Black Room

Harmony

Somewhile. Something unexpected can happen in life.

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For the first woman and

the only.

For the first and only woman to say I'm a coward. Perhaps, the guess of mrs has a point. But, what if my mouth believes more in mute, when self prefers to be silent and fixated.

For the first and only woman to introduce love in tears. Wounds are risks that are part of love. However, being able to have a mistress is a miracle. Such as the impossibility of falling into an embrace, or the imagination that instantly becomes reality.

For the first and only woman who has become a lover of the heart in impossibility. Willing mrs agree each application when the heartbeat is more melodious than the birds whistle. Willingness puan grumbles tightly in guidance so that hope is no longer a mere wishful thinking.

For the first and only woman to be a dream and hope in the future. Stay cool in the withering of the heart. Until later, muan becomes the destiny for all tired and hard work to come home.

For the first and only woman I love. I want to love you until the world and time stop to turn. So get ready to face obstacles and a road that will be long. May we always come home to the embrace.

I smiled after reading the poem I just wrote. Fold four pieces of paper before I put them in my uniform pocket. Me and buk mutia are officially lovers. Last night buk mutia asked me to return her poem even though we were officially lovers.

The first break bell has rung. Hamda's Buk closes the lesson with a greeting. Do not forget also buk hamda remind us to repeat the week tomorrow. I walked out the local with a happy feeling. The events of yesterday afternoon were still ringing in the head as a pride in the heart.

"Jeps. Can I have a favor?" I asked when we arrived next to the lab.

"Apaan tuh" Sahut ijep curious.

Aldi and Nando were also staring at me. I'm holding back the laughter. They don't know that me and buk mutia are ready. I always tell them about buk mutia. And this past month I've been complaining to them that buk mutia can't possibly be mine. They would definitely be surprised if I told them about the incident yesterday afternoon.

"Give this letter to buk mutia"

"You shot him, right?" Ask ijep and take the letter I delivered "May I read?" He opened the folded paper.

"No need" I held my ijep hand to read the letter "You just do your job first. I'll tell you later"

My three friends looked at me with sharp eyes. I returned their gazes with a smile. An eleven-year-old boy greeted us before heading to the cafeteria.

"Let's jep, I'll accompany you to deliver the love letter" Nando embraced ijep.

"Why haven't you been like this before" said Ijep porch flipping and stepping.

Ijep and nando laughed leaving us. Me and aldi were waiting for them near the old room. Crowded voices roaming the school environment. The weather this afternoon is very sunny.

"You shot buk mutia with a letter? Ask aldi. His body that was as big as mine was leaning against an old pole.

"I've been dating her" I said after smiling.

"Well yes" Aldi was surprised "When you shot him" asked aldi.

"Yesterday" My heart was short.

"Break yes?" Said aldi in disbelief "Just yesterday you were complaining because buk mutia was just joking with your feelings" he said

"I didn't shoot him. But him" I said.

Aldi laughed softly. He can't believe that buk mutia shot me. I also can't believe what happened yesterday afternoon. Everything went like a dream. But that's how life is. Something unexpected can happen in reality.

"How buk mutia shot you. What's he saying?" Ask aldi with an expression that is still soft.

"With poetry" my heart. "There the love blossomed" I clearly pointed to the side of the lab in front of us.

Aldi laughing. He still doesn't believe what I'm saying. I'm just smiling. I don't care if you believe it or not.

"You lied, don't take responsibility. All at once said that after graduation you will marry buk mutia" said Aldi laughed with satisfaction.

"Whatever" I said no matter

Aldi continued to laugh with his disbelief. Nando and ijep approached us at the porch chatting about the accounting tasks that would be collected the day after tomorrow.

"Buk mutia said what did jep say?" Much

"Thank you only" replied ijep.

"You didn't say that the letter was from his potential mate" Gurauku was confident

Ijep laughed at me. His face seemed to underestimate my words. We walked in the old room to get to Kekantin tek rida

"Are you still asleep?" Ijep.

Aldi and nando laughed. Damnit. They can't believe that me and buk mutia are dating.

"You think I'm like you who can only fantasize about having winty" I replied.

We laughed. Ijep embraces me as the strolling foyer.

"May your love be accepted" Ijep said

"It's still time to shoot girls with letters" Cut aldi laughs.

