Deepest Wound

WOKE UP IN THE HOSPITAL AGAIN

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Since the day where Mama asked for money from the plantation, since then she routinely came home even before the date of receipt of the harvest, Mama had come first. The arrival of Mama was always a commotion between Kak Laras and Mama. And I've become used to it.

And today Mama came home again demanding equal rights.

Last month I finished renovating Papa's house, and Mama also asked for the same and even more. The reason being that Mama was the one who gave birth to me.

There was a commotion again between Kak Laras and Mama. Kak Laras who felt Mama's request was too excessive was finally a fight with Mama.

”Mbak, Anita was just getting home from work! He's tired, he's gonna take a break. Instead of listening to Mbak's unreasonable request!” Said Kak Laras to Mom. And it just so happened that I just came home from the farm. I had a chance to stay at the plantation, because I just made a resting place there too. A wooden house with a complete room even though it seems small. The house was new and I tried to stay there.

I am tired and lazy to argue. I finally agreed to Mama's request even though I don't know when I can make it happen.

“Later Anita will try, but not yet sure when,” said I voiced so that the commotion was over soon. I also just spent the cost of making a cottage on the plantation and also last month the cost for the renovation of Papa's house.

Papa didn't ask, but it was my instincts as a child that made me have to do that. Somehow Mama can know it all I don't know either. I just rule people and pay them.

My phone rang a few times. Since yesterday Dani invited me to meet his family but I always refused. And today he called me maybe to persuade me again. Thought.

I lazily raised the call that had been to that many times.

“Honey..., why was it lifted? Still mad?” I also don't know since when he changed my name to “sayang”.

“I'm not angry. But I'm all right, you're forcing me to meet your parents.”

“You're weird to know, aren't you? Usually women will be happy if invited to meet prospective in-laws. But you refused. I don't know about you.”

“Yes already, how do you want?”

“I want you to meet Mama and Papa me, that's it. As proof also that I'm not messing with you.”

“But I don't want to. I'm not ready!” My voice began to rise. To be honest, I'm still traumatized to have a serious relationship.

“Then invite me to meet your family.”

“Dani! You can understand!?”

“Ok. Sorry if I was too rash. I just want our relationship to be known by our family so that in the future we are calmer to live this relationship. But if you're not ready, that's okay. But don't be long.”

I don't care if he chooses to step back and leave. Because I don't expect much more from a relationship. I no longer want to burden my mind with love problems that are just a waste of time.

Mama came again and this time asked me to accept Renal to stay with me and pay for her school. Renal is one of the children of Mama's second marriage. After separating from Papa, Mama married and had 3 sons. Renal is the second child who is currently sitting in High School.

Papa is also married and has 2 sons. But my relationship with Papa's son is much better than that of Mama's. The life experience I have gained so far has made it easy for me to judge someone's sincerity.

No problem for me. But I've known Renal's lunge all along that was kicked from the previous two schools. If he complies, please stay. That's what I said in response.

“That badge is still your sister too. While others you can accommodate.” I don't want to argue anymore and agree to Mama's request.

The first day Renal had acted and acted pretentiously. When I heard of his behavior, I was fed up. Just imagine how I deal with his behavior in person and every day. And there's one habit that I really don't like. He was a smoker, but he was still a student.

“Ren, I told you! Don't smoke near your sister. You are still in school, so take care of your health too!” Renal ignored me. Maybe he thought I wasn't serious about what I said. And I think that's a big mistake.

From the beginning I've explained what and how the rules are in my house. My house is my rule. If you don't like the rules, the exit is always open.

The day after Renal left my house, Mama came and got angry with me the next day. Even to bring up the issue of naming.

I can't believe my life is this dramatic. After so many tests I went through why it seemed there was not the slightest gap for me to feel happiness.

I'm really confused how else. If my life doesn't deserve to be happy, why do I have to be made this sick.

I see the fruit-cutter's knife still on the table. Without thinking I grabbed the knife.

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If you feel ...

So I'll just take a moment ...

Will not be able to accept your heart ...

This pain is so severe ...

I opened my eyes again in a hospital room but for a different reason.

I felt my left arm hurt all the way to the base. Said Kak Laras I also had a high fever in an unconscious state yesterday.

“Where's your name, Brother?” I asked Kak Laras who was always there every time I opened my eyes when I was in the nursery.

Kak Laras's facial water changed immediately. “What's up? Do you wish your mom would take care of you?” Laras looks very upset.

Seeing the annoyance shown by Kak Laras I also chose to be silent not to ask anymore. I was wrong to think that Mama would pity me. It doesn't change anything even if I'm not in this world.

Two days later I was able to go home and continue my wound treatment at home.

I have not been able to move my left hand excessively so I really only rely on my right hand.

I checked my phone that I had been charging since I ran out of power. For a few days I didn't play that flat object because of my condition.

There were a lot of messages coming in from Dani asking for my news. I contacted him directly.

“Honey, where are you? Why hasn't there been any news for a few days? I'm worried.”

“I am at home, yesterday I was sick and treated in Hospital. But now I'm home.”

“You're sick why didn't you know me?”

“I will be sick again, when I ngabarin you in a state of fainting. I told you not to show up in front of my family.” I have indeed warned him not to come home or appear before my family before I ask for it myself.

“Iya yes, sorry. If you may know what pain you are and why you can faint?”

“Maybe because of the sauces. Partly yesterday you also forced me to meet your family, so I thought deh!”

“Yes yes, sorry yes.I promise I will not make you anymore and will wait for you to be ready. Don't be angry again huh..?”

“Ya already, I want to rest again.”

“Happy break. Love you...”

...Tbc...

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