Deepest Wound

Deepest Wound
WEDDING DAY PREPARATION



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Just a week before the wedding day I returned to the city following the advice of Kak Laras to take an early leave of absence. That means I won't be meeting with Bang Fauzan for the next week.


I don't carry too many things because most of my things are more at home.


Bang Fauzan had intended to take me but he also had to finish the job before taking a leave of absence.


I remembered how Bang Fauzan asked me where to go for the honeymoon if we were married. And I answer later I will ask Kak Laras first. Bang Fauzan even flicked my forehead. Said I shouldn't ask Laras and had to decide for myself. I've never been married, so it's natural that I ask more experienced people first. He also said my brain was too shallow to choose what to negotiate and what not to. Not nothing she is possessive like that, what if she is married later. My inner.


I've reached my house.


“Asslamua'laikum..” I went inside because the door was open.


“Wa'alaikumsalaam..,” said Kak Laras heard from the kitchen.


I went straight to the kitchen and opened the fridge. After quenching my thirst with the cold water that was there I went straight to my room to take a shower and change clothes. Then I went back to the kitchen to see Brother Laras.


“Kak, how is his preparation?” Ask me while dropping my ass on the dining table chair.


“All is smooth and safe,” replied Kak Laras smiling at me as he arranged some items in the corner of the kitchen room. “Udah can't wait, huh?”


“Kan, I just, Brother.not that I can't wait...”.


Laras chuckled. “Kirain,” said.


“Bang Fauzan, tuh impatient,” I said as I shifted my mobile screen and saw some photos uploaded by my friends on social media. She was happy because she had just given birth. He put up a caption with the words, “welcome my little princess” I smile and am happy to see the happiness of their little family. Soon I will be the one who can feel happiness like them. My inner. But I've never told Bang Fauzan that I'm actually afraid of getting pregnant and giving birth. Somehow I just cringe when I imagine my stomach soaring and then on the side. That's what's on my mind.


“Kak..!” I call Brother Laras.


“Ya, what's up?” Replied Kak Laras is still busy continuing his work.


“After marriage Brother went on honeymoon where?”


“Hmm..not far away anyway, Brother went to the top for three days. That's it, because Kak Agil also had to go back to work.”


“What Brother is instantly pregnant?”


Laras smiled and did not answer. But he moved and came closer to me. He pulled up his chair and sat next to me.


“Kakak got pregnant after two months of marriage, so that time was not immediately pregnant. What's up, does Fauzan want to get you pregnant fast?”


“Ng no, it's not. Bang Fauzan never talked anyway.just want a honeymoon where.”.


“Yes already, you decide for yourself. The honeymoon problem is your business, after marriage later Brother has no right to interfere with your life,” explained Kak Laras.


“Kak. I always need a brother. Oiya, if suppose I don't want to get pregnant, how about?”


Laras frowned then suddenly hit me on the head with a packet of tissue he took from the table and said, “if you do not want to get pregnant, do not marry. You weird chick!”


“Auww!” I grimaced in shock at the sudden attack from Kak Laras.


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While Kak Laras was busy taking care of the needs for the wedding ceremony. I just stayed in the room while guarding Rifqy and accompanying her to play. After putting Rifqy to sleep I just played my phone and saw a photo upload of some of my friends.


Not long after my phone rang there was an incoming call from Bang Fauzan. I also immediately accepted it.


“Halo, Bang...?"


“Dek, how are you?”


“I'm good. How's your own brother? Have you taken a leave of absence?”


“Already, and now Brother again on the way home. What is Adek again kangen, hmm.?”.


“Dihh...GR,” my mouth. It was originally kangen.


“But Abang kangen, Dek..,” reply Bang Fauzan shriveled in his hoarse voice.


Ahh.., makes me soar.


”Emang really Adek not kangen, hmm..?” Bang Fauzan's voice was heard again.


“Ng.


“Yes already, Brother want to rest first. Brother sleepy, later Brother phone again huh?”


“Ok.” We also stopped that conversation.


The burden that was in my heart was slightly reduced after hearing the voice and news from Bang Fauzan.


Laras brother went into my room and showed me an example of an invitation card that would later be spread. I just nodded my head at the sign of approving. After all, the invitation card is quite good from the color and motif. A blend of gray and gold ink. The invitation will be issued two days before the wedding.


In the morning Kak Laras already looks busy and I also try to help him to take care of Rifqy. My other family will reportedly come the day before the wedding. I thumped at the news, there was a sense of worry inside me fearing that they still could not keep the venomous mouth they had. If they are not invited, they will still be behind me and do not know what they say to insult me and bring me down. I like to eat the fruit of the malakama, if not invited will be in the lips because it is considered arrogant and not appreciative. If invited, there will be someone they sneer from my wedding procession. I can only pray that they will be guided soon.


The busyness increasingly coloring our days, especially Kak Laras. Aunt Irna and Oma Maryam have also been coming since yesterday. I am so happy that they arrived early and took part in my wedding. I was very excited to see their enthusiasm in preparing everything.


Two days before the big day, we had a guest who said there was still a relationship with the Bang Fauzan family. He was assigned to deliver the news through a letter he had brought.


...**Tbc...


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