Is it My fault, If I Desire Heaven..??
Disgusting woman.
Since the day of the execution.
Rachel looks very quiet.
She who often complains about everything in the room, is now a woman who does not talk much.
Even in food and hygiene.
He just kept quiet without complaining.
It's been 1 year since Burhan died.
It changed Rachel's life and outlook on life.
But maybe his sins are too much to forgive.
His regret may be too late.
Rachel's body looks thinner day by day.
He was often sick and weak without energy.
That day Rachel collapsed inside her cell.
He was rushed to a public hospital with several policemen on duty.
The doctor appeared to seriously talk to the police after conducting a series of examinations and tests on Rachel.
Slowly Rachel started to roar.
He felt his body ache and his head felt very heavy.
"I am where.??" exclaimed Rachel looking at the person in front of her who looked a bit fuzzy.
"You are in the hospital.!!", exclaimed the man before Rachel who turned out to be a doctor.
Slowly Rachel's vision began to be clear, she looked around the hospital room.
"Maybe I'm just a saucer" said Rachel trying to get up and remove the needle infusion.
"Relax mbak..!!", said the doctor to prevent Rachel's actions.
"I want to go back to my cell" said Rachel insisting that she was okay.
"Let's wait until the infusion runs out" said the doctor trying to calm Rachel.
The doctor then asked him a few questions.
"Sorry in advance, may I ask.??", cried the doctor before him.
Rachel just nodded holding her head which still hurt.
"Are you married.??" asked the doctor, to wonder Rachel.
"Already, even I already have a child" said Rachel admitted that she had a child.
"Has it never been related other than with a legal partner???", asked the doctor, making Rachel somewhat emotional.
"What kind of question is this doc..!!, if the doctor wants to insult me please.!!, do not need to twist.!!!", exclaimed Rachel emotion.
"What doc...??, how is it possible..??", cried Rachel unconsciously her tears dripped.
"From the lab results, I have been living with HIV for about 1.5 years, and according to my observations, this new disease is the first time it causes symptoms" the doctor explained.
"How is it possible.!!!", exclaimed Rachel and recalled the events of her time in a crowded rape when she came home from work at that time.
Rahel's cry broke, and she started to get hysterical.
"What else is this.!!", exclaimed Rachel trying to cleanse her entire body, she felt disgusted with herself.
"Prophetically, I will give a special HIV drug to consume every day" said the doctor calmed Rachel and came out of Rachel's room, leaving Rachel who continued to cry lamenting her fate.
Because Rachel had tested positive for HIV, she was transferred to a rehabilitation and shelter for sufferers like herself while remaining under police surveillance.
Rachel looks like a depressed person.
The day he always spent sitting pensively in the park in the morning until late afternoon.
Without talking or talking to anyone.
In fact, he will become hysterical and continue to cry when there are residents of rehabilitation who died due to the same disease as him.
Gradually his awareness of his identity was lost, even he called himself not Rachel anymore, but a disgusting woman.
"A disgusting woman.!!, you are so beautiful.!!", exclaimed Rachel talking to herself, even those who saw her must have thought that she had gone mad.
The more days he's been like a madman.
Pacing back and forth without stopping.
Sometimes crying, artist-style, or singing and dancing as if he were at a discotheque.
The rehabilitation house moved Rachel to a mental hospital.
With a special place that is separate from other mentally ill people who are healthy, in the sense of not indicated HIV.
When Rachel was transferred.
Bu Dara passed Rachel by the gate between the healthy and the sick.
Ms. Dara and Rachel looked at each other for a long time.
"You..!!", exclaimed Miss Dara pointing at Rachel.
Rachel approached him and looked at him from top to bottom.
"You are beautiful.!!", exclaimed Miss Dara and laughed loudly.
Rachel laughed at him.
"Know.!!, my name is a disgusting woman", exclaimed Rachel clapping and rejoicing.
"I'm a rich man" exclaimed Dara dancing away from Rachel.
Because of the problems of the world, mothers and children become unfamiliar with each other.
They become depressed because of their own problems.
