Is it My fault, If I Desire Heaven..??

Geyna Cemetery

The rose sobbed in the car while hugging Fatimah and carrying a small pitcher in her hand.

He recalled the brief moment when he was with Geyna like a mother and child that they never did when the Rose was the age of Fatimah.

Mi, why did mommy have the heart to leave Fatimah.!!, muttered Rose, her tears did not stop dripping.

"Mother, where are we going.??, grandma na kok not come..??" exclaimed Fatimah did not see Geyna in the last few days.

"We want to go to the new grandmother's house, we are the same, baby" said Rose rubbed her tears that fell.

"Mother do not cry" said Fatimah hugging her mother who continued to cry.

At this age, Fatimah still did not understand what had happened.

Pastri cannot say anything, he also felt the pain that the Rose was experiencing.

Sometimes his tears fell, but he kept trying hard and occasionally smiled at Fatimah.

"We have arrived" Burhan said, stopping his car.

They went down along with the other group.

The group of foster children of Burhan's house and some neighbors who pity with Roses.

In the silent cemetery it is a new place for Geyna.

A final resting place for every man who has been called by his creator.

Man is created from a handful of earth and will eventually return to earth.

There was gathered the caretakers of the tomb, the burrow was ready to welcome the body of Geyna.

The rose came back crying as the jug he was holding was put into a burrow and lost in the mound of earth that was covering it.

Even your body I can't save mi, I'm sorry I can only take the rest of your ashes as a sign that we have buried you properly, may you calm there, muttered Rose in heart while closing her eyes.

Suddenly the wind blew wagging the Rose hijab.

It was as if Roses sensed that Geyna was by his side and was smiling at him.

The rose fainted and lost consciousness.

In his sleep he felt in a very beautiful garden.

He walked past the flower that had bloomed perfectly.

Not far in front of him, a veiled woman was sitting on a swing.

Roses came up to him and greeted him.

"Assalammualaikum ukhti", cried the Rose.

"Walaikumsalam", said the woman turned and stood before the Rose.

To Rose's surprise, the woman standing before him was Geyna.

With a clean body, wearing a white shirt and headscarf, with a glowing face smiled at her.

"Mami..!!", cried Rose in disbelief.

Geyna wiped the Rose tears and held both her hands.

"Didn't you recognize your mother.??" said Geyna.

"I just didn't expect to see my mom again" said Roses smiling happily.

"Take this as an opportunity from God for us to meet once again my son" Geyna kissed Rose on the forehead.

"This is where Mami waits until we are together to be called to the Mahsyar field later" said Geyna to take Roses around the place.

"It is a beautiful place" said the Rose in amazement.

"Wait until you see the beauty of heaven that you have dreamed of since the Rose" Geyna smiled.

"Really mi.!!", cried the curious Rose.

"Yes.!!, and promise me the Rose, you will always live as you are today, until your task in the world is completed and managed to reach Allah's paradise according to what you aspire to since childhood" said Geyna rubbed the Rose hijab.

"Sure mi, I will bring and mami into it" said Mawar hugging Geyna.

"Oh my dear, my mother will wait for that day, and until that time comes, she will have to make amends and sins for the first time in the world, and only God knows when it ends", geyna.

"Can I stay here??" said the Rose.

"Fatimah still needs you Roses, there are many things you have to do in the world" Geyna said.

The rose only nodded, a moment later Geyna released her hand grip from the Rose.

Geyna began to step away from the Rose.

When the Rose wanted to chase him arrived his steps stopped hearing the voice of Fatimah calling him.

"Mother...!!", cried Fatimah from a distance.

The rose opened its eyes again.

And he realized that he was home.

"Dad.!!, you are awake.!!", cried Fatimah hugging the Rose.

"Alhamdulillah.!!", exclaimed Burhan and Mbak Lastri gave thanks because the Rose had died.

"Mas, we were not at the funeral mami...??" said the confused Rose.

"So you passed out baby, so we brought you home" Burhan said, hugging the Rose.

Instantly Rose stood up and ran to hug Pastri.

"Oh, I met my mother in a dream, my mother was in a beautiful place buk", cried Rose holding the hand of Pastri.

"God, may it be a good sign, Mami, Mami, Jihad in the way of Allah, sin of any amount will be forgiven, God willing" said Pastri wiping his tears that fell.

"Amin", cried Rose and Burhan simultaneously.

"Oh yes Roses, are you ready to see the Reporters, you promised after Mami's funeral you'd meet them and explain about the incident, they're now charging for it", said Burhan holding the shoulders of the Rose.

"I'm ready mas" said the Rose in a breath.

"How do you explain Rachel's name???, she's your father's daughter-in-law" asked Burhan.

"We'll see, let's meet them first" exclaimed Rose holding Burhan's hand and walking together to meet the impatient journalist in front of their house.

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