Blizt 'N Demon

Chapter 68 - The Creation of Need

After my third death, I came back to life many times. Whether it's in the body of a newborn or someone's body. Identity, physical, economic, circumstances, the demons around, the atmosphere, everything is completely different. Every time I reincarnate, what happens to me is different.

I feel a lot of circumstances. But almost all reincarnations that happen to me, always end with the person I love dying. Many times I have to feel loss and pain. L'm.. Don't want to continue like this. Many times I killed myself, but came back to life in another body.

Even though I've been training to fight, I still can't protect the people I love. Father, mother, brother, sister, nephew, brother, friend, even in one of my life I had a lover. We were almost married, but then I found her along with another man.

My heart hurts so much. Why does something like this keep happening? Why does this pain never end? Why didn't I die? I don't want to live with all this suffering. I'm tired! I want to die, but death does not want me. Now I think, what exactly was the mistake I made until this reincarnation curse never ended? I'm starting to go crazy!

I was made dizzy by my circumstances. At first I felt a little grateful for coming back to life, but my life never went well! All the people I want to protect are mostly dead! The people I love leave me. The one I love plays with another man.

What else does destiny want from me?! Is my misery during this reincarnation unsatisfactory?! Is destiny still wanting to play me more than this?!

Gratuitous.. It's free for me to die. I will still live again. My life will continue like this. A life that keeps repeating itself without allowing me to rest forever from the world. Haha.. Why is fate so cruel to me?!

Since the death of my loved ones has grown, I have now decided not to open my heart to anyone. I don't want to be in touch with anyone. I don't want to experience that pain for the umpteenth time. Had enough.. This is enough. I don't want to continue like this. I'll find a way to die. Really dead.. Get out of the world.

I hate this world. I hate life. I hate a fate so evil to me. I hate.. With my own feelings.

From then on, I trained so hard to be strong. Now my goal to be strong is no longer for other demons, but myself. I will be strong for myself. Because only myself will accompany me as long as reincarnation happens to me. I'm just gonna trust myself.

The more lives I live, the more memories fade. I can't remember everything that happened to me before. I even forgot a lot about the people I loved before. But I didn't think about it that much. After all, the past is the past. I don't need to remember.

In some lives, I have gained an ability. Even if I haven't attained the highest power yet, I can get it. It's like a birth-born ability. Usually, a demon can gain abilities if he is strong. But not with me.

The previous ability I had was to move objects without touching them, then in other life I received was the ability to teleport, continued the ability to read minds, the ability to control corpses, the ability to move quickly, the ability to move gravity, the ability to, invisible ability, invisibility ability, blood manipulation ability, then the most amazing of all abilities I have ever obtained is the ability to create 'living dolls'.

I experimented many times creating living dolls. I used the organ that the other demons had and put it into a doll the size of a demon body. I was no longer afraid to finish off other demons after having gained a lot of experience from his previous life. I really wouldn't hesitate to kill or torture them. I have been reincarnated about 50 times and many experiences.

Even in one of the reincarnations, I was once the crown prince of a Demon Lord. I also became King and created great history because of my power.

All the living dolls I created always had the same body movements. I have to control them continuously in order to move. I'm not satisfied with that. I want more of this.

My ability is to create a living puppet, shouldn't it be able to make it truly alive? If I move it like this, then it cannot be said to be alive. Moreover, the doll I created could not speak. I have to develop it.

It might take a long time, because if it were easy to do without abilities like me, then surely all demons would be able to make it. I just have to try harder.

A lot of time has passed in my life this time. But in this life, I have no family. I live alone without a purpose. Maybe this is better than having to feel the beloved demon die.

After a long period of expression creating living dolls, I was finally able to create a living doll. I used the demon's body, then inserted another demon's internal organs into it. I used my power to bring the doll to life.

After a long time, I could feel the satisfaction inside me again. Looking at the living doll that I created according to what I wanted, I felt a little happy.

She's a living doll that can move without my control. He can even talk. He can think, he can communicate, he can show a variety of faces, characters, and he has feelings that I no longer have. More admirable, he was able to develop in terms of strength.

The kind character he had made me recall a piece of the past that I accidentally remembered. He looks like me before.

The living doll I gave it the name Need. I'm not very good at giving names, so I'm just saying them with origin. But the doll received the name I gave it.

She's so perfect. His only flaw was one, he didn't obey all of my words. Because he can think, he has his own desires. If what I command is not what he likes, then he will not do it.

But that's enough. That deficiency makes it really like 'living'. He doesn't know if I'm the creator, he also thinks of himself as a living being, not a puppet of creation. Really stupid.

I wanted to try making a doll like that again, but I failed. I could never create another doll like her. For some reason, but all my experiments always failed and ended with the same results as I started.

Just as I wanted to keep trying again, the imperial soldiers caught me and killed me. They already know about my experiments involving his people. That's why, they're looking for me and killing me on the spot. I can't fight much, because in this life, I don't have much fighting power. My opponent is very much.

On that day, I died in my own home. Fortunately my dolls were not here, so the stupid soldiers did not destroy them.

I knew I would reincarnate again after death. But in my reincarnation this time, I did not expect to be able to obtain all the strength I had before. All of that power mixed and became extremely powerful. Even all the abilities I've ever had before can be used.

From here on, I started to have the idea to destroy this world. If I can't die, then I'll destroy my place of reincarnation. If there was no world, I would have died. I will not be reincarnated again. My damned life is coming to an end.

I, who is the son of a noble, was recognized by many people to be the successor of the Demon King because of my great power. Then the previous Demon King also gave his position to me until finally I was officially appointed King.

Behind from handing over his position to me, the Demon Lord had tried to kill me by using his subordinates in silence. Even he intervened himself.

Yet... His efforts were in vain. He can't kill me, I'm too strong for him to fight. That's why, he ended up giving up his position for fear of being killed by me. It's rubbish!

But let it be, I don't care. I began to devise a plan to destroy this world. Until one day, I.. Planting seeds that are the result of my experiments. I will create a tree of destruction to destroy this world!

Not only did I use that plan, I thought of another plan, after accidentally.. Found a dying boy in a village.