Deepest Wound

KANGEN AGAIN

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“Udah, don't be shy. Brother likes what Adek did earlier, but unfortunately we are not halal,” kekeh Bang Fauzan. “It is better that our relationship should be inaugurated as soon as possible,” he continued.

I stepped up wanting to leave there because Om Wandy was waiting for me. Then I turned to look towards Bang Fauzan who was still standing there.

“Bang...”.

“What's up..?” Bang Fauzan approached my standing position.

“What if Brother finds out something bad about me?”

Bang Fauzan frowned not understanding. “Clear talk, Deck. Brother does not understand what Adek means.”

“Bang..I am I..” I cried before I could speak. Bang Fauzan panicked when he saw me crying.

“What's up...? Just talk, do we need to find a place to talk, hmm?” While Bang Fauzan wiped my tears with his thumb. I answered only by shaking.

“It's afternoon, Om Wandy has been waiting for me since. We'll talk later,” I said as I wiped the rest of the tears in the corner of my eyes.

“Abang so confused, do you cry because you feel happy or cry because you feel forced to marry Abang.” Again Bang Fauzan took me in his arms.

“Why do you talk like that?” I also held down Bang Fauzan's chest while looking up.

“Abang is afraid of losing you, Dek. Before there is a marriage bond between us Brother will not feel calm.” Bang Fauzan glued our two eels together. A breath so warm swept across my face.

I silently permeated it. Akh...! There's something wrong in me. Is it wrong if I expect more treatment from him.

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I was in town about 10 p.m. I'm going to rest because I have to get up early tomorrow.

Instead of falling asleep, I have trouble sleeping because my brain keeps thinking about how tomorrow will be.

Although I was still sleepy, I woke up in the morning. I was relieved when Kak Laras said that Bang Fauzan's family would arrive at 1pm. At least I still have plenty of time to get ready.

When I went into the bathroom, my phone rang. I was shocked when I saw Bang Fauzan calling me.

“Dek...?”

“Iya, Bang..?”

“What's more?”

“So I was going to take a shower, but Brother called so I picked up the call first. Brother already nyampe?”

“Oh, yes. Brother nyampe dawn because it departed from there already past midnight.”

“Yes already, mending Abang rest aja, first, Brother must be tired,” my word.

“Capek no, Dek. Just sleepy dikit. But you want to hear your voice before you rest, let Brother sleep more soundly,” pinta Bang Fauzan with his distinctive hoarse voice.

“Kan, Brother have heard.I want to take a shower, Bang,” my whine.

“Yes already, Adek take a shower first, Brother want to rest for a while. Love U...”

I immediately disconnected the call and placed my phone on the dresser. But my phone rings again and Bang Fauzan calls me again

“Why, Bang..?” My toot.

“Adek has not replied to the last brother's remark earlier.”

”Which one?” I don't understand.

Oho! Now I understand what Bang Fauzan meant.

I rolled my eyeballs and I said, “love u too...”.

Fuck up! Behaviour like ABG! The more here Bang Fauzan the more strange I think. But secretly I like his attitude.

Bang Fauzan's family car has arrived. Kak Agil and Kak Laras are already outside to welcome their arrival. Oma Maryam had been sitting in the living room with Om Wandy while chatting.

After the news of the arrival of the Bang Fauzan family yesterday, Kak Laras had actually also contacted Papa. However, Papa is my parents who will later become my marriage guardian. As for Mama, we still don't know her whereabouts until now.

Laras went into the room and took me out to meet Bang Fauzan's family. Just after the application event I was already feeling cold hot, my head started to swirl.

I barely dared to raise my face to stare at the people in the room. Suddenly I became a girl who looked very obedient.

The application went smoothly even though the probing gaze did not escape the eyes of Bang Fauzan who asked me the other day. Maybe he was surprised, there were only Oma, Kak Laras, Om Wandy and Kak Agil who accompanied me. But he did not ask at all maybe not good because at that time Bang Fauzan had told me that my parents were dead. More precisely my two foster parents. Even Papa did not come to my application even though Papa had been told previously. Akhh.

Our marriage was decided to be held in 3 months. The reason for that was because we wanted to prepare for the wedding carefully. It was actually my idea, because on that date it happened to be my birthday too.

Lucky they agreed. But not with Bang Fauzan who looks disappointed and dissatisfied with the decision. So for a while we were both just engaged.

After Bang Fauzan's family said goodbye, I went straight into the room to change clothes. Because I feel so sick with those clothes. Plus I was very nervous, and even I was very careful in breathing.

The tring...!

The message from my phone reads. I dropped my body on the bed while checking the contents of the message.

📨[Bang Fauzan] Deck, actually Brother is not strong if you have to wait three more months, but for the sake of Adek, Brother willing to have to be patient...

Brother has been waiting for Adek for two years, it's okay if you have to wait again for three months. After this, you will not let Adek far from Abang.

I smiled reading a message that looked almost like an outpouring of heart. Then I typed in for his reply.

📨[Me] Wrong yourself why wait...

Not long after my phone rang, I guess who called. I laughed before welcoming the call.

“Iya, Bang..?”

“Dek..., again what?”

“Rebahan aja, Bang. Fatty was sitting over time, I was so nervous,” obviously me. ”Emang Brother is not tired?” Asking back.

“No, I'm not tired. Brother kangen the same Adek..”.

“Kan just met this afternoon, Bang...”.

“Yes different, Dek...Brother wants to meet alone with you.”

“Dihh, yesterday my own brother who said wait halal first,” said I reminded.

“Kan met doang, Dek.kIf Adek want more ya wait halal first.” I heard Bang Fauzan chuckling across there.

“Ih...Brother has started yes his mouth is not conditioned,” annoyed me.

“Hink, Dek..but if you really are not sure you can also refuse. Hahaha..!”.

“Udah Bang.., I died!” Threaten me. Even though I was smiling myself when I heard Bang Fauzan's joke.

“Don't Deck, Brother hasn't finished talking. Oiya, you'll be back tonight. You don't want to come?”

I thought for a moment, I really wanted to join Bang Fauzan back at work, but I acted as if I was thinking first.

...Tbc...