Is it My fault, If I Desire Heaven..??
A Decision
Guests have begun to please be anxious waiting for the arrival of the bride.
Especially Maryam who looks restless in her seat.
Different from Doctor Malik.
He was so calm waiting for the presence of Roses in the pelaminan.
He believes whatever the decision of the Rose, it must be the best.
Miss Maryam who saw the calmness in her son also tried to reprimand him.
"Son....!!, did you pick up the rose.??" whispered Maryam to Dr. Malik.
"No need mi, we just wait, give him time to decide", said Malik doctor looking at the beautiful decorations that conjure his house like a palace with a long sigh.
"What do you mean.?", exclaimed Maryam increasingly agitated.
But there was no reply from Dr. Malik a word.
Suddenly the wedding staff came with gasps, he whispered to his partner.
The face of the staff of the man was so shocked.
"Omg.!!", said the male staff as he scratched his head.
The man's staff walked up to Malik's doctor and whispered in his ear.
Doctor Malik seemed to be in disbelief and ran towards the Rose room.
All the invitations stood up from their seats.
"Calm down everyone.!!", exclaimed the man's staff to calm down the guests.
"What's really going on.??" exclaimed the confused Maryam ma'am.
The man's staff simply fell silent and lowered their heads.
Maryam's mother was getting confused for him.
She immediately ran after the doctor while pushing her husband's wheelchair.
Arriving at the Rose Room.
Miss Maryam saw the doctor Malik who had been pecking in the room.
"What is Malik...!!, where are the Roses..??" exclaimed Maryam looking for Roses in every corner of the room.
"Ma.ma.a...war" said Bram pulling out Malik's suit.
But he remained unmoved and immediately sat on the bed carrying a letter in his hand.
"Where is the Rose.??" exclaimed Maryam's mother who shed her tears, hoping that her premonition was wrong about it all.
Doctor Malik wiped his tears and hugged his mother.
"Mi, please strengthen Malik", cried doctor Malik could not stem his crying anymore.
Miss Maryam who was aware of what had happened tried strongly for Malik's doctor.
He rubbed his son's back while continuing to hug him.
Bram immediately cried bitterly.
He could already interpret what had happened before him that day.
I'm sorry Burhan, I can't fulfill your mandate, his love is so great to you, ' murmured doctor Malik inwardly crying in the arms of Maryam.
...Assalammualaik......
...To Doctor Malik...
...I never regretted knowing you......
...I never regretted ever loving you.......
...But doctor.......
...Flowers and leaves can wither over time......
...And so is your rose......
...Now everything is no longer the same, times have changed......
...Now my love is only for my son and for my late husband......
...I'm so happy that my son can get the love from you that they'll never get from his father again......
...I'm also very grateful that you're still willing to accept a withered flower like me.......
...You never looked at my origins......
...You love and take care of my children......
...Really..!!, your kindness to me makes me ashamed to say all this.......
...But it's my decision, doctor......
...The decision I made after thinking about it all.......
...My mind in this world is now one......
...Seeing my son grow up smart, healthy and have faith in his heart......
...And my afterlife is also just one doctor.......
...I want to be in God's paradise......
...With almighty permission.......
...I want to be welcomed with only one man, my husband.......
...I wanted to see his smile and his outstretched hand take me to heaven, which I believe is where it is now.......
...Once again I'm sorry.......
...That's my decision......
...I will not marry again, as long as this breath is with me.......
...Let me go far away with my son....
...I leave Maryam's mother and Bram's father to you......
...I'm sure they'll be happier with you than I am......
Ii'm sorry....
Wassalammualai....