"Maybe dikan want to be a romantic picisan times in" said Ijep release embrace

"Look at this if you don't believe it" I said by expanding my blackberry screen.

Aldi took the blackberry out of my hand. Aldi tugged at his words that had underestimated me. They're looking at my Blackberry in turn. They laughed in amazement by congratulating.

The cafeteria was crowded when we entered. Three young men from the Siberian field were sitting at the door of the canteen. I greet those who have been two-year seniors at school. One of them returned my greeting by joking about suhaimi. Suhaimi is now in school. I walked in the back room after talking to the three young men.

"You must treat us to celebrate your anniversary" said Ijep who sat on the back seat.

"Message what you want to order" I answered the porch telling him to shift. The ijep seat is my best spot when sitting in a kantin tek rida. From here it is clearly visible the elongated tek rida canteen.

"Don't you?" Ijep asked moved on from his seat.

"But I borrowed your money first to pay for it" I joked

"Same a lie" Sahut ijep

Aldi and nando laughed. The tek rida canteen was quite crowded this afternoon. Some of the juniors who were also sitting in the back seat also laughed. Arga, aldi, and zico. I know a lot of my juniors at school. Especially those who often sit in the bagan tek rida during the break. I'll definitely recognize him.

"Keep calling him by what name?" Ask aldi

"Dear" Nando answered

I just smiled without asking Aldi's question. They will continue to humiliate me if I answer. Last night I and buk mutia concluded a deal. I can no longer call him mother. It's up to me to call him by what name. Honey, love, mother or any other romantic call. But I call her mutia. Further away. During the dating I never called my boyfriend affection or love. I always like to call you or just say his name. I feel awkward calling out to you, baby. Especially near a lot of people.

"Yes dik? You call him honey?" Ask aldi

"What are you asking" I grinned with a smile

"Happy darling time in" Ijep chimed in

They laugh. I laughed in response to their laughter. Tek rida walk carrying two glasses of milky milky nail dress shirt back. I drank after making small talk to the junior sitting in the back room.

"When it's made, why don't you write his name distatus?" Ask aldi back.

"Later if he asks me to do it" I said

"Why wait to be asked?"

I just kept quiet. One more thing the habits of teenage couples today. Write the name of their respective sosmed deacons. Either for the sake of romantic words or just limited to existence. But you said that it was so that people would know that we already have a partner and not be disturbed.

"You should also be sensitive to being a guy. Do it without him asking. So that he feels happy"

"Yes if he likes it? What if he doesn't like? Is he still happy?" I'm laughing a little.

Ijep also laughed at my words.

"Ehhhh you mistrusted unbelievers" Struggles aldi lazy "That's our secret as men. She uses her feelings more than logic. She likes to be treated with romantic things. Like writing his name distatus for example"

"Yes. But you don't have to with that either. Make what public. If the relationship lasts long. If only a few bullets have broken how" Sahutku.

Nando and ijep laughed. They follow my words.

"If the break up is removed" said Nando whispered

"He said what jep" I asked on ijep

"Ehhh nando was a gerogi seduced by lamce" said Ijep laughing

"Third grade third class?" Ask aldi.

"Yes, he's got a nando phone number in the office" Ijep twisted around.

Me and Aldi laughed too. Nando chuckled in embarrassment. Some of the juniors sitting in the back room began to return to school.

"But nando ****** is silent" Ijep said

"****** gerogi cave. Where don't know anymore" explained nando

I laugh. Nando was my childhood friend. Nando and I have been friends since we were in elementary school. But fifth grade nando didn't go to class. That stocky Nando was very shy. Especially with women. Nando will feel inferior and gerogi.

"Christian girl isn't it?" Ask aldi.

There were two female students at the school who were Christians. They were juniors two years below me.

"Yes he" replied ijep "It turns out there are also people who like this polar bear" said ijep

Me and Aldi laughed.

"Your son of a bitch *****. Better handsome than you" Umpat nando.

"Why don't you give me your number hp ndo" I said

"Then cave dik" Sahut nando.

The school bell for the break sign sounded. The four of us and some juniors came out of the cafeteria. The sun started to shine. Buk Asmarni entered the class with lessons in Indonesian history. I was swept away by the asmarni buk story about the old order and the new order.