Deepest Wound

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One of those sitting there got up from his seat and went inside. He soon returned with a tray of drinks. He placed the drink on the table and allowed all who were there to drink. Someone else

come from the inside carrying a plate filled with cake and put it on the same table.

“Come, at first drink ee...-- ”.

“Name Anita,” call Bang Fauzan introduce my name.

I just smiled nervously while nodding. I took the water that was in front of me and drank it a little, although it was actually very difficult to pass through my throat.

Bang Fauzan introduced his family one by one. From his mother to his sisters. Di has two younger sisters and one younger brother who is still sitting in Junior High School. The first sister seems to be my age while the other is still in High School. Bang Fauzan was the first child in his family. He has also been the backbone of their family since his father died.

Her mother Bang Fauzan owned a boutique and also a furniture store. I also just found out that the age of Bang Fauzan was almost 3 heads. I have never asked or found out about it. But he looks so young from his age. My praise in my heart.

At first I started to gain control of myself, until one of the Bang Fauzan family suddenly raised his question to me.

“Do your parents know about your relationship? I mean, auntie, do they mind? Because we do not want later once we are ready to apply even later the female family is not ready.”

I immediately turned my gaze to Bang Fauzan who was sitting not far from me. Then I bowed while squeezing the tip of my blazer. Bang Fauzan seemed to understand with my gaze earlier so he opened his voice to answer the question from the Tantenya.

“Tante, Anita and I are still in the process of getting to know each other first, in the future we will discuss again. And Anita's parents both are now gone,” said Bang Fauzan.

I don't know if he knows the real me or not. But if you remember how he helped me get back to the village back then, he should have known without me explaining. The worry began to disturb my heart what if his family knew and did not accept me as a woman who since childhood earned the nickname child carrier unlucky.

To be honest, a few days before I set foot in this house, I began to feel the strange thump I had felt a few years ago. Although the feeling was still vague, but I could interpret what it was. I'm starting to like Bang Fauzan. Liked in the sense that I was starting to be able to accept him as a couple.

“Oh,sorry. But how much longer do you want to know each other? Remember, Fauzan is his age already almost to three, you know..has not been impatient right Mpa for nimang grandson?” Seraya turned to her mother Bang Fauzan who was smiling little.

Be married?

A granddaughter?

I wanted to hide and drown my body for a moment at the bottom of the earth. I also wanted to protest at Bang Fauzan but there was no way I could do that in front of his family. Previously we had agreed that there was only an introduction, not discussing the problems related to marriage what else grandchildren. Although my heart has accepted the presence of Bang Fauzan, but I am not ready to get married. I want to pause for a moment to repair the pieces that have been destroyed before.

My head feels spinning. If I had just fainted and woke up in the hospital maybe it would have been much better.

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After Bang Fauzan's family home at that time, I was always in a state of anxiety. I just want to tell you all the stories of my life and let Bang Fauzan consider his decision before there is a really serious bond between us.

I also asked for an opinion on Kak Laras as a family who has always cared for me.

What Kak Laras said has a point. But I'm just worried if later me and Bang Fauzan are married and then this problem arises and disturbs our married life. I no longer have the strength to face trials anymore. Right now I have been trying so hard to stay alive after going through the trials that I experienced.

Day after day went on, until one day Kak Laras got a call from the Bang Fauzan family to announce the arrival of those who wanted to propose to me.

Because there was no signal to notify me so that afternoon Om Wandy came to pick me up directly.

I was shocked to death because Bang Fauzan did not tell me about a proposal.

I asked for a moment to meet Bang Fauzan first. Incidentally that afternoon he was still in the field watching the other Employees.

“What's the Deck until it comes here?” Ask her as she approaches me.

“Abang did not know I first if my brother's family wants to come to the house,” said I panicked.

“What? Brother also does not know anything Dek..”.

“Seriously, Don't you know? But Om Wandy came to pick me up because he said tomorrow my brother's family will come.”

“Dek..., Brother wants to ask, is Adek willing to be Brother's wife?” Bang Fauzan grabbed both of my hands while looking at me with his shady gaze.

“Bang. But my shortcomings are a lot and..-”.

“Please answer only, hmm..?” And I nodded shyly.

“That answer is enough for Brother. The rest of Brother does not care, the important thing is you are always loyal to be on the side of Brother, it is more than enough.” Bang Fauzan grabbed my body into his arms. I retaliated by wrapping both of my arms around her waist.

It was the first time the two of us were this close. There was a sense of comfort when I leaned my body against the chest of that field.

I hurriedly let go of our embrace when I heard someone shouting and cheering from a distance. Some of the employees who had gathered were about to go home looking at the two of us.

“Akhh...” I instantly covered my face with both my hands.

“Create what on the lid, Dek..?” Said Bang Fauzan who now even hugged back and kissed the tip of my head.

I placed both my hands on Bang Fauzan's chest and looked up to make our gaze meet at a very close distance. Bang Fauzan again kissed my forehead. I closed my eyes to that soft kiss.

“Dek. Brother not strong.” Bang Fauzan's words managed to resuscitate me. I immediately opened my eyes and pushed down Bang Fauzan's body.

Cihh, even though I put my hands there.

I was wrong because of my own actions. What Bang Fauzan thinks of me.

...Tbc...