Deepest Wound

MAKE A DECISION

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On the way home, I told the taxi driver to stop for a while in front of a place that sells motor parts. I deliberately bought one of the motor tools so that the impression I went out of the house to buy the tool. Brother Laras wouldn't ask much if I bought such items. Want to reason to buy other items that are not possible, because all are still available at home. It would only arouse suspicion if I bought the same item. Laras does not look tough like me, but he is like an experienced detective who can read the movements I do. He is very careful with the smallest things.

When I got out of the place and wanted to get back into the car, I accidentally saw a car parked not far from the taxi I was riding. I know exactly who is behind the wheel.

I got into the car and told the taxi driver to continue on.

From inside the car I noticed the car that was now accompanying the taxi I was riding in. He was Bang Fauzan who seemed to have deliberately followed to make sure I got home safely.

My tears really cannot be prevented, just flowing from the corner of my eye. I was loved and loved but I didn't get permission to own each other.

Why did my love journey end like this?

Is it possible that I do not deserve a complete happiness?

“Mbak, already up.” The sound of the taxi driver broke my daydream. I got out of the car after paying the taxi fare.

“Mbak...the return!”

“Make Father, aja!” I walk to my house.

“Thanks, Ma'am..!”

I went straight into the house which happened to be open door and sure enough Kak Laras was waiting for me in the living room while he accompanied Rifqy who was playing.

He seemed to wince at the sight of my luggage. But only a moment later he returned.

I went into my room and breathed a sigh of relief because of the way I succeeded. Then I took off my jacket and put it on the back of the chair.

The tring!

My phone rang a sign that a message was coming in. Message from Bang Fauzan.

📨[Bang Fauzan] Deck, Brother back home. Take good care of yourself, yes...You don't want to be sick. Wait for news from you.

I threw my phone on the bed after reading the message. I'm really confused not knowing how else. I have to decide this on my own and there is no way I'm asking for someone else's opinion.

Maybe if there are readers who want to help Anita make a decision😂

Until night I kept thinking about Bang Fauzan's invitation.

Lying if I'm not tempted to go with her, because I love her too. He was a man who was able to fill my dark days with the post-suffering happiness I experienced after being married by my loved ones.

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The day on which I made the covenant with Bang Fauzan, where we met yesterday. I have thought through the decision.

Since morning I have been waiting for news from Bang Fauzan. He said he'd call me if he had been at the inn yesterday. But until the afternoon he had not contacted me.

I was getting tired because last night I barely slept to consider my decision. When I started sleeping, my phone rang a call came in. I looked at my phone screen turned out to be Bang from Bang Fauzan. I was in a hurry to accept it.

“Bang..why just call now?” Ask me.

“Sorry, this morning suddenly the Brother family invites to go to the family of women who will be paired with Abang.”

Then Bang Fauzan has met the woman?

What's he like?

Is she pretty?

Or even more beautiful than me?

Those stupid questions popped into my head.

It hurts. Yet again, he could only scream in silence. I am not willing, but my destiny seems to be more unwilling to let me be happy in this world. My eyes began to feel hot and only tears bore witness to this loss of heart.

“Abang wait now.” Bang Fauzan's voice made me realize.

“E i yes, I will be there soon,” I replied as I wiped the tears on my cheek.

I stood in front of the mirror to make sure I was. My face still looks puffy and I do not want Bang Fauzan to see the same face as when we met two days ago.

I walked to the kitchen and opened the fridge and took an ice cube inside the mold container. Then go back to my room and compress my eye bags with ice. It turns out that way is pretty powerful too.

I tied up my slightly messy hair. I even forgot when I last combed it. But there is no time if I dress for too long. After all, my dress-up skills are also very lacking.

I took my bike keys where I used to hang them and went outside. Luckily Kak Laras was not at home because he was visiting one of his relatives Kak Agil who was sick.

I drove my motorbike towards the inn where Bang Fauzan was waiting for me there.

After parking the motorbike, I went straight to the hotel room that was yesterday in Bang Fauzan's rental. I felt uncomfortable stepping my foot in the inn. But there was no other choice because I was also afraid that Om Wandy would find out about our meeting.

In front of the room I knocked on the door. Not long after the door opened and Bang Fauzan invited me inside.

I was surprised that suddenly Bang Fauzan hugged me so tightly. I can feel the anxiety in him.

“Bang...,” I loosened the distance between us because I started having trouble breathing.

“You ready?” Bang Fauzan asked staring fixedly at the.

“Sorry, I can't go with Brother,” I said along with my tears dripping from my eyes. Last night I thought so hard that I reached that decision.

“What...!?” Bang Fauzan held onto both of my shoulders tightly ensuring an answer from me. “Dek..., why?”

“Ak a I can't, Bang.” While releasing the grip of Bang Fauzan's hand from both of my shoulders.

“But why? You doubt Brother can not keep and make you happy?” Bang Fauzan covered my face until he looked up at her.

...**Tbc...

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