Is it My fault, If I Desire Heaven..??

Is it My fault, If I Desire Heaven..??
The meeting is back after 22 years



Boy's car soon entered the courtyard of a house familiar to Bram's memory.


Even though Bram was there only once, but he remembered the place very much.


Where he met a young girl 22 years ago.


Before he had to leave Indonesia because of his work abroad.


And it became the last memory he had fun with the women before he finally married Maryam.


The woman who is now his legal wife.


"Yukk Bram", said Boy got off his car.


Bram followed Boy down from the car.


Looks like a woman who is still the same as he saw 22 years ago.


Although his body was not as slim as before.


Geyna's gaze was trying to recognize the man who was heading towards her.


He switched off his cigarette and immediately approached the two men.


As if there was something strange in the gaze of Bram and Geyna who did not turn to each other, Boy decided to go straight into the big house and immediately took a girl who was welcoming him inside the house.


"You're still as beautiful as Geyna was" said Bram circling Geyna who was still trying to recognize Bram.


Hearing Bram's words provoked Geyna's memory.


Geyna also remembered that the one currently beside her was Bram.


A guy who made out with her 22 years ago.


The man she chose as the owner of the best seed for her womb.


Now the seed has become a great enemy of Geyna.


"The cup is you Bram, why can I forget a handsome man like you.??" said Geyna touching Bram's chest with the aim of provoking Bram's passion.


Bram laughed loudly.


"Yes because maybe now we are getting old Geyna" said Bram.


"But even so, I am still as passionate and satisfying as Bram used to be" Geyna hugged Bram, putting both of her hands on Bram's shoulders.


"Oh yeah, can you prove it.??", Bram fishing rod.


Without speaking Geyna pulled Bram's hand into the house.


They danced for a moment with the others, enjoying the night with happy.


After the night got late.


Geyna and Bram headed to Geyna's room.


Bram, who was still staggering because he again consumed alcohol, tried to observe the room.


"This place, it hasn't changed a bit, I remember you made me unable to get out of your arms" said Bram pulling Geyna's body and laying it on the bed.


"Tonight was the same Bram" said Geyna increasingly passionate made.


That night, Geyna and Bram repeated their memories 22 years ago.


The forbidden relationship was re-established because of family problems, the problem of choosing a future wife for Malik.


Bram doesn't know who the real rose is.


Maybe if Bram knew the truth the reaction might not be like that.


Bram let go of all his troubles in Geyna's arms that night without thinking about anything stressful this end.


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By morning, sunlight had entered the window of Geyna's room.


Geyna suddenly woke up, she felt a very painful pain in her stomach.


Still wrapped in a blanket without clothes, he tried to stand up and look for drugs.


"Meet...!!", exclaimed Geyna in a soft voice, afraid Bram woke up and knew his condition was sick.


He returned to lay his body beside Bram.


Bram woke up then.


He looked at the Geyna who had woken up beside him.


"Morning.", said Geyna with a hug Bram.


"Emmm, is it morning.??, Bram looked at his watch.


"Why..??, you want to leave me in a hurry like before ..??, and without any news for 22 years" said Geyna.


Bram was back in bed.


"No, I still want to be here, I'm bored at home" Bram exclaimed.


"Why does it.???, do you have Bram's wife.??" said Geyna.


"I have a wife and a son, but they always defy me" Bram said, recalling his frustration with his wife and son.


"Yes, it hurts so much when we are betrayed by our hard-earned child" Geyna said daydreaming and imagining Rose's behavior on her.


"You have a child.??, I don't think the girl of the night wants to have a child" Bram said.


"Son..???, no, I never felt I had a child" said Geyna still holds a grudge against the Rose even though he knows now that the Rose is gone.


"I can't be here till noon..??" said Bram poking Geyna's cheek.


"May dong dear, it's up to you to go home when, okay, I want to take a shower first" said Geyna leaving Bram.


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That morning Gea approached the girls on the back porch.


He was curious, Geyna had not been seen since last night.


"Hey, where's mom.??, how come you didn't look like from last night" said Gea sitting next to the girls.


"Indeed not know, mami tuh still nemenin mami customers from last night until now" said One of the girls.


"Guests here until this hour why.?", ketus Gea.


"Where do we know mbak, ihh mbak jeles yes.??" said one of the other girls.


"Ihhh...!! not the level of kaleee" said Gea lit his cigarette.


All gazes were instantly fixed on a man descending from the 2nd floor.


"That's your mami customer" whispered a girl to Gea.


Gea watched carefully.


Then he approached the man.


"For om, om satisfied with the service here.??" said Gea trying to be friendly to Bram and hope Bram is also passionate to look into sexy an Gea.


"Ago", said Bram indifferently.


Making the girls who were watching hold back their laughter.


"Emmm whose name is it.??, if I may know", said Gea again fishing chat with Bram.


"Bram, just call me Bram" said Bram.


Gea arrived like he had heard that name.


But when is it.??, murmured Gea in the heart.


"Om new customers here, why have I never seen om before.??" said Gea still curious.


"I have only been here 2 times, but for the first 22 years ago, maybe you were new here" said Bram.


22 years ago..??, Gea murmured still confused.


"Oh yes, say the same mom, I have to go home, there are urgent things that I have to deal with, I'm sorry, the payment will be transferred later", said Bram out of the house and immediately drove his car until it was not seen again from Gea's view.


I'm sure I've heard his name, but when did ya..???, muttered Gea and passed away by enjoying the rest of the cigarettes in his hand.