Deepest Wound

Deepest Wound
LIKE A CHILD



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We walked as I held on to Bang Fauzan's arm because the cold air began to be felt when we reached the end of the bridge.


“Sini...” Bang Fauzan pulled me to his side to get closer. ”Why, cold, yes?”


“He'em.”


“Do we better go back?”


I shook my head, “wait a minute,” I said as I closed my body to Bang Fauzan.


The air did feel quite cold, but the atmosphere in that place was really beautiful and very sad. I still want to be there even though my body feels like shivering.


Bang Fauzan held me back, I without hesitation hid my face in his chest. I feel warm and comfortable when I am there.


“Dek..,” Ogre Bang Fauzan.


“Hmm?” I raised my face too.


We stared at each other in the light of the night which was only in the light of colorful lights. The moon was hiding behind the clouds.


Slowly Bang Fauzan stroked my face and lowered his face, and the lips rested on my lips. I don't know if I want it, but my instinct moves so that I open my lips as if giving a chance for Bang Fauzan to break through there. Feeling that Bang Fauzan had permission to continue with me*um*t my lips gently. A few seconds the kiss continued, then suddenly Bang Fauzan ended it while loosening the distance between us.


“Come, we go home this late,” invite him even he first walk left me who still stands confused.


What's the matter? Why does Bang Fauzan look like he's angry? Is it because I'm so aggressive that he doesn't like it? I wondered in my heart.


I slowly followed him from behind, even our distance was already very far. I am still confused by his attitude.


“Dek..., hunted,” called him while turning to me and he stopped waiting for me there.


I don't know why his attitude hurt my heart so much that I felt like crying. I used to be a strong woman, but when people pamper me and love me now I feel like I've lost that power.


I even stopped my steps standing still regardless of Bang Fauzan waiting for me there. Because it was too long to wait for Bang Fauzan to finally walk back towards me.


“Dek...what is it?” Ask when they are near me.


“Abang why...? Hiks hiks...., my” finally really cried in front of him.


“Why, Dek?” Bang Fauzan held onto both of my shoulders while asking for confusion. I was still crying without being able to answer and explain everything.


“Come, we get in the car. Not good if anyone sees.” Bang Fauzan tried to persuade me.


“I don't want to!” Reject me still as hiccup.


“Why, Dek...? What is it, why is it crying like this?”


“Why did you suddenly leave me there? You must think I'm an aggressive girl, right? Hiks hicks...”.


“What...!?” Mom's not...Deck. Brother does not think like that, Brother also has no intention to leave you. Brother is sorry, is it?”


“Lying...!” My words are still sobbing.


“Bener, Deck...” Bang Fauzan grabbed my body into his arms while rubbing my back.


“Abang must have been angry, right?” I said while wiping away the rest of my tears that piled up on my cheeks.


“Dengerin.” Bang Fauzan covered my face with both hands. “Abang is not angry at all, and you never think bad about you. But.., you just don't want to cross the line before there's a marriage bond between us. Don't let us khilaf, this brother is a normal man, Dek...”.


“Emang is a normal guy!?” I hit Bang Fauzan's chest even though it wasn't shaken in the least.


“Bawel also turned out, yes.” Bang Fauzan pinched my nose. “Come, Brother do not want if you will be sick for a long time here.” Finally we headed back to the car to continue our journey.


During the trip I was really awake even though I was trying to close my eyes from earlier. Bang Fauzan's attitude that suddenly left me was still lingering in his mind even though he had apologized.


I opened the car door when I got to the front of the housing that I occupied.


“Wait a minute.” Bang Fauzan stopped me by holding my arm.


“What's up?” I also directly looked at him.


Bang Fauzan pulled me to give a kiss on my forehead. Hurriedly I pushed his body, “udah..entar khilaf,” my cynic. Then I opened the car door and headed to my house.


Bang Fauzan got out of the car and followed to the front door.


“Kan is right, Brother himself said!?” I answered while looking for the key in my bag.


“But Dek..., Brother will not calm down if you are still pouting gini.”


“Mending Brother came home, it is not good if there is security see us here.”


“Dek...”.


“I'm sleepy, Bang.I want to rest. Tomorrow you also have to wake up early, right?”


“But don't get angry again, yes..?”


“Who is angry, Bang.I just ngingetin the words of Brother aja.” Far away at the bottom of my heart I still feel disappointed because Bang Fauzan was like he was rejecting me even though he had already explained the reason.


“Adek said he was not angry, but Abang felt that Adek was still angry. Brother will not leave here if Adek is not really sorry Abang.”


“Do not like a child, Bang.!”.


“We are both like little children.” Sahut Bang Fauzan's.


“No, Brother Doang who is like a child,” reply me to defend myself.


“Yes already, have mercy on this little boy and forgive all his mistakes.” Bang Fauzan grabbed both hands while pleading with both knees resting on the floor.


I couldn't help but laugh when I heard Bang Fauzan's words. Though obviously I was the one who looked childish but he easily admitted it was all his fault.


“Don't do that, Bang.not good if anyone sees,” I said while telling Bang Fauzan to stand up.


“But not angry anymore, right?”


“Ehm, no,” I replied while shaking my head.


We looked at each other and laughed. Then Bang Fauzan came closer and kissed my forehead, but this time I did not reject it.


“Hm, can?” Ask Bang Fauzan who stopped in front of my face.


I did not answer, but I wrapped my arms around his neck and preceded Bang Fauzan's intentions. I don't care if Bang Fauzan is surprised by my attitude, but I'm sure he won't dare to be angry. I ended by giving her a small bite that made her startle and grimace.


“Dek, you...”.


“That's a punishment because Abng already pissed me off,”.


“Why our marriage is not accelerated, let the recipe follow later,” said Bang Fauzan with a disappointed face. I felt funny when I saw him.


“Bang..., I choose that date and month because I want to celebrate my birthday.”


Bang Fauzan looked at me and smiled. “Anything,” while wiping my head shoots.


“Yes, Brother go home and rest first,” my word.


“Ok, you also immediately rest yes,” Bang Fauzan message and then step away.


“Bang..!” Call me. Bang Fauzan turned around. ”Cautious.”


Bang Fauzan nodded with a smile.


I got inside after Bang Fauzan's car left the residential area.


...Tbc...


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