Deepest Wound

MARRIAGE NEWS OF LOVED ONES

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We were both in a standing position and Bang Fauzan looked back at me with an unwilling look.

“Sorry, I never told you about my biological parents. Because I myself am sick if I remember those who have ignored me.”

“Abang already said, Brother doesn't care. It's a loss once they ignore a princess like this,” while rubbing the tops of my head. “If possible, you still hope to be a match with Adek.”

I can only smile bitterly no longer want to expect much from my life that seems destined only to save wounds and sorrows.

“Dek, again Brother asked, has this been your decision?” Bang Fauzan held my arm before I stepped out of the hotel room.

My decision is round. I won't take a step back when I make a decision. The wounds in my heart I can cover, the important thing is that I can keep my family's good name. Although I don't know which family's good name I'm trying to protect.

I only nodded as I answered the question from Bang Fauzan without turning my head in the slightest. Then I continued my steps until I left the inn on my motorbike.

I was really embarrassed to go out when people saw me with all sorts of views. But life has to go on and there's no way that I'm using someone else's body to do activities outside the home including returning to work in the company.

I stared at myself for a moment in front of the mirror. Thumped when I was like the first time I worked at that company. But this time the thump was because there was shame caused by failure in my wedding plans yesterday.

I strengthen myself to encourage and encourage not to care about the views of people who will look at me with various kinds of speculation.

I was immediately greeted with gazes from the Employees who were some of my own colleagues.

I was acting as usual as I really wanted to sink myself to the bottom of the earth.

Just now I was sitting my body in a chair, suddenly my other colleagues approached me and gave a speech of encouragement and sorry for the incident that happened to me. I who had frozen was finally able to smile a little and feel relieved because it turns out my mind was wrong who thought it would get scorn.

“Thank you for all your attention..,” I was moved and almost cried.

“Udah, ah..jangan mebek gitu, ntar make up her fade..,” ledek Riris who actually knows, I am not good at all using make up. “Sususah you know want to make up'an again if it has faded,” kekehnya followed by the sound of another laugh.

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My days began to run normally even though my heart remained in sorrow and emptiness. Until one of my colleagues talked about the news about Bang Fauzan's wedding day.

The invitation spread through social media was enough to attract attention until my other colleagues went to the mainland to just look for signals to be able to see the invitation spread through the sosmed those.

I pretended to be indifferent even though my heart was roaring. Lying if I am not disturbed by the news even though I myself asked him to follow the wishes of his family. But this is already a measure of my life that can no longer be bargained for.

The next day during their lunch break they were talking about the woman who is now the future wife of Bang Fauzan. I have not seen what kind of woman will accompany him. But I'm sure she must be a good woman and will bring happiness to Bang Fauzan's life.

I just shook my head while drinking my cold orange water that was almost gone.

“You must be in shock, deh. Should you just come to their wedding,” he continued now while taking the default that is still on my plate.

“If Anita goes to their wedding party, the bride may be in shock,” said Riris who suddenly came and took beside me too. Be me in flank by this wolf duo.

My head began to feel the fireworks hear the chatter of the two. I had imagined how beautiful and honorable the woman who was with Bang Fauzan was. Unlike me who only comes from a remote village and has no position. Even I had a hard time surviving and getting a place to live if there was no inherited land from the late Oma Siti and Oma Nur.

The atmosphere of my housing is always quiet what else if it's nightfall. Unlike employees who work in the nursery, they live close to each other with their colleagues. So they can gather together chatting and joking with each other after a day of work.

I sat on the wooden bench that used to be the place where Bang Fauzan was when I visited my house. Of course those memories reoccur on their own even though my heart and mind try not to remember them.

The cold night air swept over my skin. I decided to go in and rest. But I haven't closed my eyes at all. The words of Disa and Riris were still spinning in my head. I began to imagine how happy the woman who will accompany Bang Fauzan will be.

As a result of sleeping too late I finally woke up late. Fortunately, the office was close to my home.

“Good morning Miss Anita..,” greet some of my colleagues who really like to tag me

“Morning,” I said a bit panicked what else now Mr. Erik suddenly came straight to my table. How not to panic, Mr. Erik is my superior while he even first comes to my appeal.

“Sorry, sir I'm a little late, because..-”.

“One more hour we go to continue monitoring our project which last month.”

“O, e Yes, Sir.” I feel relieved even though my heart rhythm is still erratic.

“Wihh...surf jaya nih bonus end of month,” chirps one of my colleagues.

“Eating-eating...,” says Can chimed.

“Eh, Nit kasi know we dong your home address so that sometime we can play there if there is time,” said Riris in the form of the request.

“Yes yes, I'll handle it later. I want to get ready first, one more hour must sunbathe,” I replied while taking some of my work yesterday and checking it again before handing it over to the finance section. My job was originally as a division Kerrani but after being transferred to this company I also received several assignments outside of my position. It was hard at first because I only found out after I signed the letter of my agreement to move to the branch. But for a long time I got used to it and enjoyed it even though sometimes the bonus expected is not in accordance with what we have done. Therefore I was always willing to help Mr. Erik outside of office work because the bonus from Mr. Erik was greater and even reached double my salary. At this time we are also working together in managing plantations that maybe next year we can feel the results.

...Tbc...

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