Is it My fault, If I Desire Heaven..??

Don't tell him this...!!

Amid the restlessness of the Roses, Burhan had his own fears.

He looked at the face that was now closed in his arms.

I don't feel her tears dripping.

O Allah.!!, strengthen the servant.!!, murmured Burhan wiped his fallen tears.

Suddenly the phone rang.

Burhan immediately came out of the room and picked up his phone.

"Yeah.!!, I'll be there soon", exclaimed Burhan closing his phone and rushing to drive his car out of the yard.

1 Hour later.

Burhan has been in the waiting room of the hospital.

It was seen that he was waiting for the patient queue to run out to enter the doctor's room.

In about 2 hours, Malik's doctor came out of his room and brought Burhan inside.

"How did it go.??" cried Burhan impatiently.

Doctor Malik with a look of unworthiness, said the truth.

"My calculations are correct", exclaimed doctor Malik made Burhan immediately shocked and almost unable to support his own body.

Burhan sat on the floor and cried.

I don't know what he's facing.

Doctor Malik could only try to corroborate Burhan back then.

"Patience.!!, I will try as much as possible" Malik's doctor told Burhan.

With trembling hands, he read every detail of the report in his hand, and immediately closed it, he could not bear to read it until it was finished.

When Dr. Malik wanted to get out of his room.

His hands were held by Burhan.

"Please promise.!!, this is just between me and you" Burhan said.

"But the Rose deserves to know all this, we have kept it a secret for quite a long time" exclaimed Malik's doctor intending to contact the Rose.

Doctor Malik's cell phone was forcibly taken by Burhan.

"Please.!!, just this time.!!, don't tell him this.!!", exclaimed Burhan begging.

Doctor Malik let out a long sigh and complied with Burhan's every request.

"Well, it's up to you!!" said Malik, patting Burhan on the shoulder and trying to strengthen him.

On the way home, Burhan stops at the park where he meets Roses for the first time.

He remembered the beautiful rose of that time until now.

Nothing fades from her, whether her beauty, her tenderness, even her affection.

"Destiny cannot be guessed Rose, I love you, I love you so much" Burhan said, wiping his tears again.

Then he got out of his seat and drove back to their home.

There the Roses had welcomed Burhan with a feeling of hope of dismay.

"Oh Allah mas.!!, where are you.!!, in contact can not", cried Rose kissed the back of her husband's hand.

"Assalammualaikum", exclaimed Burhan trying to smile in front of the Rose.

"Walaikumsalam", said Rose was embarrassed because he had forgotten the very important greeting.

"Where is it.??" asked the curious Rose.

"I just met Malik" Burhan said, entering the house with his wife.

"You met doctor Malik.???, why.???, no word from Rachel..??", cried Rose stopped his steps.

"No, just tired" Burhan said, trying to hide something from the rose.

"Oh that way, I make tea yes" said Roses rushing to the kitchen.

Suddenly Burhan felt restless and ran towards the bathroom.

"Ehh..!!, where are you going.??" exclaimed Rose, bringing a glass of tea to Burhan.

"Yes for a moment" Burhan exclaimed from inside the bathroom.

Minutes, even hours, the Rose returned from Aqly's room crying for milk.

The rose was astonished to see that the tea he served was still intact and almost in the crowd of ants.

"Mas..!!, mas gpp.!!", exclaimed Rose knocking on the bathroom door.

The bathroom door was opened from the inside by Burhan.

"Why are you 2 hours in the bathroom why mas.??" exclaimed Rose glancing behind her husband.

"No crap, I just shaved my beard" Burhan said taking Roses to the family room.

"Beard..???, where do you have a beard.....!!", exclaimed the suspicious Rose.

"There's.!!, nih, short short but uncomfortable if not clean" said Burhan trying as calm as possible.

"Yes, I made some more tea" cried Rose took the old tea and replaced it with a new one.

Burhan stroked his chest, a sign he was relieved because the Rose believed in the reason.

"This is mas.", said Rose sitting next to her husband.

They also chatted together, with Aqly and Fatimah.

Burhan looked at the Rose happily.

At least your anxiety is a little forgotten at this time with this togetherness, I'm sorry if it will be your reason to grieve again, I really don't want it my wife.!!, I'm sorry..!!, burhan murmured inwardly trying not to shed a tear in front of the Rose.