Deepest Wound

ARRIVAL OF LARAS

I can't hide my surprise and my happiness when I see who's there.

"Badfly!!?" Unknowingly I shouted very loudly and approached Kak Laras and hugged him. "Kangin...."

"Sister too" said Kak Laras.

"Sister when is coming? How can you get in, isn't the house locked?" Ask me why Kak Laras can who can enter the house.

"Sister came already 3 hours ago and Brother, will still keep a spare key." replied Kak Laras while putting some dishes on the dining table containing the dishes he made.

"Hehe, who am I afraid of" I said. "Aren't you tired of cooking?"

"No dong...ayo change your clothes first there after that we eat together."

I immediately went to the room and changed my clothes and after that I and Kak Laras ate together. I miss the cuisine of Laras. As usual after eating we would sit in the living room chatting.

"It's not that Laras' sister went to college, is it?" My toot.

"Ehm.., look, in the near future this brother will be married."

"What...!?" I was shocked when Brother Laras said he was getting married.

"Hm, yes" Laras nodded confirming.

"That means Laras quit college?"

"Look how later, if possible you continue to continue college after marriage."

"Lecture after marriage, can you?" I asked because I didn't understand.

"Can" replied Laras.

"Why do you rush to get married? The marriage is not good." I remember Papa and Mama who almost every day always stormy. I don't know what is the problem for the two of them to damage the furniture and make the house so messy.

"Sister Agil's parents wanted us to get married soon. And not all marriages are as bad as you think" explained Kak Laras.

Kak Agil and Kak Laras have been in a relationship since Kak Laras sat on the High School bench. But they rarely meet because they live in a different city. But Kak Agil still has some relatives who live in this area as well. Kak Agil's age is quite adult compared to Kak Laras so it is natural that Kak Agil's parents want them to get married soon.

Tomorrow, Kak Laras will return to his family home to prepare for his wedding day. That means that only tonight I am with Kak Laras, after that maybe I will find it difficult to meet him because he will definitely come to the birthplace of her husband and settle there. So tonight I want to sleep with Brother Laras.

"Sister, emm..," I wanted to talk to Kak Laras but was confused where to start.

"Yes, An?"

"No," I said, covering my face with a blanket.

"Hmm.., I know. There's gotta be another kasmaran, huh?"

Aaa.., I can't dodge. Kak Laras's screams are very hard for me. "Ihh.., what the hell, sister, no really," I replied with a face that must have been flushed.

"Hayoo...honestly, right?"

"Hm, I don't know yet, sister," I said as I stroked my pandemic fur.

"Ihh, someone already loves monkeys." Laras is still teasing me.

"What's his name?" Ask Brother Laras.

Let me tell you how we first met and knew each other and my doubts all along.

"Hm, Brother cannot say this is wrong but also does not justify. It all comes back to you, try asking your heart what you feel."

"Anita's still confused, ." I replied.

"That means you have to go to school first so you can understand the problems of the liver, kidneys, lungs -- "

"What kind of brother is it...?"

Then we laughed. We haven't laughed and joked like this for a long time. I will miss these moments.

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That afternoon after school I was picked up by Om Wandy in his car to attend Kak Laras' wedding. And I've also asked my homeroom teacher for permission not to enter tomorrow. Actually I was reluctant to go there, because I would definitely meet with my extended family and there would definitely be a sign of them. But tomorrow is an important day for Kak Laras and I have promised to attend the event.

"What's the matter An?" Ask Om Wandy.

"It's okay, Om," I replied, staring at the window of the car I had opened.

"No need to worry, there is Om who belain Anita. Laras also certainly did not stay silent if anyone dared to mess with Anita," said Om Wandy while smiling to comfort me. Om Wandy knows what I'm thinking.

Some time we arrived at the residence of Kak Laras. I don't feel like I'm getting out of the car. It felt like I was about to enter a haunted house when entering the house of Kak Laras.

I took a deep breath and I stepped on my foot and tried not to care what would happen.

I saw Aunt Irna standing at the door to welcome us. "Anita is now a girl yes, beautiful again," said Aunt Irna hugged and praised me. "Let's you meet Kak Laras, from earlier he has been waiting for you," said Aunt Irna while holding me inside.

I saw Kak Laras sitting in the middle room with some people who were making carvings in his hands.

"Come here" call Brother Laras to me.

"Wahh, beautiful," I said when I saw the carving in the hands of Kak Laras.

"Anita will also be like this if you want to get married" said Kak Laras while smiling at me.

Don't get married, just imagine that I've been horrified.

Not long after came the army of nyinyir with a cynical face they looked at me.

"Be careful your marriage does not last because he invited her here" said one of my Tante. Then I heard the others chimed in on the guts.

I can only hold my face deep. Then my eyes began to feel warm and clear circles began to fall.

"Please don't make a fuss here. And do not precede the will of God. If there is anything with my marriage later it is the will of God, not caused by the misfortune of anyone. You older should have set a good example, not behaved like this!" Brother Laras defended me even though Kak Laras' words were like the wind and then to them.

"Come, come with Oma." I turned to my side and it was Oma Maryam. He took me so I could get away from there. "Anita tonight is staying at Oma aja's house, is she?" Take Oma and I just nod.

I saw Om Wandy waiting for me in his car to drive me to Oma Maryam's house. Finally that night I and Om Wandy stayed at Oma Maryam's house. I slept with Oma Maryam while Om Wandy slept in the living room with his other cousins because the rooms were few and full of girls.