Is it My fault, If I Desire Heaven..??

A meeting 2.

"A-what does the old woman mean sister?," asked Aqly still in disbelief with her own audience.

As true as what happened to him?, the big inner boss again tried to glance at the view towards the plaque of the room which inscribed the isolation room of HIV sufferers.

"It turns out that my mother still knows me" said Fatimah, unable to hold back her tears.

"How can you forget your own child, where have you been?, we were so worried" cried Rachel sobbing.

The conversation between them further left Aqly and the big Boss dumbfounded at the fact.

All Aqly knew was that Fatimah was an illegitimate child.

But he never knew the figure of the woman who became Fatimah's biological mother, and how her life.

While the big Boss is still seen trying to digest all of it.

He recalled the time when he had scolded himself and had the heart to leave Fatimah in the grave area of the mother, because he did not accept the Fatimah who did not want to understand the misfortune of him and his mother, because he did not accept the fate that would not understand the misfortune of her, and consider Fatimah was presumptuously trying to criticize his attitude and behavior without knowing the pain he had been craving all this time.

But today, when looking at the figure of Rachel, there was shame in the big boss, it was not him and his mother who were just unlucky people in this world.

She and I were so different, she addressed everything in her good and perfect way, but me?, what did I do?, I tried to treat my wounds by destroying my own life, the inner Great Boss felt increasingly inferior in the face of Fatimah.

He was so sorry for throwing away his young age for the dirty business that he had been proud of.

After the longing between mother and child was over.

Rahel's gaze immediately stared at Aqly as well as the big Boss who could only sit on his wheelchair.

Because he was so happy, since Fatimah came, he did not realize there were two men who were coming with Fatimah.

"He?," asked Rachel early on, staring at Aqly's face continuously.

It was as if the face of the young man before her had seen and known before her.

"She Aqly buk, my sister, the son of the mother of the Roses," said Fatimah made Rachel's eyes sparkle.

"It is fitting that mother as she had seen her, she was so similar to the late Burhan," exclaimed Rachel making Aqly smile a little without her own noticing.

"You know my father too?" asked Aqly, eager to hear more stories about him.

Because he never remembered anything about the figure of the father, he can describe the figure of the father in his mind only from the story of the story of the mother when he was a child.

"I know him quite well, although I never got along with him while he was alive. But I know for sure, he's the perfect man in your mother's eyes even in the eyes of the world," rahel tries to remember his past and all his bad behavior to Rose and Burhan.

Hearing that, there was a deep sense of happiness in Aqly's heart.

At first glance Aqly imagined, so lucky if he could get to know and spend a lot of time with the figure of his biological father.

"Ayah Burhan is indeed the best father in the world buk," said Fatimah makes Rachel increasingly nostalgic far back.

"Yes!, you're right Fatimah, she has even been able to care for and accommodate many abandoned children in her halfway house before even knowing your mother Rose, what is nobler than all that?," rahel said as he looked at Aqly without turning a single look.

His heart was so happy that he was still given the opportunity to see Burhan's son and Rose grow up with his own eyes.

"You can't imagine Burhan's father's glorious life in his lifetime, he walked without deviating from God's teachings" said Fatimah, making Aqly's smile fade.

There was a sense of turbulence and shame starting to appear in Aqly's heart upon hearing all of that.

"I'm sure!, surely this son of his is not much different from his father," said Rahel made a smile Aqly instantly disappeared all over him.

It was as if there was a loud slap that led to her at that moment.

"God willing" said Fatimah, hoping Aqly could change and follow in their father's footsteps.

Hearing all of that, Aqly could only bow, as if a strange feeling had struck her back then.

"He's my husband" said Fatimah made Rachel and the big boss stunned for quite a long time.

I didn't expect him to admit to me, the inner Great Boss didn't feel his tears dripping.

"T-but, how did it all happen?" rahel said brick.

He did not expect the return of Fatimah that day by bringing a new status.

"Mom believes in me, right?" said Fatimah briefly.

Seeing the smile on Fatimah's face, Rachel immediately brushed off all the question marks on her heart.

"Mom believes in you, all your decisions you must have thought carefully," sahut Rahel made the big boss again amazed by the figure of Fatimah who could even convince the mother without any explanation for the actions and decisions he had taken.

-----##----

"Sorry buk, the visiting hours have run out, let me take it out" said a nurse cutting off a warm conversation between Fatimah and Rachel at the time.

"God, it's already night" said Fatimah, unaware.

"You'd better go home, and don't forget your mother's message, come visit your mother, she's so sad that you've been gone all this time," rahel said though his heart was heavy to let his daughter go again from her side.

Fatimah just nodded while saying her greetings and slowly they started walking away from there.

Throughout his steps, Fatimah still tried to cover up the feeling of fear when later he had to face the mother.

He was so afraid of the reaction of his mother if he knew his life and his new status now.

Along the way, only silence was created in their car.

Aqly's mind still kept thinking about all the words from Rachel that day.

*His son is definitely not much different from his father*

The word kept repeating in Aqly's brain the entire time no matter how hard Aqly tried to forget her.

"Astagfirullah!, watch out dik!," exclaimed Fatimah to make the Aqly daydream scanty.

And quickly, his hands immediately turned the steering wheel until their car had circled on the deserted road.

"You all right?" asked Fatimah as their car stopped turning.

At such a crucial time, Fatimah was still worried about others rather than her own life.

"Damn it!, is the woman blind!," Aqly's jolt instantly angered as usual.

Direct emotion is an uncertain thing.

Aqly and Fatimah get out of the car to see what happened.

"Please!, help me!, mas!," exclaimed a woman so hysterical at the sight of the appearance of Fatimah and Aqly.

"Astagfirullah!, why?" asked Fatimah to hold the woman to calm down.

Her random hair and face would make her face difficult to recognize.

While Aqly was still stunned by what happened.

Even Aqly continued to look at the sexy clothes that the woman in front of her was wearing.

From her clothes, she was like a brothel girl, but why was she so hysterical like that?, Aqly's inner only looked strangely as Fatimah still continued to try to calm the mysterious woman.