
That feeling just feels perfect with the pain that says you can't touch me.
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The sun was shining right above my head. The light felt stinging into the skin during Thursday. Me and aldi were sitting under a durian tree in front of my class. Local we got an idle sociology lesson. DrumBand children continue to practice in the field chasing the target so that they can win at the provincial level. I told aldi that I had broken up with Annisa. Also the news is uproar that annisa is no longer a virgin.
"Charm, who?" Ask aldi.
"Don't know" I replied not wanting to discuss further "Obviously the cave has broken up with annisa" I said.
"But you go to school still with nisa" Tanya aldi.
"Annisa asked for it. He said one last time" I replied.
I broke up with Annisa. I'm honest that I don't love him. Annisa cried hearing my words. But I can convince Annisa that she accepts with a big heart. And this morning I went to school with Annisa for the last time.
"When annisa looks like a good boy huh. But it turns out wild too" said aldi.
"That's why humans are so hard to guess. Black is not necessarily despicable. White is not necessarily holy" said my porch focused on paying attention to the field annisa.
"It's good that you've broken up. Dating a virgin girl is the same as keeping a cracked glass. The one who enjoys his captivity. We are responsible" said aldi
I accept aldi's words. People who have sex during courtship may be at risk of getting pregnant out of wedlock. That's why I wanted to break up with Annisa. I don't think the same thing happens again. I'm not a hypocrite. But I'd rather be a hypocrite than have to date a girl who's already a widow.
DrumBand music continues to melodic melody. Some people holding flags danced at every beat of the tone. My locale sounds noisy with some kind of chaos. I'm chatting with aldi about the Indonesian repetition tomorrow afternoon. We told the porch to watch the drumband show with a neat and interesting formation.
"Where is annisa aldi?" Ask buk mutia who suddenly stood behind us.
Buk diana also stood beside buk mutia. Buk diana smiled at me. Buk mutia looked at me with the corner of her eyes. I smiled at buk mutia asking about annisa. He must be insinuating me.
"That's a buk holding a pawnshop" Appoint aldi.
"Holding the pawnica of many aldi" Ketus buk mutia
"That's a buk wearing tights" Appoint aldi again.
"Where" Buk mutia focused on pointing aldi "Pretty annisa is aldi?" Ask.
"That's buk, who's holding a pawnshop" Sahut aldi is getting fed up.
"Not look the same mother" Sahut buk mutia memelas.
I smiled at the behavior of buk mutia. I don't know what it means this afternoon. Buk mutia looked at me cynically. I laughed a little at his expression. He was making fun of me.
"Dikan, you are sick with my mother. I'm disappointed the same dikan" said buk diana.
I stared at the congo hearing the words buk diana. I was being played by these two young teachers. I nodded and laughed a little. They're playing me.
"Sickness" I laughed
"Dikan make ibuk disappointed, just know who mother dikan" said buk mutia.
I laughed hearing that. What mutia buk said. What did he mean this afternoon. How could that sweet face be disappointed. Buk mutia was joking.
"It's not kidding. I'm seriously disappointed in the same" said buk mutia. His face looks joking.
"Dikan also disappointed with Ade SPD?" My law is back to being soft.
"Haah ade? ade mana dikan nih" asked buk mutia surprised.
"Yes, that's not my mom's boyfriend" I said
The face of buk mutia who was joking. Now it's turning red.
I laugh. Buk mutia is still evasive. And I saw it with myself. Buk mutia looked at me with a curious face. I kept laughing with the play that buk mutia was playing.
"And I know the man" said buk mutia.
I laughed at buk mutia. Buk mutia looked at me with a surprised face. Buk mutia was probably thinking how could I know about her lover.
"Not knowing. But I squirm myself mother replace bbm status with ade name. It's there" Point me to the front of the lab.
Buk mutia exhaled. I laughed jokingly at buk mutia. The situation has now turned around. I kept laughing to make buk mutia feel upset.
"Hp mother died too, if ngak ibuk you look to dikan nih" said buk mutia showed her android.
"No need. Do whatever I can show it" Sa
Buk mutia pursed her lips in a flash. Then he asked aldi which one was Annisa. "Where's annisa tuh aldi?"
"Wait" Doris said "Jealous to be dating annisa" asked Doris to buk mutia.
"No" Rebut buk mutia "make what mother jealous" said buk mutia with a sour face.
I laughed at his expression. I know buk mutia is not jealous. Buk mutia was just making fun of me dating annisa.
"Laughter is yes" said buk mutia ketus.
"Already, if you're not jealous, why is your mother annisa" said Doris mediate the debate.
"It's hard to know" Sahut buk mutia.
"Well, what to know" said Doris.
Buk mutia just kept quiet and looked at me without expression. Doris' words cornered buk mutia. I laughed with his expression. His sharp round eyes make me happy.
"Where beautiful mother compared annisa was aldi" asked buk mutia.
Wait for you buk, but you're making fun of me aren't you. Gumanku's.
"That's not annisa" Sahut aldi.
In the field.the crowd of Drumband children began to disintegrate. Annisa walked the number two frontmost. Buk mutia continued to focus following the direction aldi pointed. Buk mutia had trouble knowing which one was annisa. I laughed at the behavior of buk mutia this afternoon.
"Annisa rusli the ten-three boy. Moments do not know" said aldi who began to be upset.
"Yes, I don't know. Mother rarely goes in ten three" Sahut buk mutia.
I keep laughing. Buk mutia looked at me with an annoyed face. But I don't care. Besides what's the point of buk mutia wanting to get to know annisa.
"What if you look at the local lancungnya" Saran aldi.
I, aldi, buk mutia and buk diana walked over to Annisa into the local ten-three. Not until we're in Annisa class. In front of the office, the bell rang. Buk mutia dragged buk diana into the office. While me and aldi behind the kelokal to take the bag. I'm happy even though buk mutia was only joking this afternoon.
"He used to call her annisa wan" said aldi
"Let's. I don't want to repeat" I said.
Me and Aldi took the bag and went home. Aldi came home with nando first. While I wait for Annisa in front of the canteen tek rida. Annisa walked up to me. But what I have in mind is buk mutia. My feelings for buk mutia have been intact since I first saw her in the office that Monday. The feeling was perfect with the pain that buk mutia would not be able to touch.