Is it My fault, If I Desire Heaven..??

Are you willing to face the rose...??

"Alhamdulillah..!!, we are in pi..??", exclaimed Maryam as she pushed her husband's wheelchair.

He gave thanks after 2 months in the hospital.

Bram finally got home.

His body can only sit in a wheelchair.

"We go to the room ya pi", said Maryam mother invited her husband to rest in the room, surely Bram really miss the pleasure of sleeping in his own bed.

Bram just nodded gesturing that he agreed.

Ever since he woke up in the hospital after the accident, the last word he could say was Rose.

After a seizure and unconsciousness, he lost his speech.

The doctor helps Bram to sleep in bed.

He took care of her like he promised Maryam.

As cruel and chiseled as the papi against him, Bram is still the father of Doctor Malik.

"Bapi rest first yes, I want to settle the goods papi in the car" said doctor Malik.

But when Malik's doctor will move from next to Bram.

Bram tried with all his might to move his finger.

Nil..!!.

Even his finger could not be moved in the slightest, let alone to hold the hand of Doctor Malik.

Until Dr. Malik disappears from Bram's sight.

"Bapi eat first yes, take medicine and rest" said Miss Maryam re-entered the room while carrying her husband's porridge and medicine.

Bram tried again, this time he tried to talk.

His mouth seemed to be trying to say something, but his voice did not come out in the slightest.

"Bapi want what.??" said Maryam did not understand.

When Maryam tried to bribe her, she shook her head and closed her mouth.

Bram kept trying to say what he wanted to say.

"Akkkkkk...!!, akkkk.!.., mmmm,.ma.", shirih sounded from Bram's mouth who was as hard as trying to speak.

Miss Maryam tried to interpret what her husband meant, but all she predicted was only answered by Bram.

A moment later, Malik's doctor returned to Bram's room carrying Bram's last bag of goods.

"But why mi..??, I think nervous so.??", cried doctor Malik approached Bram who seemed to continue to force himself beyond his current abilities.

"Mami don't know, I think your papi wants to say something" said Miss Maryam.

"It's ..!!, but your papi keeps shaking his head" said Maryam confused.

"Bapi wants to go out.???, taman..?" asked Dr. Malik.

Bram just kept shaking his head and repeating his lip movements.

"Mmm..!!,.ma..!!", said Bram with all his might.

Dr. Malik brought his ears close to Bram's mouth.

Doctor Malik was stunned and could not believe what he was thinking about what Bram was trying to say.

"Do you know.???, what does papi want...??", exclaimed Maryam curious.

"Is papi looking for a Rose.??", cried Malik with a face still in disbelief.

"What is Malik.??" cried Maryam ma'am immediately turned his gaze to Bram.

Bram nodded non-stop, making Maryam's mother more incredulous.

"Imptahil..!!, papi what do you want with the Rose.???", exclaimed Maryam looking at Dr. Malik.

Doctor Malik sat down next to Bram and kissed the back of his hand.

"I will try to bring the Roses here pi" said Dr. Malik with glassy eyes.

"Where could Malik.??" exclaimed Maryam, for she knew the Rose had become the wife of a man, and it was inappropriate for Malik to meet her.

Miss Maryam is also worried, Malik's efforts so far to forget the Roses will be in vain.

Doctor Malik rushed out of the room and walked towards his car.

Maryam got up and rushed after her son.

"Wait son..!!, are you sure.??, and are you able to face the Rose.??" exclaimed Maryam, making Malik's footsteps stop.

"By papi mi.!!", exclaimed doctor Malik trying to look strong.

"Aren't you going to get carried away with your heart later, son.??" exclaimed Maryam's mother looking at her child's face who did not dare to look at her.

"Inshaallah mi" said Dr. Malik.

"Remember one thing, Roses already have husbands, keep your boundaries.!!, lest you become thorns in their households" said Miss Maryam trying to anticipate what could happen.

"Malik remembers the noodles, assalammualaikum", said Malik's doctor kissed the back of Maryam's hand and immediately rushed his car to the Rose residence.

On the way, the tears that he had been holding back eventually spilled as well.

Can not be denied, the heart of doctor Malik still clearly remembers his love for the Rose who is now the wife of Burhan.

He tried hard and wiped those tears.

"I must not be weak!!, there are obligations that I must fulfill as a dutiful child" said Malik's doctor speeding up the speed of his car.