Is it My fault, If I Desire Heaven..??

When all of them are away 2.

"I'm sorry, with a heavy heart I say the worst thing about your husband's condition" exclaimed the doctor still ringing in Fatimah's head at that time.

"I'm ready to listen" said Fatimah as she occasionally wiped her tears.

"As a result of the accident, the mother's husband was completely paralyzed, only a miracle can answer his fate now" said the doctor while removing a blood transfusion hose from Fatimah's arm.

"Fatimah?" cried Mira immediately disperse her reverie of the events of that morning.

With her eyes still wet, Fatimah looked at her husband who was still lying unconscious before her.

There was a feeling of pain in his heart when he saw the state of the Great Boss back then.

It was as if there was a strange feeling within him as he stared at the figure of the man before him now.

Why is it with me?, why does my heart hurt so much when it sees its hurt and suffering?, the inner Fatimah.

Moreover, everyone, even himself, knew that he and the Big Boss did not marry on the basis of love.

Simultaneously, Aqly immediately moved from her sitting with a tired and lazy look.

"Let's go home", Aqly rushed to get out of the room, she looked so tired and tired of being there.

Even though he just sat there quietly all the time while watching Mira and her brother pacing back and forth taking care of every medical need of the boss.

"Come on Fatimah" asked Mira to hold Fatimah's hand tightly.

But Mira felt confused as she felt there was a refusal from Fatimah's hand to leave from there.

Fatimah did not budge from her place even though Aqly was already upset waiting for her.

"Fatimah?" cried Mira.

"You go home first, I'll keep her here, I'm afraid when the Boss wakes up and needs something" said Fatimah still staring fixedly at her husband's face.

"Can't!, there's no guarantee you won't run when I get home!," Aqly's jolt forced her hand.

"Stop Aqly!, let it be if it's her wish, you don't have to curse her every time you talk to your sister!," exclaimed Mira trying to shake Aqly's hand.

He was already fed up with Aqly's rude and arrogant attitude towards his own sister.

There is nothing more painful between the two brothers than the attitude of a sister who would drag the brother like Fatimah into their dark and dirty world.

"Bare her!," Aqly jolted in disbelief.

His hand had almost slapped Mira's cheek, but was stopped by Fatimah.

"Stop dik!, try you're in the position of Boss!, do you want to be alone here!," Fatimah's jolt made Aqly dumbfounded.

"Well if you insist, I'll call Brother Rea to take your place here, so there'll be no excuse from your mouth anymore," sahut Aqly immediately reached into the phone from his pants pocket.

With confidence he tried to call Rea and Lely who from the beginning had refused to come to the hospital.

Mira was a little throbbing as she stared at Aqly who kept trying to contact Rea repeatedly.

"Already Aqly, they will never raise a call from you, they are not women who can understand someone's distress," exclaimed Mira made Aqly give up her stubbornness.

"Okay, you can be here to take care of the boss, but if you dare to be like that, remember the fate of your mother, I don't play games" Aqly threatened to make Fatimah just nod slowly.

As for the ungodly child!, Inner Mira took off her handrails from Fatimah's hand and hurried to follow Aqly to leave the hospital.

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"Where is he going" said Mira staring at Aqly who was trying to get to another road.

"Geez!," exclaimed Mira quickly out of the car and pulled Aqly's body quickly until they fell on the edge of the sidewalk simultaneously.

For a moment, Aqly and Mira were caught staring at each other.

Aqly was also so nervous as her chest clung to both of Mira's chest mounds.

"You okay?" asked Mira to make Aqly wake up and turn angry, pushing Mira's body away from her body.

"You've gone mad!, are you looking for an opportunity to approach me!," Aqly jolted trying to get up.

He even looked at Mira so lowly back then.

Makes Mira feel a little awkward with herself.

"T-was, there was..," exclaimed Mira not even given a chance by Aqly to explain what happened.

Aqly continued to interrupt what Mira wanted to say at that time.

"You're not my level Mira, use that brain of yours!, I'm still sane!, even if I approach a woman, not a dirty woman like you!, which every day is laced with lust sweat by many men!," Aqly jolted spontaneously.

His words so make Mira dumbfounded and feel disgusted about herself.

"Why?, do you now think that my words are true!," Aqly's jolt further broke Mira's heart.

"You're right Aqly, I'm aware of who I am" said Lirih Mira without being able to hold back tears that wanted to immediately fall on her cheeks.

"Good then!, remember one thing, now or later, I will never approach you or be interested in you!," aqly whispered made Mira immediately run in the car while wiping her tears that were relentlessly dripping.

"Mas gpp?," exclaimed a man suddenly appeared in a row.

Hearing the man's words, Aqly was so astonished and confused that it made her just speechless to look at the strange man who was staring at her with a relieved look.

"Like the mas gpp, thank God then," exclaimed the man again making Aqly astonished.

"Sorry sir, why me?, and do I know my father before him?" asked Aqly straightened out his curiosity.

"Loh, mas that's how anyway!, mas just almost wanted to be hit by a motorbike, fortunately there was mbak mbak earlier who pushed mas into the sidewalk," the exclaiming of the man made Aqly so stunned in disbelief.

Every word the man made was now inaudible to Aqly's ears.

Aqly's gaze still focused on looking at the woman who was now crying in the back seat of her car.

She helped me?, inner Aqly felt stupid.

"Heh mas!, how the hell!, hope yes, pantesan want to cross not understand his way," complained the man rushed away leaving Aqly who did not respond to his speech at all.

Aqly slowly walked towards the car and sat feeling guilty in the steering wheel.

Even his self did not dare to look back, he was so embarrassed by his dirty words that he had deliberately said to insult Mira without knowing the real events.

But Aqly also felt so embarrassed when she wanted to say an apology to Mira and admit her mistake.

"Mi - Mira?" cried Aqly trying to provoke a conversation with Mira.

But Mira seems too fragile and destroyed to serve Aqly at that time.

While looking at Mira's face through the steering glass, Aqly slowly runs her car continuously until they get to the front of their brothel.