Deepest Wound

Deepest Wound
RULES OF BARREL



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Before going home I took the time to stop by the park my office friends first. They saw me coming there.


Riris and Disa are scrambling to hug me. We almost lost both of them.


“I can't be long, have to rush back. Fear of being.” I say goodbye after greeting them all.


“Kirain you want to work here again,” chirps Surya from his work chair.


“Hehe, if you're the boss, I'm back,” my candle. Then leave the office.


On the way, Gea never stopped saying her gratitude until I got tired of hearing it.


“One more time thank you very much. I don't know what my fate would be if there wasn't you.”


“Still no God, Gea..”.


“Ya, right through your intermediary. Again thanks yes.”


Hopefully after this you are given a much better life and get people who can love you sincerely...


I always pray for those closest to me. For their good and happiness. Although my life was considered useless to my own family, at least I was still beneficial to others.


Be sad if you feel your life is suffering.


Cry if you feel sad.


But don't show it in front of others.


Keep smiling with a little peppering with the clumsiness.


Provide positive energy to those near you.


If you are gone, they will remember you with all that.


The car we were riding stopped in front of Gea's house. After Gea got off the taxi back to walk to continue the journey to my house. Not long after the car stopped in front of my house. I got out of the car after paying for a taxi.


I got the lyrics to the clock on the wall of my room showing 7 p.m. I go to the bathroom to clean up.


Tok tok!


“Anita...! You haven't slept?” There was the sound of Kak Laras from outside after that knock.


“Not yet. What's up, Kak?” I asked as I opened the door.


“Mama you called Brother all day. He said your number was off and he accused Brother of doing all that.”


Knapa is always like this!


“Ya, I'll call Mama.”


“Oiya, Kak Agil plans to buy another house in his hometown. If everything is in order, maybe next month we will move.” Sounded cold, said Kak Laras. My fatigue turned to fear. Fear will be left behind by those closest to me.


“Kakak buy a house? Brother want to move? Wh why? Didn't Brother Agil already feel suitable to work in this city? And he's already a corporate confidant. Why move?” I was astonished by the sudden decision of Brother Laras.


“Kak Agil will ask to be moved to the office to the branch there.”


“Kak, how about me? Didn't Big Brother promise that we will always be close.”


“That was, when you were still the same brother. But now Brother has taken care of you. Ask your mom to come and take care of you if there's anything. Although it feels impossible but hopefully, anyway.” I followed behind Laras who was walking out.


“So I beg you not to stay with me. I'll recede and do what Brother asks, but don't move,” I beg with tears that begin to spread.


Laras stopped right near the door and turned around. “You sure you want to recede?”


“I promise.” While nodding expectantly.


“where is your savings book?” Ask Kak Laras while asking for it. Without asking much I took my passbook and gave it to Kak Laras.


“All,” said Kak Laras again after the savings book has moved into his hands. “All your savings books include ATMs and others. Oiya, one more. Important letters also.” I gawked while staring at Brother Laras.


Kak Laras' cell phone rang then he received it. Looks like Agil's brother called. After speaking, Kak Laras resumed his words. “Kata Kak Agil people who want to sell his house ask if we so buy his house. If you can not recede then Brother will call Kak Agil and say so to buy the house.” Without thinking again I obeyed Brother Laras' orders. After taking everything I handed it to Kak Laras.


I don't want to lose anyone I love anymore. Laras is the source of my life. What would happen if I were without him.


“Sister didn't take all of this, but Sister just secured it. For the needs of the house will take care of your brother. If you need something just say it, but Brother will only allow you to buy the items you need. Not to buy those obscure motor tools!”


“That's in modif, Kak.”


“Same aja. It doesn't work, does it?”


“What if later Mama asks for money?”


“Say as is. Sister will not be afraid of your Mama.”


Why did Kak Laras turn like a lion?


“Biarin! Lion is the most compact animal in dropping opponents!” Sahut Kak Laras while leaving the house.


I went inside with my lips still bent in annoyance.


A few moments later, Brother Laras returned. He gave me an ATM card.


“It's special for your snack. Use it well and as efficiently as possible.” I smiled and then nodded.


There's nothing I'm hiding from Brother Laras. ATM pins and other important things. Except my relationship with Dani.


Tomorrow I go to an ATM machine to see how much pocket money Kak Laras gave me. I was shocked to see my pocket money, which was 700,000.


Probably seven hundred thousand a day. My inner. I also went back and met Kak Laras at his house.


“Kak, my pocket money is seven hundred thousand for a day, right?”


“For one week,” said Kak Laras without turning his head. “If you want to spend in one day, whatever. But Brother will still transfer one week later.”


“Kak, where enough! How do I buy martabak?” My whine.


“What is the price of martabak? Buying it every day is enough. Most of you eat one serving per day, although actually you can not be frequent foods that contain a lot of oil.”


“But my other needs are many.”


“Then it's Brother who takes care of it. Not that my brother said! Umpah, not much reason.”


“When can I hold everything again?”


“If you are already a lion.”


”Kakak don't know, if the lion is the animal that loves his family the most.”


“Yes already, everything will come back if you have a family.”


“Good.” I got up from my seat and wanted to leave.


”Serah!”


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I woke up from my sleep and remembered Kak Laras' words yesterday. Looks like I have to get used to the new rules that Kak Laras made.


I stood in front of the mirror while drying my hair with a towel after the shower.


The tring!


I walked over to my phone which read. There was a message from Dani and some calls I didn't get. Maybe he made a call while I was taking a shower. I contacted her via vc and then put my phone on the dresser.


Dani noticed my activity through the phone screen.


“What's up?” I asked as I continued to dry my hair looking in the mirror.


“You are beautiful.”


“oya? If I'm not beautiful, do you still say love to me?”


“But in fact you are beautiful. Very!”


“That's not the answer. Want to answer honestly, am I matiin nih phoneya?” I threatened.


“Some say, the beauty of the heart is more important. But the first value must be what is seen by the eye. Physical beauty is a bonus. Looks like I got the complete package.”


“You don't know if I'm a cruel person.”


“Yes, you are cruel. The proof is that you always torture me by making me miss every day.”


“Gombal!”


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