Deepest Wound

FATHER'S ANGER

The rain fell down quite hard into the night. The cold weather made me stay in my room. I'm not very good at singing, but there's only me in that room so I just sing songs while strumming my guitar to just drive away the loneliness.

**Have my hand don't worry...🎵🎶

Don't be remembered anymore...

The fate that ever came...

Make it a lesson, baby...🎶🎵

I stopped my guitar lines when I heard a song that suddenly popped out of my stomach. I checked the storage cabinet and then I took the instant noodles from there. Mother said I only eat instant noodles if in an emergency. But in fact, I really like calorie and fatty foods. It's just that my body refuses to be fat. Though Father and Mother used to often give me vitamins so that my body more contained. Tired of taking vitamins, but my body still has no change.

After eating and brushing my teeth I went back to the room. I pulled the blanket over my neck and closed my eyes. Ahh..again Mr. Adji's face is there.

I opened my eyes when the alarm went off. After I turn off the alarm, I close my eyes again to take a nap. My intention was only a short while, but in the end I was misfortune.

Worried that it would be too late, I washed my face and brushed my teeth.

As I hurriedly walked there was suddenly a motor that stopped in front of me. When I look at the biker, "is this what is called a mate," my inner self.

"Come," said Mr. Adji telling me to go up.

Without a second thought I just went up because I was also afraid that it would be too late. I've heard the words if you wake up late then the sustenance will be poked chicken. But this time I was picked up by the prince because of bad luck. Haha...

Upon entering the school area, there were also some students who had just arrived. They looked at me and Mr. Adji who was piggybacking on me in the back. I was indifferent to seeing the gazes of those I thought with all sorts of conjectures.

"Thank you sir" I said after getting off Mr. Adji's bike. I hurried to the class.

"Ciee.., who's in boncengin" said Dina and several other classmates.

I went to my chair and sat there. Not long after the teacher who taught in our class came in. I didn't focus on studying because my stomach just kept ringing because I didn't have time for breakfast.

The break came, I tidied up my books and stationery and immediately wanted to go to the cafeteria. I ignored some of my friends who approached me to ask about how Mr. Adji got me to the school.

I got out of class and they followed me as we walked to the cafeteria.

After getting food and drink from the canteen guard I immediately ate. while Maghda still faithfully waited for me to talk.

I did want to explain to them and I already planned to engineer the incident to heat them up.

Not to mention I had the chance to boast of hearing the voice of someone familiar enough in my ear. It was the voice of Mr. Adji who was chatting with the students in the cafeteria as well. I saw he was very familiar and even he was eating at the same table. Aihh.., what feeling is this, again my heart beats very fast, but only if there is Mr. Adji alone.

Of course, I am not the only one who pays attention to the familiarity of Mr. Adji and the students. Maghda and the others saw it.

I went back to eating with the last mouthful.

"Uhuukk, uhuukk.." I choked when I heard Mr. Adji say my name to call me to his room. I wanted to drink immediately to relieve the pain in my throat, but I saw the water in my glass was gone.

"It's just my drink" said Sari while giving her drink to me.

"Thank you..," I said after finishing Sari's drink.

"What the hell is going on between you and Mr. Adji.., yesterday called to his room, this morning in boncengin, ehh ..., now even Mr. Adji directly sent you to his room again. Miss Anita.please don't make us here more curious," looks Dina's getting upset with me.

"Ahh..., so they don't know if yesterday I was also in between home with Mr Adji? Too bad, they should know that, too" my inner self.

"Udah first yes.., I seem to have been waiting for," I said as I left my friends after I had previously paid for my food with the canteenkeeper. Haha, I don't care about their annoyed faces.

I walked into Mr. Adji's room and then I knocked on the door that was already open. Mr. Adji let me in and I went in and came to his desk.

"What's up, sir?" Ask directly.

"Please have the children do the work that is on this page and this," while Mr. Adji pointed to the page in the book he showed me. "If you're done please collect it and put it on my table."

"Okay sir" I said, then I took my leave from Mr. Adji's room.

After arriving at class I immediately convey to my friends the trust of Mr. Adji. I saw Sari, Dina, Maghda and some of my other friends giggling at me.

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The graduation exam was getting closer, while I was still complacent with my activities that were off track, where I should have studied for the exam.

One night I gathered with my friends at a crossroads where I and some of my friends used to hang out while we took turns playing guitar. I was very surprised when suddenly Om Wandy came and yelled at us who were gathered in that place. My friends ran away from that place.

Mother and Father heard it immediately put me on trial and decided after graduation I would be put into a school that studied more about the science of Religion. That means I'm not going to go to the school that Dad and Mommy used to promise me.

"Dad's decision is round, you have to go to school there or not at all! I'm so disappointed in your attitude right now, hopefully after school you can change."

I just bowed silently not daring to look at Dad at all. This is the first time I've been this angry.

"Father will grant your wish if you have changed into a better person again," after saying that Dad went into the room and I just cried and I approached Mother.

"Just as Father said.., Mother is also very disappointed. Hopefully later Anita can really turn into a woman who can distinguish between good and bad," Mother advised me.