately read the documents in his grasp.

He was amazed at what he read.

"Without father.??" said Malik's doctor in astonishment.

"How is it possible.??", he exclaimed again.

Then he rushed out of the room and looked for the pediatrician who was treating Fatimah at that time.

He casually tried to extract information from the doctor without arousing suspicion of his colleague.

"Doctor Fatma.!!", exclaimed doctor Malik chasing after doctor Fatma who looks to be going home and has headed to his car.

"Yeah doc" said Fatma's doctor, closing the door again.

"Emmm, look doc, the doctor remembered that time there was a baby named Fatimah who was examined by the doctor.??" said Doctor Malik fishing for the memory of Doctor Fatma.

"Fatimah...??" said Dr. Fatma considering remembering the name of the baby in Malik's intention.

"Who came with his mother and grandmother" said doctor Malik again provoked the memory of Doctor Fatma.

"Gosh..!!, sorry doctor, I just remembered, then why yes doc..??", said doctor Fatma was surprised by the question of doctor Malik.

"No, I was surprised doc, why did Fatimah's father not come to the hospital huh..???, but the woman brought the baby and her mother, is it not a hassle..?", malik said the doctor tried to extract as much information from the Fatma doctor by looking for a reasonable reason.

"Maybe doc, the woman is not married, Fatimah is also just his adopted child" said doctor Fatma made Malik doctor again hope to get the Rose.

"Is it really doc..??", asked Malik excitedly.

"Yeah doc, why I lied, I already want to go home first" said Fatma doctor into his car and drove away from the hospital yard.

While Malik's doctor smilingly ran into his car and drove to the address he read in the medical history of Fatimah and her mother Rose.

"Why aren't you honest Rose..??" exclaimed Malik's doctor who drove his car non-stop.

A few hours later.

Malik's doctor's car stopped across the street from the large house owned by Roses.

"One once.???" said doctor Malik get out of the car and scout the Rose house even closer.

There was no one at home, where did the Rose go.??, murmured Dr. Malik.

He waited until dawn in front of the Rose's house, but there was no sign of anyone returning home.

"I'm still waiting for you Roses!!, my love, my bidad" said doctor Malik to get out of his seat and head to his car.

He was still waiting for a while in the car, still hoping that the Rose would return to his home.

With his bare hands Doctor Malik spurred his car to leave the Rose house.

Roses is still recovering in hospital after the kidney surgery he and Geyna performed.

The only effort for Geyna could be to be healthy and recover.

Within a few days they had to remain in the hospital until they were healthy and recovered.

"Assalammualaikum mi" said Mawar sitting in a wheelchair into the room Geyna assisted by Burhan.

During this time Burhan faithfully accompanied the Rose in every condition.

He showed that he was really serious about the rose.

"Walaikumsalam" said Geyna throwing her smile at the Rose.

Ever since he got sick and lived on the streets, even abandoned by all his foster children.

It turned out that without her guessing it was Rose who was willing to give her a new life, a child that she had been camping for her entire life, and now that made him steadfastly repent and atone for all his iniquities in the Rose.

"Mommy's feeling better..??" the Rose holds Geyna's hand.

"Thank you dear, my mother is like being reborn now, thanks to you" said Geyna stroking the Rose hijab.

"Alhamdulillah, Roses hope mami learn from the past yes mi" said Mawar hopes more on Geyna after this.

"Definitely dear, definitely" said Geyna with glassy eyes, that she did not expect God still gave her the opportunity to become a better person.

"Tomorrow we go home, we open a new page yes mi, me, Mami, mother, and Fatimah" said the happy Rose.

Geyna then looked towards Burhan.

"Your husband..??" said Geyna astonished.

"Sorry aunt, I'm just a friend, not Rose's husband" Burhan said.

"Then Fatimah..??" said Geyna increasingly astonished.

"Fatimah's adopted child Rose mi, Rose is not married until now, Rose is still focused on career and health mother.

"God, adopted child of the Rose.??, what noble is your heart, when your age is young, you can already be a parent to other people's children, while Mami, when old age is like this, mami never once took care of you properly" said Geyna again remembering her mistake first.

"Here you go, don't bring up old wounds, we just live our lives now" said Rose kissing the back of Geyna's hand.

"Assalammualaikum" said Mbak Lastri and Bik Mus who carried Fatimah into Geyna's room.

"Walaikumsalam" said Rose in conjunction with Burhan.

"Mami..., what is the condition of mami..??" said Pastri massaging Geyna's legs.

"Alhamdulillah, I've been better" said Geyna.

"Mi, this is Fatimah" said Mbak Lastri showed Fatimah in a sling bik Mus.

"God is so beautiful.!!, already able to hijab the rose.???", exclaimed Geyna amazed by the baby who already wears the hijab.

"Alhamdulillah Fatimah has hijab mi" said Rawar smiling happily.

"Here's the big granny" said Geyna trying to hold Fatimah.

Over time Geyna seemed to enjoy her friendship with Fatimah, she began to love the little baby like her own grandchild, her maternal instincts increasingly appeared along with her who was getting closer to God.

"Alhamdulillah", said Rose rubbed her tears of happiness, seeing her family now complete and happy.